Chapter 6 - The Devil Inside
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Iâd learned the rhythms of it now. The morning check. The bottle. Sometimes warm, sometimes cold, depending on her mood. The cleaning. Chores if I was allowed out of the playpen, âplaytimeâ if I wasnât. And always, always the diaper.
The weight of it. The bulkiness of it. The constant crinkling every time I moved. The clammy padding, slick with sweat and, eventually, pee. The little puffs of powder that escaped whenever I sat down or squirmed too hard. And, worst of all, the smell. There was no escaping it once Iâd had no choice but to mess myself. It clung to me, heavy and rancid, filling the air until I could hardly breathe without being reminded of what I was sitting in: my own filth. Eye-watering, gag-worthy, unavoidable. No matter how I shifted or squirmed, or even tried to stay still, the stench was always there, curling into my nose, assaulting my nostrils. A constant, choking reminder of how far Iâd fallen, of how my life had changed, and how little control I had left.
And as if the smell werenât degrading enough, Kathy had made it clear from the start that nothing else was going to touch my skin but powder, cream, and whatever waste my body had to make that day. Sheâmy own freaking mother-in-lawâwas the one to wipe me down, her hands clinical and unflinching as if I were nothing but another dirty chore. Pants were a privilege I no longer needed. âPottiesâ were a privilege I no longer had.Â
Kathy made sure to remind me of that often, her voice syrupy and mocking as she patted the front of my swollen padding and told me to âbe a good boy and let it happen.â There was no dignity left in holding it, no control to cling to. Only the slow, humiliating inevitability of surrendering to the thick plastic between my legs.
Even when I was allowed out of my crib or playpen, it wasnât freedom: it was housework. Scrubbing floors, polishing tables, wiping mirrors, all in the thick bulk that rode high and obvious under whatever romper or onesie or humiliating outfit she buttoned me into. And with the chores came with rules. Her rules. A streak left on the glass, a crumb missed under the table, a towel folded unevenly, throw pillow angled wrong, a teaspoon left in the wrong slot, a chair pulled half an inch off centerâŠany of them earned me a trip over her knee.
And even spotless work didnât mean safety. She believed in what she called âmaintenance spankings,â for days when I hadnât done anything âwrongâ but still, in her words, needed âa reminder of my place.â No more than a day or two ever passed without me being dragged over her lap for an appointment with her hand, her hairbrush, her paddle, or her leather strap.
The reminders didnât stop until she decided they did. If I clenched my jaw and stayed silent, the swats came faster, harder, until she got what she wanted: tears, yelps, and the humiliating little noises I couldnât hold back. Iâd come to dread that tipping point, when her hand stilled just long enough for me to think it was over⊠and then started again, sharper, determined to wring me out completely. For an older woman, she sure had a hell of a swing, and the stamina to keep at it until every ounce of resistance in me was gone.
A few weeks of that routine was already wearing me down. Not just physically, but somewhere deeper, somewhere I didnât want to examine too closely. I caught myself counting the hours until the next change, not for the relief of dryness, but for⊠other reasons. And that was the worst part.
I hated the constant handling. Her tugging the front waistband of my diaper open to check me, the way sheâd pat the padding, squeeze it, with no regard for the bulge of my balls inside. The way she casually wrapped the wipe around my wiener, sliding it back and forth clinically. Not with a purpose. Just a duty. I hated to admit it, but all of it was doing something to me. I hated how it felt afterward, a lingering tingling in my cock and an ongoing stiffness from my fucking Mother-in-law wiping down my dick during a diaper change.
And when I was alone, the urge to⊠do something about it was starting to gnaw at me.
That morning had been like most. The check, the inevitable comment about the raincloud on my chart from the night before. Then came the high chair, straps buckled snugly around me while she spooned out another bowl of the same bland oatmeal I always got. No flavor, no texture, nothing to bite into. I didnât have to chew anymoreâŠhadnât for a while. Just open, swallow, and accept whatever she decided went in. Afterward, she led me to the miniature walls of the playpen in the living room, switched on Cocomelon, and pressed a bottle into my mittened hands with a curt, âStay where I can see you.âÂ
So I sat there, crinkling and sulking, watching the morning news dissolve into brightly colored cartoons while she moved into the den. For a while, it was just the canned laughter and sing-song voices filling the room. Then another sound cut through, her voice carrying easily down the hall.
âYes, first thing this morning. He was soaked through the liner again! I told you, we may need to double-diaper at night,â Kathy said, her voice drifting casually from the kitchen. âClaire, he had the most pathetic look on his face! Like he didnât even understand why he was wet again. Bless his heart!â
My stomach twisted. She was on the phone. With Claire. Talking about me.
