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[becherdireinen]

the universe has a plan for you, even if you can't see it yet.

[mollyyoung]

[spaceybb]

[spaceybb]

Having a breakdown atm

I went to an open day earlier this morning and it was my first time applying to a new role and imdustry.

Im sad because the position I wanted was already full said by the agent, I didn't have another choice of role. They are trying to re-assign me to another role that I don't have an interest in.

I really don't know what to feel at that moment, I just think that I'll never be happy if i don't like what im doing, but later on when I got home, I just thought that 'what if I gave it a try? what will happen if I get the job?' and now I don't really know if I'm at the right place anymore.

WHY are things not working out for me? When I should know if im right for a job? If im at the right moment??? I don't know what to do with myself anymore. It seems like life doesn't want to give me a job when I BADLY need it. To be honest, I started this year broke. I don't have any money or source of income. I feeling like I'm left behind in life and now I'm thinking if im still at the right place.

T_T

[hollowmaison]

Letting go of the shame that comes with being a beginner has improved my life tenfold. At least I’m trying, embarrassment is fiction.

[catchymemes]

[ashstfu]

listening to music i listened to when i was 14 makes me realise im still the same person but taller & with a rare esoteric wisdom that can only be gained through suffering

[spaceybb]

these past few days, weeks, month has been hard.

I feel so lost, very very lost. I think it's part of being an adult, you don't know which way to go. but the thing is, I've been feeling like this for 5 years... maybe something's wrong with me? why I still don't know where should I go? why I still don't even know the path that's right for me? why I still don't achieve anything?

It's sucks when a few companies ghosted my application when you really thought it was the right one for you. You thought you won't be broke anymore, but it turns out you never heard of them, not even a single reply or a few updates.

It's really hard that you don't know which way to go and I'm really broke. I feel so worthless, no one wants to hire me, and I'm lost. this thing is the worst thing I've ever felt.

[spaceybb]

I gained an angel today.

12/28/2023 4-5PM

[spaceybb]

[freshpickle]

james mccrae

[spaceybb]

living in the present moment♡

[stuckinapril]

I love being alone <- girl who has known nothing but loneliness her entire life and so has no choice but to take comfort in it

[spaceybb]

why do I always need to struggle ? I'm tired. so so tired. this is the worst I've ever felt.

[arthetic]

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