🕸️ ABOUT ME:
• V, she/her, 26 | [ I played the MM game right when it came out and it rewired my brain completely and gave me Spider-Men brainrot in ways still unknown by man— I approach insanity every day because of them. I write fanfic on AO3 about soulsilk (my ship name for Peter/Miles, though I know others have their own :D) and I literally can't shut up about anything Spider-Man related, comics or game-wise. Seriously. It's an obsession at this point. Come share in the obsession with me. Fellow soulsilk enjoyers, new besties, and random asks are always welcome here 🥰😌😘 ]
• What I'm obsessed with: [ Soulsilk, Peter Parker, Miles Morales, Kaine Parker, Miguel O'Hara, Flowerfang, Scarletfang (Miguel/Kaine), my Web Polycule AU I created with my friend Kos (Insomniac!Peter/Insomniac!Miles/Kaine/1992!Miguel), Insomniac's Spider-Man games ]
• Spotify Profile | Fic Playlists:
Tu Sangre Es Mi Sangre, Es Tu Sangre [Book I]
Midori Lights, I Taste You in the Moonlight [Book II]
It's Not Love, But I Love You (Only When I Can Hurt You) [Club AU]
Spinnin' Like Cartwheels Inside Your Mind [1995!No Powers AU]
SOME OF MY PLANNED WIPs ARE BELOW THE CUT! (人 •͈ᴗ•͈)
• Tu Sangre Es Mi Sangre, Es Tu Sangre: your main fic, what's it about?: [ After playing the MM game it was like experiencing this giant, eye-opening revelation. The connection between Peter and Miles is one of a kind. It's so unique and complex and such a interesting bond to play around with, especially because of their pasts and their individual circumstances.
I wanted to explore that bond they share in a more intimate way. Both with what it is in the canon world and then what it could be in a different world where they made different choices— where they always choose each other. It's the devotion they carry for each other, the extremes and deepness of their love for each other and what it would translate into inside a romantic relationship. The aspect of co-dependecy between them is my favorite thing to play around with. That inherent notion that they can't live without each other: because they were made to be in each other's lives, to help each other, to be there for each other, to care for one another, to be both lovers and friends. Peter and Miles were simply (and very literally) made for each other.
I'm a sucker for forbidden love (the star-crossed lovers, the secret relationships), for doomed love, for soulmates, for the "love will triumph over all," for the absolute symbiosis of lovers and the conjoining of their souls together for all eternity... and my fic tackles all of these themes and more: the loss of innocence (coming of age), and how growing older is bittersweet, but also lovely if you let it be, the tragedy of being forced to grow up faster than you're ready to from experiencing such traumatic and devastating grief, the warmth of a love that nurtures and heals you, Peter learning to trust Miles and let go of his past and all his guilt, Miles growing into his own and finally learning to be Peter's equal and his life partner, the strength of love and how far it goes— that without it everything will be doomed from the start. Love will always win. ]
Planned oneshots:
• Stripper AU | Rating: Explicit - [ Miles gets a tip that a local strip club is actually a money laundering scheme. The workers are being stiffed and he's there to put an end to it. Though the money laundering scheme is real, he was brought in here by Ganke (who figured out months ago that Peter's been working there, and with his knowledge of Miles' years-long crush on his mentor, quickly concocted the funniest— and most evil— plan imaginable).
Miles waits seated, listening in for the informant, his back to the velvet curtained room. Peter walks in then, neither knowing they're about to run into each other. As Peter steps out of the shadows, his hand slinks across the back of the chair before he comes around to the front. As soon as he sees Miles' mask he's mortified— it's a set-up, they both realize just a little too late.
Mayhem insues and crushes develop (on both sides).
This is an intervention, and they're gonna fall in love, damnit. ]
• Spinnin' Like Cartwheels Inside Your Mind (1995 No Powers AU) | Rating: Explicit - [ It's about to be the summer of 1995 and Miles is on his last year of high school. In Forest Hills, on the other side of the fence, lies the object of all his affections: Peter— his neighbor— is funny, smart... and a twenty-two year old college senior.
As the hot days roll on, Miles is stuck between acing all his classes and helping Peter fix up his old bike on the weekends. Except the more they hang out, the more apparent it becomes that Peter (maybe) likes him more than a friend.
