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#venusangelic #venus angelic #november 2022

My friends from high school were intelligent tortured souls. I wish we had stayed friends but all of us were so cold and i was just so sensitive and it was build on meanness and I miss what we had but i cant go back

#i really miss our little group but i ruined everything #i don't even hate myself for it im just sad it had to be that way #i wish i could be who i am now earlier but i know that wouldve been impossible

indulgedandbruised

sotoxicfairy

I still barely drink any alcohol when going clubbing because deep inside im still that square who knwos that drinking, smoking and doing drugs is bad for you but I love pretending to be drunk and hanging with drunk people so i think the next time im just gonna smear some alcohol on my skin and kinda just spill my drinks on the dancefloor pretending to have drunken them

sotoxicfairy

Oh sweet summer child

I cant believe this was me just 6 months ago. Now i'm an avid drinker and occasional drug consumer. It's probably just a post-breakup phase - This is fun now but probably not sustainable long-term so maybe in 6 more months I'll be back to straight edge but this time I won't feel like a loser about it.

Amazing how much can change in half a year im kinda excited to find out what's next for me.. ?

#oh sweet summer child hahahaha #this week im going to some birthday party next im going clubbing and doing some new drugs for the first time #life is kinda fun #but soooo unhealthy and exhausting

This is very sad to say but ive never been more happy then when my hair is straight

Ever since i became financially independent my dad won't stop calling and messaging me. But I don't like interacting with bum ass losers so I hope he'll let me ghost him

I hate going outside and realising things most people have realised when they were 12 years old

Lying is in my nature. I tried to quit that one time but i came back to it

#i will forever and keep secrets and do atrocious things