Fifteen minutes into a ten hour drive to the next nowhere, come still leaking in Sam’s boxers, he finds Dean’s gaze in the rear view. Eighteen and the epitome of gives-no-fucks, casual-driver slouch. Sam’s heart clenches, can’t breathe around his clogged throat. Dean’s eyes are no where near the road, sultry burn for baby brother in the back seat. Sam thinks he knows what it’s like to be consumed.
Barely time for a shower before they were hustled out of the latest dive motel. Haunted look and a terse, be ready when I get back, from Dad on his way out the used-to-be-white motel room door. No more explanation provided, leaving the boys to shower and pack military quick.
Five minute shower. Dean’s cock pushed up in Sam for nearly all of them. Big arms wrapped around his skinny waist and chest, Sam’s head thrown back, stripping his cock in time to the conditioner slick slide of Dean filling him. Fourteen, ready to bust 24/7, Sam grunts his release in record time with Dean following right behind, buried deep. Panting sloppy, twisted kisses, onto whatever bare skin they can find as they come down together. Winchester efficient.
Sam shifts, slow exhale out and eyes close around the so-good ache in his ass. Baggy denim-covered hole throbs against leather vibrations rumbling through the impala’s back seat. Eyes open to see Dean’s slow, slow lick around sinful lips. Sam’s going to die with wanting that mouth on him all the time.
Dean gives a quick glance to John already passed out, light-snoring against the passenger door, finds Sam’s eyes again, silly pucker-face silent kiss and a Sam-only smile that roasts his insides. Big brother slides his right arm over the top of the seat, bent elbow drops his hand down behind the seat until he finds a leg. Leaves one hand on the wheel, the other heavy, heated, possessive on Sam.
Eager, Sam sneaks his own quick glance at John, pushes forward silently. Spreads his legs until his front is smooshed up behind Dean’s seat, leans in and nibbles the taut skin of his brother’s neck, gets a gritty, quiet hiss in return. Sam’s left hand snakes around Dean’s shoulder, settles across his brother’s heart - thrum, thrum, thrum. He catches Dean’s other hand where it’s softly rubbing Sam’s leg, drags their joined hands up to his mouth, suckles soft against the back of Dean’s hand, quiet open-mouth, eyes never drop from the smokey ones in the mirror. Longing, loving.
Wattpad users are once again blatantly stealing hundreds of fanfics and reposting them without permission. My SPN friends and I have dug up three new accounts stuffed with reposted fics that are listed by ship and by the original titles.
They think putting “works not mine, message me if you don’t want your work here” and “cred: [name]” in their reposts excuses never asking permission in the first place. In several cases, the reposter is writing author’s notes like they wrote the stories even though they state at the top they reposted all of them.
Please check for your SPN fanfics here, and if you find them, file a DMCA to get them removed without having to try talking to the thief. If Wattpad gets enough DMCAs for an account, they will sometimes close the entire account down, and they deserve to be shut down. The extent of the directly copied word-for-word reposts here is disgusting.
See for yourself:
Thief Account 1
Thief Account 2
Thief Account 3
Here’s the DMCA form for Wattpad.
A huge thanks to Malmuses, the person who gave me the heads up on the stolen fic of mine that was in here – I don’t want to tag you on this and have it get signal boosted and blow up your notifications, so have an untagged name drop, LOL.
Please signal boost this for other SPN folks. There are over 200 fics here between the three accounts.
Summary: Rowena gives Sam and Dean an unsolicited, mysterious present. It’s not until they get separated on a case that they realise the true value of her gift.
Pretty pleased with my writing this year! I didn’t write as much in 2017 - but what I did write was longer, better plotted and more focused.
These are my particular faves - I love doing this at the end of the year and it would be great to see others do the same :)
The perils of inviting the son of Satan into your bunker.
Wincest, NC17, 11k
Dean sees the way Jack looks at Sam. But what’s worse, is that he can see the way Sam is starting to look back.