Or: it's almost the summer of 1995 and Miles is in love with a beautiful boy. ]
• There's a Neon Halo and There's a Crown: They Both Belong On Your Head | Rating: Explicit | Flowerfang (1992!Miguel/Insomniac!Miles) - [ Called to help for a mission in Nueva York by Miguel, Miles finds that a week is all he needs to fall head over webs in love with the crabbiest and most hardheaded of the three Spider-Men in his life. Going undercover to discover the distributor of a brand new drug that's going around Downton, Miguel and Miles must pretend to be a couple for the upcoming Alchemax corporate event.
There's a party, there's a confession, and then there's blood, and in the end, Miguel isn't so alone anymore. ]
• Screwball: Live! | Rated Explicit (Non-Con) - [ Unknowingly lured to a warehouse by Screwball to disrupt an arms smuggling ring, the boys arrive to the scene only to find an empty warehouse with no supply line in sight. Now caught unawares, they're swiftly knocked out with a sedating gas. Once they wake up, the boys find themselves in a padded room with no exits and a solitary camera on the ceiling... and an indestructible metal shock collar affixed to Peter's neck. Forced to drug each other with an aphrodisiac by Screwball, the Spider-Men must now put on the show of their lives or risk being slowly suffocated to death by the quickly depleting oxygen levels inside the room.
"Awwww, you wouldn't let him die, would you? Because if you did, it'd totally be your fault." ... "Take the drug and relax, little Spidey Jr. After all, the show's about to start." ]
• Jeff Lives AU | Rated Teen - [ Jeff survives the award ceremony and continues teaming up with Peter for the rest of the investigation, but because of his injuries after the bombing, he's put on temporary rest until he's released from the hospital. Except, Miles being who he is, sneaks into Jeff's case files and gathers all the evidence to finish the work he started. He contacts Peter pretending to be his dad and shows up to one of the Demon warehouses... where Peter quickly realizes that he's been bamboozled and Miles is very much not Officer Davis.
Throughout the next several days, Miles steadily becomes Peter's new crime-fighting partner, but not before a whole lot of "You're just a kid, go home. I can't have you getting hurt. I would never forgive myself if something happened to you and I had to explain to your dad what happened," and, "Y'know, there's other ways you can help me... how about you head over to F.E.A.S.T. and lend them a hand." Miles being stubborn, now acts as an OP!MJ that won't leave Peter alone because his dad would never give up when it comes to doing the right thing.
Miles goes to F.E.A.S.T and meets Peter anyway and they get close there, even under different circumstances. And meanwhile, still inside of the suit, Peter and Miles keep meeting because Miles starts investigating things on his own. Until eventually the lines start blurring, and one night Peter comes to Miles' fire escape, still as Spider-Man, and they talk and it's just, "Oh.... I'm in love with you. And I can't be. Not now."
Peter lets Miles continue coming on missions with him and slowly they build a more intimate relationship where Peter comes to accept him as his partner. And then Miles gets bitten by the spider anyway, and just like that it's the beginning of the end for them.
After several years of Peter suffering through the internal monologue of, "I'm going to look away and ignore all the signs and I won't acknowledge that you have a massive crush on me and it will all go away." It's 6 years down the line and they're sitting together in a diner and Miles just goes, "So, um, y'know I'm 21 now, and I'm super, super single and so are you, and I'm also Spider-Man... and, well, there's kinda also the fact that I'm still like really, really in love with you." ]
• It's Not Love, But I Love You (Only When I Can Hurt You) | Club AU | Rating: Explicit - An alternate "What If?" scenario where "Tu Sangre Es Mi Sangre, Es Tu Sangre" went horrifically wrong, and what once started as a secret FWB relationship, turns into bitter resentment between Peter and Miles as they proceed to destroy each other throughout the years.
On the last night before Miles officially goes off to college (hoping to finally leave their relationship behind once and for all), Peter invites Miles out to a local club for one last hurrah. Except as the night progresses, things take a turn for the worse— argument after argument leading both to retreat to Peter's house in Queens. With MJ gone on a business trip, Miles and Peter have one last night together before everything comes crashing down once again.
Or: it's the last night before the rest of Miles' life and his heart's already breaking. ]