And not in whispers. Not in code. Just flat, loud honesty. Like my nighttime accidents were as normal as the weather.
I stared at the floor, the back of my neck burning. My legs itching from the elastic cuffs of the romper sheâd stuffed me into after the morning change. I could still feel the bloated bulk between my thighs, still hear the words sheâd whispered in my ear when she wiped me clean: âSome little boys just leak in their sleep, sweetheart. Thatâs why you need diapers. Thatâs why you need me!â
Now she was sharing it. With my wife.
âOh yes! Heâs pooping his pampers quite regularly now. Had two yesterday alone.â Kathyâs voice carried easily from the other room, smug and cheerful, like she was bragging about a tottlerâs milestones instead of her grown son-in-lawâs humiliations.
I froze in place. My ears burned. I didnât move. I didnât breathe. I just sat there in the playpen, listening, humiliated, diapered, sucking on a ridiculous pacifier as whatever pride I had left was vanishing one dirty diaper and phone call at a time.
She chuckled, a low, delighted sound that made my stomach twist. âMm-hm. Big ones! All on his own, no help needed. I think heâs finally getting used to it.â
I swallowed hard, the crinkle of my diaper deafening as I shifted my weight.Â
âHe still gets a bit loose from all the mushy baby food,â she went on, breezily, as if she didnât know I was just a few feet away and hearing every word. âA couple scoops of fiber in his bottles, and everything thickened right up, and he has become quite regular at packing his pampers!!â
My knees nearly buckled. I wanted to disappear.
âOh, you should see him!â she said, and I could practically hear her smiling. âHe makes the funniest little faces when heâs going. Tries so hard to pretend he isnât. But itâs obvious.â
I covered my face with both hands, muffling the groan that escaped.
âHis face turns red, he lets out these adorable little grunts, mouth drops open a little⊠and then itâs over. And thatâs when the shame really hits him. You can see it wash across his face. Heâs mortified, like he canât believe what he just did. I donât change him right away, of course. I make him sit in it for a while, let that embarrassment sink in. Itâs good for him to feel it, to stew in the reality of what heâs become.â
I missed when I could have a little privacy to poop. To sit on a toilet instead of squatting in the living room and pushing out a present in front of my mother-in-lawâs grinning gaze.
And I missed other things too: release. Relief. I hadnât had an orgasm in over three weeks. Not since she took away my bathroom privileges. Not since the mittens. Not since the bedtime straps kept me flat on my back, wrists and ankles immobilized, unable to hump anything but air.
Even if I tried, the nursery cam recorded every squirm.
I dreamed about it. Woke up grinding upward into the air in soaked padding, panting into my pacifier, desperate and leakingâŠbut not cumming. I thought about sneaking one during tummy time the other day, but Kathyâs eyes were watching me like a hawk, like she suspected thatâs what I would try to do: hump my Huggies right there in front of her.Â
I couldnât shake it. For days, I was so pent-up, so constantly on edge, it felt like something inside me was humming. I was trapped in my own skin. And I was so god damn horny all the time it felt like I was vibrating inside it. I donât care how fucked up and bizarre this whole situation is: men have needs. Once the thought enters your head, it sinks in like a hook. You canât just shake it. You try, you distract yourself, but it loops back. Especially when all you have to distract yourself are blocks and a rattle to jerk the same way you used to jerk your wiener.
Everything I did was monitored, locked away, mittened, restricted. There was no privacy. Not a second that really belonged to me. Kathy was always watching my every move.Â
She was in the other room, chatting away with my wife about my bowel movements. I would be able to hear her footfalls when she was coming back. Maybe I could sneak in a touch. Just a little, just to take the edge off...
My dick was already throbbing inside of my damp diaper. It felt like it was constantly doing that at this point. My hands were useless, trapped in the warm, fluffy shell of the mittens, but I could still press them into the front of my pamper. Just a bit. Just to see how it felt.Â
Even that tiny friction sent a shock through my cock. The desperation had been building for days, weeks, and it took almost nothing to stoke it back to life. Weeks of crawling, wetting, whining. Weeks of baby talk and bibs and bottles and bouncing for her amusement. Weeks of cold wipes on my cock, lotion being slowly rubbed into it, and then sprinkled with the soft snow of powder. All with no release. A part of me was revolted that it was my mother-in-law doing the fondling, but the other part was too desperate to care.
I waited. Listened. No footsteps. Just chatting and cackling.Â
âI swear, Iâve changed more dirty diapers in the last week than I did when you were a baby, Claire.â
I tried to shake that shame off, and rubbed a little more. Just a tad. I thought in my head. But donât get carried away. You donât want to work yourself up too much, and you *certainly* donât want to get caught.Â
But I couldnât help it. I needed it. Just a little relief. Just enough to keep from losing my fucking mind.