I amused myself so greatly writing this fic (and one scene in particular) that I go back to re-read it when I need to giggle. Also featuring great art by @nisaki-chan
The (reluctant) adventures of Rockles and JPad
J2, NC17, 22k
When retired space pirate Jensen hears the system is at risk, he fires up the Impala and heads out to save the world. What he doesn't expect is a third contender; Jay is everywhere he turns and soon, they're irretrievably entangled as they're forced to work together.
This is my first real attempt at real plot/adventure/peril and all the adjacent pacing/world building issues, so it’s special to me - and I think it turned out ok.
The full Dean Winchester experience
Wincest, NC17, 2.5k
Sam meets a seriously hot stranger in a bar
My favourite PWP this year by far!
A star in somebody else’s sky
J2, NC17, 40k
When Jared gets the news that he’ll be auditioning for the role of Sam Winchester, it should be the happiest day of his life. Auditioning for the lead role of his own tv show, competing against just one other actor - it’s his dream come true at last.
Until he finds out the other actor is Jensen Ackles.
Winning the role and acting alongside Jensen brings back a flood of memories and long-repressed emotions. Jared and Jensen will have to find a way to resolve their shared past if they are to make a success of their new show.
Completing this one felt like a real achievement. I’ve been thinking about this fic for a solid couple of years and planning it out, matching this AU version of the Js to the non-au versions required meticulous planning.
Ride with you upon the wind
J2, NC17, 15k
Jared’s been riding through the country for months now, unwilling to stop anywhere for more than a night. But when a thunderstorm forces him to accept shelter from a mysterious green-eyed man, he finds himself questioning his journey as well as wondering who Jensen really is.
Creating this felt like creating something magical. I was lucky to have an artist for this who was willing to go off in a completely different direction than she’d originally envisioned.
I’m not going to tag anyone, but I’d love it if other people did this too.
Here is the J2 version of the best fics I’ve read this year (written in 2018 only).
Follow the Stars by @nisaki-chan
NC17, 15k
Jensen goes to sleep single and wakes up married.
This is a beautiful fairy story, evocative and sweet.
The Guy Next Door by Whispered_story
NC17, 11k
Jensen hates his new neighbor. Jared is loud, obnoxious, and too damn hot.
More sweet getting together fluff; just what everyone needs at Christmas.
My lips are the gun by Kelleigh
NC17, 2k
When Jensen finds out there's a lipstick color called 'Jared' by Tom Ford, he can't stop imagining the way the shade would look on his boyfriend's lips. He's never clicked 'buy' so fast in his life.
This was one of my favourite spn_masquerade fills, partly because I too saw that lipstick and wondered, and partly because it just hits everything I like in a PWP.
Like a music that holds my hands down by Saltandbyrne
NC17, 23k
Perpetually-single pediatric dentist Jared lets his best friend Misha talk him into going to an anonymous BDSM party. Jared hooks up with a gorgeous stranger, but panics after their encounter and leaves before he can learn more about him. A year later, Jared is stunned to recognize Jensen Ackles as the father of one of his new patients and the guy from the best one-night stand of Jared’s life. With some encouragement from Jensen’s co-parent Danneel and Jared’s plucky office manager Genevieve, Jared realizes that he and Jensen might be perfect for each other after all.
I loved this. This is a combination of seriously hot bdsm kink and a rom-com - and it works so, so well!
Retrain by @nerdygeekypastrychef
NC17, 31k
Jensen Ackles wins teenage submissive Jared Padalecki in a poker game run by Stephen Amell. Jensen doesn’t know anything about being a Dominant or taking care of an abused kid but he can’t let Jared go, he has to help him learn who he was meant to be.
Maybe I’m biased because I beta-read this, but I am a sucker for protective Jensen and this fic has that in abundance!
Tempting Jensen by hpjk_addict
M, 53k
England, 1815
Jensen is an extremely pious young man. He is determined to live a life of purity, devotion, obedience and self-denial, devoid of all passions, pleasures and diversions. His one and only ambition is to become a clergyman. His mission in life is to atone for his mother’s sins that broke apart his family and caused his father’s death when he was a child.
