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I have no idols but the sun has always come close *

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:* xoxo

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alright im done

he eating- goddamn… pineapples w rice and green sauce like whats going on- with a side of black beans

like nothing is right

with a side of brown sugar bacon

and uhhh- goddamn- uh roasted peppers.

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touching on em without permission😭

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i’d be popping out of the restroom stalls like "cao-

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alright alright, last post. gotta lean into myself more but 💯💯💯💯💯💯💯 on double 07.

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forgetting how important and necessary faith is, especially in times of pure need… what more can i do for myself instead of bed rot >.< been disinterested in scanning due to my heart aches but i just have to at least try to meet myself halfway and maybe even him.. but i need me more than ever töo——-

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starting 2 pray again.. (a dosage of confidence)

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you can’t testify or be in the same room as your twin flame bcs you share the same soul; na that certain predicaments has even pertained to tht

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but the mes scare me

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ï wonder if my higher self is inside me? she snapped her fingers @ me with a shaven head and a dragon tattoo— i must have a temple inside me.

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i was looking for the picture of you kissing my cheek* and i can’t find it. the words you say mean something to me… even the things you allow.

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nobody will ever know what it feel like and if ever introduced it’s tailored to my perception- aside from all the system has inflicted && what’s been prevented. i don’t know what ïts like for average people in the system anymore— i know what ïts been to be powerful, i know what ïts like to fall. ïts never gone fit what you’ve done.. lived.. and experienced when it’s M8. The effects of time and subtle completion of a pill most that are sleep have refused to swallow. I’ll choose it again just to come out of the other side— but i’ll never choose 2 na be immortal or 2 never fly.

theres a new world brewing and sometimes ï debate rather i’ll be the one to put my flag ïn such dynamic— or does my own inherent story do it for me? in what way do you play small? in what way do you remain big? take me for who i am first ï don’t know what way to call it or name what this fight has been. && the people that turned on me along the way.