Late Night Sovereigns

DNI same as main. Essentially just a personal journal for us all, have fun being in our brain with us I guess.

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Main is : @sovereignsystem

We block freely (especially on this acc), so no pickin fights.

Posts are tagged w tone indicators, if you'd rather not see vents, block the "/neg" tag

We use this account as, essentially, our replacement for the late Vent App (shout out to the ogs iykyk)

Personal tag list under cut, entirely for our use not others but w/e. Enjoy the information ig (also any other random info we feel like sharing)

Pools.⛲ - Partner system

Coll. He/They - 20+

⚰ - RG [He/Sie/All but She]

🧸 - CD [He/Him]

⚡ - TN [He/Him]

🍆 - TA [He/Him]

♠️ - TT [They/Them]

🛹 - IV [H3/H1m]

🌨 - TI [He/It]

🎤 - SC [She/Any]

Love of our life, our everything. The best person/people we have ever and will ever meet. We've spent years being in love and navigating the cesspool that is life together, and we wouldn't have it any other way.

Forest.🌳 - Body's parent

She/They - 50+

also a suspected system but doesn't have clear cut "alters" for me to list. We were very close from the ages of 1-18 but now that we are far more educated about mental health and life in general, our relationship is rocky.

Panda.🎮 - Body's brother

He/Him - 30+

half brother, met us when he was 19. Used to be very close but now we have a much more distant relationship due to his interests changing and him being in a different state.

Deity.👓 - Closest friend

They/Te/Any neos - 20+

Have never met in person, good relationship, been with us through thick and thin. One of the only remaining members of The Original Discord. Occasionally get on our nerves, but so does everyone.

Legacy.🙌 - Non-blood uncle

He/Him - 30+

Good relationship, used to be best friends with the body's father, and has been occasionally filling the void of a father figure as much as he can from a distance. He desn't know us too well, though. Co-parents his child with Panda.🎮

Cryer.🤕 - Abusive exgirlfriend

Dated on-and-off over the course of 3 years, and as stated above she was incredibly emotionally abusive. We have pages and pages worth of trauma she caused us, but we will probably only mention her when ranting, or telling one of the insane stories about her abuse towards us.

Traitor.🎭 - Abusive father

Deceased, but did irrevocable damage to us/our family in his time being alive. Never physically abusive, but thats not the only way to be wounded.

SR.🏈 - CSA perpetrator

I do not want to add more context. This is all you should ever need to know about him.

Our comfort characters

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Starting to feel scared now

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depressed but i deserve it

i also deserve to not have my meds right now

hopefully i can get Pixel and Aero to make the feeling go away.

if not maybe I'll just rot

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I'm told I'm a good partner even from myself and yet time after time I'm proven wrong.

I'm not a good partner, I'm just lying to everyone.

mask after mask.

I'm worthless and evil

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Had Hawaiian themed dreams and I think spiritual people would think it was my ancestors trying to contact me, but I think it's because Nākoa did a bunch of research before we slept

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In my research of my culture I've been noticing a trend of people taking things significant in Hawaiian culture and using them for brands and it really pisses me off

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The system dilemma of multiple members wanting to do different things with our collective free time..

Malachi wants to watch the show we've been rewatching

Levi wants to play hymns favorite game

Shed wants to watch something that will almost definitely (pos) trigger one of his insystem friends to front with him

Mary and/or Mod want to work on some system organizing

and I, the blurry mass that is controlling the body currently, I don't know whose side to take...

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ofc its one of our subsystems that ends up finding a really nice simply alternative...

we're still loyal to amper but. yeah

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does it make sense that I, as the OG player of [comfort game] would be the one helping out our new subsystem from [comfort game] with their profiles? Yes.

does it make me feel fake ? also yes....

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sorry for the nervous breakdown everyone im actuallt fine because i have to be

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im bad bevause everything i do is selfish

i uuse to be good i remember being good

i remember someone being good in my body

but now its all bad. its all evil. im evil at my core. im selfish and manipulative and im never going to be good again

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missing the grouping function on simply....

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Having skin picking issues?

(cw)

We keep mindlessly digging at our scalp (hairline specifically) until it bleeds...

dont know how to prevent it bc its so unconscious...

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I'm so tired. nothing is safe anymore

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I can't wait to get our new phone. We picked out what our case and phone type will be, and the case we picked is SO us. It makes me so happy :))

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Nothing is more painful than realizing you're the friend with a horrible sleep schedule and weird ass online hours