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Hey demons...it’s me, ya BAE ;) L• 21 • I’m pretty sure it’s Gumbo

[spaceyskater]

I must be destined for a life of being ignored. Even my parents ignore me. I thought this would change, but I’m 21 and this has been happening for years. I’m tired of it. It bothers me more and more every day. I only have myself. And that gets really lonely. I feel stupid for caring, but I feel so so so alone.

[spaceyskater]

I still have no one to go to and I don’t know if that’s my fault or the world’s

[spaceyskater]

I don’t know what I’m doing and i want to talk to someone but no one understands. I don’t even know what to say because I’ve never felt like this. I feel a empty but also in pain at the same time.

I’m sick of hearing “I’m sorry” and other empty words like that.

[spaceyskater]

No one told me how to deal with grief. I can’t breathe. Everything hurts. And I feel so lost. There’s no one to go to and nowhere to go. I feel trapped and stuck in a world too big at the same time. I can’t be happy and I can’t be sad. My energy is depleting. I want to talk about it, but I don’t. I feel too much and too little. I’m everywhere and nowhere. I don’t know what to think, say, feel, or do.

[melonmemes]

[classichorrorblog]

[thingsfromthedirt]

[dankmemeuniversity]

[catchymemes]

[onlytwitterpics]

[gay-irl]

[animatedtext]

[liatris-n]

Gwrych Castle.

[dailyghibli]

[cozycrypt1d-deactivated20201104]

Autumnal Cafe @autumnalpress

[bookofoctober-deactivated201908]

Pipers Chapel, Portland, Tennessee. Photo by Jonathan Ross

[refuzz]

The clock: 10:33 AM

My ADHD ass: Shit. It’s almost 11 AM. Which means it’s almost 12 PM. Which means it’s practically 3:00 in the afternoon. Where has the day gone??? Guess nothing got done today……