the soul has freedom to wander at will

alessia/22

[lesbian-toddhoward]

im going to fucking die

[lamignonette]

Lovers. Botero.

[soulmining-blog1]

one day i will be in a state of love and loving! and it will matter

[soulmining-blog1]

i cried today about a person i do not want to cry about anymore (:

[soulmining-blog1]

i’m of the mind that i will not be loved the way i deserve until i am the best version of myself, this is destructive thinking but also maybe the most proactive i have felt in a long time. being loved is huge because of things i dont talk about, knowing it is not going to feel attainable for a while is scary but forces me to put all that energy into the motion of my life and well-being ( l m a o)

[soulmining-blog1]

most men think they are “enigmatic” when really they are “abusive”

[gaterade]

me chastising myself after i finally put myself out there and get played  

[anarcho-smarmyism]

all the time and money you used to spend on makeup and hair? spend it on weed instead. that’s what feminism is all about folks

[redstarovermoundcity]

[sunbeambisexual-deactivated2025]

[soulmining-blog1]

i’ve only had 2 really good fucks in my entire life and i’ve….fucked  lot. tragique

[soulmining-blog1]

the first one was in a car in scarborough in some construction site at night and the second was from a dude who broke up w me after i told him i wanted to go to law school so,...lol

[soulmining-blog1]

i’ve only had 2 really good fucks in my entire life and i’ve....fucked  lot. tragique

[soulmining-blog1]

i realized that i have the worst dating pattern ever which is i date someone who treats me like shit and then immediately date someone who loves me with this gross pedestal adoration and then i get bored and go right back to some emotionally frigid cuck who blames his “past traumas” on why he feels entitled to nut in my p*ssy but never take me home to meet the folks.... (: 

[soulmining-blog1]

some shame you feel alone

[soulmining-blog1]

improvements this year:

will never be a cum dumpster ever again

will not stick my neck out for anyone

will continue to devote to my craft

will continue to fight for career opportunities for myself

will begin LSAT prep 

will continue to fall back in love with reading and academia

will not let idpol cucks tell me my being articulate and intelligent is classist (lol)

talked to my father for the first time in 11 years and probably the last time for another 11 years...closure doesn’t exist but i am kinder and stronger for this exchange

still feel capable of loving and being in a state of love despite getting unceremoniously used

have faith in my own experiences despite friends telling me my pain is wrong

truth is i only need, invest in and love myself

[soulmining-blog1]

another year of men being abusive in all aspects of my life

[soulmining-blog1]

i’ve been gettign blackout drunk a lot!!!!!!!!! then praying for death

[greatpostsonline-deactivated201]

you, normal: “believes” “things”

myself, brain damage from psychedelics and weed: suspects dozens of mutually exclusive possibilities and every permutation thereof simultaneously

[soulmining-blog1]

i’m saying that my literal friend lied to discredit me (: you really cant trust any bitches out here