However, his plans are irrevocably ruined when his guardians’ son, Jared, returns. Jared disrupts his daily life, disturbs his peace of mind, makes him feel things that he has never felt before and challenges all of his notions about himself. He overwhelms him with his liberal touches, embraces and caresses, makes him blush at his unabashed nakedeness, makes him laugh, teaches him to enjoy life outside his studies and gradually seduces him into his bed.
Following his desires for the very first time in his life, Jensen agrees to accompany Jared to London in order to explore their forbidden relationship that, should it become public knowledge, will destroy them both – unless, of course, Jared’s past affairs, youthful indiscretions and a terrible secret that he intends to keep from Jensen will tear them apart first.
Beautifully written regency J2 - what more could a girl want.
All that is gold by cherie_morte
NC17, 24k
AU: Jensen is an elven prince. All his life, he's wanted nothing more than to prove his worth to his aloof father, King Alan of Gnaven. When an attempt to impress the king by battling a gryphon goes wrong, Jensen thinks he’s as good as dead. Instead, he awakes in the home of a strange man named Jared who lives in an abandoned village alone. Despite saving his life, Jared has no love for Jensen or his kingdom. In order to convince his reluctant host to let him stay until his wounds have healed, Jensen offers to share a magical gift: a bard’s song. Jensen’s song wins him Jared’s esteem, but as the two grow closer, Jensen learns secrets about his father that force him to question his loyalties and change his kingdom forever.
One of my favourite fantasy aus this year.
Offering by @shayleas
NC17, 160k, check the tags for kinks/enticements
Jensen is straight, thank you very much, and set on his conservative Texan future with the girl of his dreams. But after accidentally seeing his college roommate naked, his straightness comes into serious question. As for Jared, what is a gay boy supposed to do when someone as hot as Jensen decides to experiment with him? Definitely not fall in love.
I rec’d this last year, but as it was finished this year I’m cheating and including it again. Quite simply the best J2 fic I’ve ever read, absolutely heartbreaking at times. Put a weekend or a week aside and read.
This, and My Heart, and All The Fields by @nisaki-chan
NC17, 19k
Jensen is assigned to escort Prince Jared to his friend's wedding in another kingdom. He doesn't expect himself to be in the middle of a conspiracy, neither does he anticipate falling in love with the prince.
This wasn’t written for me, but it could’ve been, it hits all my favourite things so perfectly. Older, somewhat grumpy Jensen who is enchanted by rayofsunshine!Jared is probably my all time favourite J2 fic trope, and coupled with an excellent plot and steaming hot sex, it makes this a last-minute must-read addition to this year’s list.
Last year’s J2 rec list has been marked NSFW so unfortunately I can’t link you back to it *rolls eyes*
I did this last year and loved it, so here are the best fics I’ve read this year (written in 2018).
I feel your hunger in your touch by whispered_story
NC17, 8k
Sometimes, in a post-hunt rush or when emotions are running too high, they have sex, but it doesn't mean anything. They don't talk about it, but there's an unspoken rule between them: They are always back to normal the next day and they never let it affect their relationship.
Until Dean sneaks into Sam's bedroom in the bunker one night and changes the rules on him.
I am such a sucker for late season Wincest and this really got it right!
Our forever starts today by fallingintodivinity
NC17, 22k
Sam’s first two years at Stanford are pretty uneventful, if you disregard the part where he misses his brother so much that he keeps one of Dean’s old T-shirts under his pillow. At the beginning of junior year, though, Dean stops by unexpectedly after a hunt, then just…keeps dropping by, for one reason or another.
Now Sam’s got to deal with hiding his feelings for his (mercifully) oblivious brother, all his friends think Dean’s his boyfriend, he’s overdue on a paper and hasn't started studying for finals, there may or may not be a poltergeist in the basement rec room, and, oh yeah, Dean found that damn T-shirt he’s had under his pillow for close on three years now.
And he’d thought college life would be simple.
I think we all need Stanford fix-it fics occasionally, and this one is so well written its a delight.
Skin of the Beast by @alulaspeaks
NC17, 30k, Warning for bestialitly (of a kind), body horror
Find Dean, find Jack, fix it. Sam's mission should be simple, but after a mysterious storm transforms ordinary people into hideous creatures, Sam finds himself struggling to hang onto his humanity and stay alive. Joined by an enormous wolf, Sam sets out across a new and dangerous landscape trying to balance the draw he feels to the wolf and his need to complete his mission. Find Dean, find Jack, fix it.