I couldnât stop. I was starving for it.
My thighs tensed. I rubbed harder, shifting my weight forward until the front of the diaper compressed tight against the head of my aching, throbbing cock. The dull pressure of the padding rubbing back wasnât much stimulation at all, but it was enough to make my breath catch. It didnât take much. Not anymore.
âJust consider yourself lucky,â Kathyâs voice continued from the kitchen. âYou donât have to deal with all the squirming and the wiping and the powder and the⊠well, you know.â She chuckled softly. âTrust me, sweetheart, you wouldnât want to be the one changing these diapers. Some days I have to open a window.â
I inhaled sharply. The thought hit before I could stop it:
Her soft hands. Her voice, unsure. Her faceâGodâŠher faceâseeing me like this. Lifting my legs. Wiping me clean. Diapering me.
I let out a muffled sound behind my pacifier. A whimper. And my hips rolled without thinking.
Why am I thinking about my wife changing my diaper?? Shouldnât I be thinking more about having sex with her? Or even sex with someone else?
But it was like my brain was being rewired. The only form of âintimacyâ I had nowadays was getting cold wipes rubbed across my genitalsâŠby my fucking Mother-in-Law.Â
I cringed, but still the thoughts of Claire being the one fondling me rushed back, and inside my diaper was a very desperate âitchâ that needed scratching.Â
Donât. I thought. Kathy could come in at any moment.Â
But I couldnât keep my mittened hand from running up and down the front of my diaper, rubbing. Just enough to feel the pressure. Just enough to remember. The padding was damp, of course. My diapers didnât stay dry for long anymore. But the wetness actually made the stimulation a little better. Though I wished it was at least still warm and hadnât gone so cold and clammy.Â
âI know you said you still love him,â Kathy went on. âBut this isnât what a young woman like you should be dealing with. Heâs not a husband anymore, honey. Heâs just⊠well, heâs something else now.â
Sheâs still talking. Youâll hear her footsteps. Youâve got time.
I pressed harder. The padding was thick, muffling everything, but there was still a pulse there, a throbbing, aching need.Â
No. This is pathetic. *Youâre* pathetic. Rubbing a wet fucking diaper and getting your rocks off.Â
But the more I tried to stop, the more I pictured Claireâs face: disgusted, confused, hovering over me as I lay back in my crinkly shame, unable to hide a thing. The more I moved, the less I cared about the risk. It was almost worth it, that stolen sliver of control, the knowledge that for a few seconds, it was my choice. My thighs trembled. My breathing grew shallow.Â
What was that? I froze, heart racing. Was that her coming in?
My eyes darted to the hallway. I tuned my ears into every frequency I could. But there was nothing. No footsteps. No shadow. Just another soft laugh from the kitchen. Her voice, syrupy sweet. âOh, he hates when I tell you these things. But I told him: youâre his wife, and wives deserve to know what their babies get up to.â
If she knew what I was up to now, she would be blistering my backside so bad I wonât be able to sit for a week.
Despite the thought, I couldnât help but start rubbing again. I was pot-committed. I bit down on my pacifier to stifle my moans. My breathing came harder, faster. My nose whistling. I shifted again, trying to get more friction through the thick padding. Every movement made the plastic crinkle louder, and with each one, the heat in my cheeks matched the heat in my crotch. If I could just get proper contact, I wouldâve finished minutes ago. But the clumsy, dulled friction only made it worse. Dragging it out, teasing without satisfying, turning urgency into agony.
The soft rubbing wasnât enough. Not even close.
I shoved aside the blocks and rattling plastic toys littering my playmat with one clumsy swipe and shifted to my stomach. The position made it easier. More friction, more pressure. I started to hump. Slowly at first. Testing. My body shivered with the contact. The padding was soggy, embarrassingly damp and clammy, but that almost didnât matter. It still gave me something to push into. Some resistance. Some illusion of control. The rubber mat squeaked beneath my crinkling diaper as I rutted against the floor.Â
Sheâs going to hear. Sheâs going to hear and come in andâ
âI hand him a bottle after heâs already sitting in a mess.â Her voice rang out. âHe drinks without a word, like he knows itâs the price for a clean diaper.â
The coast was clear. For now.
I stayed still, straining to listen for footsteps. One creak of the floorboards, one sigh too close, and Iâd be done for. But there was nothing, just her voice drifting from the kitchen.
I told myself to stop. To wait. To be smart.
But my hips moved anyway.
