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cat shaman₍₍⚞(˶˃ ꒳ ˂˶)⚟⁾⁾ /te hidden lotus roughdraft* layers of time

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I have no idols but the sun has always come close *

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:* xoxo

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creating another book list for future use <3 (me no indulge)

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craving jollof w kimchi —

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did deliveries yesterday in place of me missing and i needed the heat but damnit- today’s desires R getting in ïtz ass. ++ hustling backwards somewhere, may be today’s decision or the simple fact my mind sucks

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so that’s it. tomorrow night. gotta go tomorrow. so last night fucks the day up.

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i hate thinking like this but if i go today and don’t go tomorrow- it looks suspicious, especially since i didn’t yesterday. ïts deeper than money though and i’m only attracted to such physicality due to the fact i want to move. i need to implement a better balance; ïm na getting enough nutrients or water intake. my mind isn't wealthy, worried about the physical. #chiefinToday #sigh

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i gotta go tomorrow so today ï finish crying—

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woke up early 4 this shift and now i am fighting rather to go or na (i missed yesterday too) ((idek if they’ll realize i just hate hate being this way ïts just ugh ))

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i tour today >.<

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the thought of something pending that i have to pay or discharge every month is frightening; ï think about how many jobs only make you enough and ï question myself. i question my responsibilities & what i’m actually trying to do or achieve in this time. i’m unsure how long i have but the thoughts i feel are rooted in so much more-

i think about my certification/(maybe im settling at the wrong place in this time now despite my current comfort ((barely) ) and the endless of opportunities within the system i’ve had & the thoughts are exhausting. no one cares about whats been done before— just tired. yet, i’ve already slept. maybe it isn’t about speed.. i’m just worried about time. i’m just worried about me.

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or when you go somewhere and it do be fried but the sauce be making it soggy💔 (thinking)

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i need the pc count that i need bruh 😭😭😭😭😭

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i hte saucy chicken

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bird pickens #sweettreat #ashychicken

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i LŒve you- i miss you

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i love you like a cat; i love you like a bladE

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