Anonymous asked: hi hey hello, love! ♡ i was wondering if you could do a scenario with jay park, where he’s feeling insecure about everything going on and somehow jumps to the conclusion that he isn’t good enough for you, so you’re here comforting and reassuring him in order to have him feeling better? really love your writing, and hope to see more! hehe. love you! xoxo. 💕
“Jay, what’s going on?” you asked as he let you into his apartment. He looked exhausted- there were dark circles under his eyes- and he hadn’t shaved in a couple days. Instead of one of his usual stylish outfits, he was dressed in ratty sweatpants and a tank top, and his hair was rumpled, unbrushed.
“I… I just need to talk to you,” Jay said. “I wanted to do it in person.”
“Okay…” you said, concerned, following him farther inside and sitting down with him on the couch. “You look terrible; how much have you been sleeping?”
“I dunno, like three hours a night?” he said. “Me and Chase are working on the album a lot, so… I’m fine though.”
You looked at him skeptically. “No, you aren’t.”
“No,” he said after a moment. “You’re right. But not sleeping isn’t what’s wrong. Look… I was just thinking about our relationship, how I’m always busy, the way I dance when I perform and all these music videos I make with girls and stuff- it’s… I shouldn’t have done all that stuff while we’re dating; I just…” He trailed off with a frustrated sigh.
“Babe, I know that’s part of your image,” you said sincerely. “Really. I’m not gonna say I’m not jealous sometimes, but I’m okay with it, really.”
“But should you be? Should you have to be?” he asked. “Why don’t you just date some guy who’s…” he hesitated, his shoulders slumping as he looked away. “Who’s not like me.”
“Why would I want to date someone who’s not like you?” you said indignantly. “Jay. I love you.”
He looked down at his lap, his brow furrowed, not reacting to your words. “I just think you deserve someone better than me.”
“What’s making you say all this?” you asked, “Did someone say something to you?”
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