I don’t even know
Am I a good person? or am I bad?
An exitensial identity crisis question from someone who is filled with everything and its opposite
I am perfectly dependent yet cry myself to sleep when it gets lonely I respect and value my decisions yet doubt myself everyday I don't expect much yet feel disappointed and broken when I get mistreated I am in control over my life yet I am losing my grip I love life and people yet I think about suicide and self harm everyday I look fine and collected yet my thoughts are eating me up I am striving to be better yet I don't even feel like getting out of bed. I know who I am and what I want yet I feel lost like never before
Am I good or am I bad? Am I only hurting myself and those around me or am I making the world better?
Will I ever know?