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connie from admin.. u exist only in our minds but u are everything

#i believe in her so much #she is larger than life #what a woman #deeply jealous of big hud from sales who i also believe in so much #i’m not generally partial to crack ships but this one has completely enchanted me #connie from admin #connieverse #fanart #my artwork #2026

got new tips for my pencil we’re so back

#the original one had worn down so bad the metal inside was visible 💀#should’ve changed it months ago #txt

hudson williams actually stresses me out so bad the peloton ad is so intense i feel like he’s looking at me

#that spin on the treadmill .#LIKE WE GET IT. FUCK #you’re impossibly smoking hot alright ALRIGHT #let me breathe for a second #fuck #hudson williams

"You want to touch me, Hollander?"

"Not here," Shane stammered.

heated rivalry, chapter four.

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#shane hollander your shoulder scar too sexy.. they'll kill you #hollanov #heated rivalry #shane hollander #my artwork #2026 #fanart #hollanov fanart #i’m really inconsistent at drawing faces so i didn’t try but just know that i’m completely bewitched by the look shane gives ilya here #that first flint of desire look . hudson williams gets it so bad

tummyyyy

#shane hollander #he is my boyfriend trust #hollanov #my wips #2026

“Have you ever?” Ilya asked.

Hollander shook his head.

“Would you like to?”

“I don’t know.”

“You are scared.”

“No! No, I’m not scared.”

“Is okay to be.”

heated rivalry, chapter six.

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#i bet shane’s dildo is purple i feel it in my bones #hollanov #heated rivalry #ilya rozanov #shane hollander #fanart #my artwork #2026 #oil pastel procreate brush i’ve grown quite fond of you #the content label eughhh leave me alone

to be known the way you should is to put yourself through hell.

waco, texas, ethel cain

#i think this is as finished as it will get ❤️#and i’d rather share it unfinished than leave it to rot in procreate #i’ve made my peace with the thumb being too small i don’t care #i have a very fast approaching deadline that i’m cracking up over but shane’s face always makes me feel better #hudson williams is a truly beautiful man #anyway #i love psychosexual warfare #i love these two torturing themselves into accepting fleeting moments together as enough bc for years they can’t have anything else #absolutely unreal scenes #shane hollander #hollanov #heated rivalry #my artwork #2026 #fanart #did i ever know you or did i hold you facing away from me?

omg when u zoom out and it actually kinda fucks

#shane hollander #can u tell it’s him #i’ll finish this so soon i swearrrr #i listened to strangers by ethel cain and was suddenly possessed by the need to draw this boy #i just wanted to be yours can i be yours can i be yours just tell me i’m yours if i’m turning in your stomach and i’m making you feel sick #heated rivalry #hollanov #my wips #2026

i need to get better at sketching full bodies asap i wanna draw hollanov fucking so baddddddd

#hollanov #heated rivalry #txt

“That’s the worst fucking part of all of this.. that all I want is you. It’s always you. I’m so in love with you and I don’t know what to do about it.”

well i watched heated rivalry a few days ago! fuck!!! ilya crouching in the tunnel on the verge of a breakdown really spoke to me i think it’s one of the most gorgeous shots in the show so far so i had to draw him.. i feel this pair are going to be a new serious passion of mine. thinking about them makes my chest ache in the best way.

#and the scene where shane rides ilya made me feel the most alive i have in years but yk that’s a given #can’t wait for the next episode #i understand mr shane dork hollander so bad.. finding out after watching that he’s confirmed autistic was like oh! of course #i knew that innate awkwardness felt familiar #we are the same #ilya rozanov #hollanov #heated rivalry #heated rivarly spoilers #fanart #my artwork #2025

collateral

#my artwork #2025

rem

#my artwork #2024 #man this was up without a content warning for months they took their time 💀

up to bat

#my artwork #2025

the ride home

#my artwork #2025

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