I loved this so much. It was so beautifully written and evocative, and the lore/scenario Alula created for this was wonderful. Don’t let the warnings put you off - this is a beautiful fic.
The camera never lies by @efflorescentjared
NC17, 15k
When a model dies under mysterious circumstances during a shoot for an upscale department store, Sam and Dean reluctantly go undercover into the world of modeling in order to prevent it from happening again.
Unfortunately, Dean doesn't quite account for the fact that Sam is a natural in front of the camera, and soon he is forced to come to terms with his ever growing attraction to Sam and the discovery that he's not the only one on set who can't take his eyes off him.
Again, maybe I’m biased because this was written for me. But seriously, model-chesters and case-fic? I was spoiled :)
Walkin’ the tightrope by non_tiemblo_mala
NC17, 25k
It’s 2036, and twenty years since Sam and Dean called it quits on hunting to take up a secluded, quiet life. Maybe Jesse and Cesar gave them the idea, but after Amara, they realized they’d done enough. And they wanted a proper life together even more.
Known as Sam Wesson and Dean Smith to the residents of the nearby town they call home, Sam and Dean keep mostly to themselves, their immaculately kept ‘67 Chevy Impala, and their cabin in the woods. That is, until someone from their past tracks them down, desperate for help.
Sam and Dean can’t say no, not when it’s their dear friend Jody Mills in deep trouble – she’s missing – but the wedding bands they wear make going back to their old life just that little bit more complicated…
Retired Winchesters, Jody Mills, case fic, a touch of outsider POV - this fic is perfect.
And a bonus gen fic:
Hurting people by @themegalosaurus
Gen, Sam & Jack, 3k, warnings for self-harm
"Sometimes it feels better if you can hurt yourself, too, if you feel like you deserve it."
This beautiful little fic explores the parallels between Sam and Jack at the end of s13. Beware of the warning but this represents all that was good about their bond in s13 and all that we sadly seem to have lost about Sam & Jack in s14.
Pairing: Jensen Ackles/Jared Padalecki
Word count:19k
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: None
Summary: Jensen is assigned to escort Prince Jared to his friend’s wedding in another kingdom. He doesn’t expect himself to be in the middle of a conspiracy, neither does he anticipate falling in love with the prince.
A/N: For @specialcases-soulmates as part of the J2 xmas exchange
This story is inspired by a gorgeous gift set on tumblr made by the ever talented Aeren @wellcometothedarkside. Thank you for allowing me to use your work as an inspiration.
Many thanks to my beta the amazing @soy-em who I dumped this one last minute. I also have to say I pulled this shit TWICE this WEEK and she didn’t complain and was very supportive. I love you, Em.
Thanks to the mods for holding this challenge, and to my group of writers who led me through this, and of course the wonderful @laughablelament I owe all my writing <3
Given the impending Tumblr fuckening, I want everyone to know where else to find me. While this blog hasn’t been marked NSFW (as far as I can tell), I have no real desire to be on a site that has taken such actions. I’ll be leaving the blog up until I can get my export to work and then… who knows, but at the moment I’m leaning towards delete. I’ve run down my queue today in preparation for the protest tomorrow so won’t be online here at all the next few days.
In the meantime, you can find me at:
Twitter - where I’m currently most active: https://twitter.com/soy_em67
Livejournal - primarily used for challenges, I have no time for their shitty ToS either: https://soy-em.livejournal.com/
A03 - where all my fics will live:
Pillowfort - just setting this up now: https://www.pillowfort.io/soy-em
@charliecrutcher: Love this guy! #SPN300 #Supernatural still as grounded from the first time I met him #real Amazing good guy!! Thanks Buddy for the amazing run of a lifetime. #forevergrateful @jarpad
A rather satisfied Sam blinks up confused at Dean. “What?”
Dean felt his heart swell as he takes in the sight of Sam spread out on their bed a fine sheet of sweat clinging to him. “Nothing. You ready to go for another round baby boy?”
