#life thoughts

[whatimfelling]

if i ever do it, please don't be mad at me.

goodnight x

[vflamrrrph]

Ya know what I realized?

A lot of fears stems from being younger and nobody taking you seriously. Even in the worst moments.

Because tell me this. When I was younger, I think about 6, my family member kept shoving his snake in my face. I was saying "no" and "stop" but he didn't listen. Not even me full on sobbing and snot flowing down my face, did he stop at all until someone told him to(after I started screaming and the others got annoyed)

I was scared of snakes for YEARS, until i actually got the chance to confront the fear myself without SOMEONE shoving it in my face. I even got a pet snake in the past(RIP Misao, you were my baby 💛)

All I'm saying is, kids, or just fear in general, could be conquered if given the time instead of forcing it for funnies. It's not funny. That's all I'm sayin-

[whatimfelling]

To the person sending hate - I hope when you're at your very lowest, when everything is going wrong and you're just so alone, I hope your support system is there for you and holds you up when you need it, because that is what people with common empathy hope for. Wishing harm on someone that's struggling is so fucked up, but clearly you didn't know that.

Now you do. Do better.

To the account owner, you're doing great. You're struggling, and that's okay. You don't owe anyone explanations or happiness because you're human. You're allowed to be sad however much you need to be sad. You're loved, you're amazing, and people are so glad to have you in their lives.

I dont know who you are. But thank you<3

Hope you're doing alright yourself x

[whatimfelling]

I need winter to come back.

[whatimfelling]

I'm surrounded by people.

So why do I feel so alone no matter what?

[whatimfelling]

I am so hyper aware of the fucking seams and my clothes against my hip. Like. Ughhhh. Yes I know sh hurts, that's the mf point. But such a shitty aftermath man.

[whatimfelling]

Im such a fucking hypocrite. I tell others that it isnt an option, that they can't do it, that they have to stay safe. And then I do the exact shit I told them not to do.

What the actual fuck is wrong with me, im so fucking stupid- I should die.