âHeâs such a handful sometimes, but weâre making real progress. He knows the price heâll pay if he misbehaves.â
But I didnât. I couldnât. The pressure inside me was a tidal wave now, crashing against my willpower. My hips kept thrusting. I humped the mat with growing urgency, eyes squeezed shut, unable to think about anything but that edge just out of reach.
Almost. Just a little more. Please.
I was close. So close. Just a moment. She wouldnât check. She was still on the phone. I just neededâ
Her voice cut through the house like a whip crack.
I froze. My stomach dropped.
My eyes flew open. Kathy was standing in the doorway, phone still in hand, looking straight at me.Â
I couldnât breathe. My heart thudded so hard it hurt.
For a few seconds, she didnât say a word. Just watched. Then, smoothly, she turned her head toward the phone and said with a small laugh:
âGuess who I just caught doing humpies on the playmat?â she said, voice razor-sharp. âYour big, strong husband.â
I scrambled to pull my hips back, to sit up, to pretend I hadnâtâbut it was too late. Her expression didnât waver.
âOh yes,â she went on coolly, lips curling into something between a smirk and a sneer. âOn all fours. Grinding away like a filthy little mutt. I told you he was getting desperate.â
Even through the phone I could hear Claireâs cackling laughter.
But Kathy didnât laugh. She didnât smile.
âAlright, sweetheart,â Kathy said, "I need to let you go, darling. Your little hubbyâs earned himself a lesson he wonât forget."
She hung up without waiting for a reply.
The silence was unbearable. Kathyâs eyes, once casual and amused while chatting with Claire, had gone flat. Cold. Dissecting. Her jaw was tight, her mouth curled not in a frown, but in something far worse: disgust. She didnât look angry. She looked disappointed, like sheâd stepped in something foul. Like she couldnât believe the thing in front of her was a grown man, much less her daughterâs husband.
She stepped forward, slow and calm, and unlatched the playpen gate. The click of the latch echoed like a gunshot in the silence.
I wanted to say something, anything, but I couldnât make my mouth move.
Her tone wasnât harsh, but there was no room for argument.
I swallowed and my legs wobbled as I sat up. I couldnât meet her eyes. Not with what Iâd just been doing. Not with the damp front of my diaper tented the way it was.
It wasnât supposed to happen like this. Iâd wanted relief, not⊠this. Not to be exposed like some panting animal, caught red-handedâhardâin a pissy diaper.
She crouched beside me, her mouth set in a line of pure disapproval. Then she reached out and gripped the front of my diaper.
Sheâd done it before. Countless times, really. Morning checks. Afternoon checks. Mechanical, dismissive, routine.
This was slower. Firmer. Purposeful.
My whole body clenched, frozen in place, cheeks blazing as her fingers pinched against the front of my padding. She could feel it. The tension. The unmistakable throb of what I was, what Iâd been doing. My still hard and throbbing cock betraying me inside the squishy padding.
Oh, would you look at that,â she murmured, not even looking at me. âSoaked through and stiff as a boardâŠâ
âYouâve never had an ounce of self-control, have you?â she asked, voice low and sharp. âThatâs what landed you in this mess in the first place. Couldnât keep it in your pants. Couldnât think past your own urges. Couldnât think with anything but this sad little thing right here.â She gave it another squeeze, this time crueler. âAnd now look at you! youâre humping the diaper you were put in because you couldnât act like a man. Like a filthy little pervertâ
I turned crimson. My pacifier bobbed uselessly with each quick breath. She peeled back the leg of my romper and inspected the inside of the diaper. I felt the cool air sneak in, then her fingers at the edge. Searching. Checking.
âSticky?â she murmured, almost to herself.
âNo,â she said at last. âNot yetâŠbut leaking. Looks like I caught you just in time.â
She let the elastic snap back against my thigh, making me flinch, then wiped her hand on a burp cloth like I was something filthy she couldnât stand to touch.Â
âYou really thought you could hump yourself off in a diaper like this and not get caught?â she asked, tilting her head. âIn my house?â
My head shook before I even knew I was doing it. âNo. Please. I wasnâtâŠ.I didnât meanââ
She cut me off with a look. Just a raised brow and a slight tilt of her head, like she was done entertaining excuses. But to my surprise, she reached down and began unfastening the locks on each mitten. The clasps popped open, one by one, and she slid the padded restraints off my hands. My fingers flexed involuntarily, the air hitting my damp palms for the first time in what felt like forever.
âGet your hands on the rail of the playpen,â she said, voice low and cold. âNow! Since you canât be trusted to keep them to yourself...â
My heart dropped. My limbs moved on their own. I turned and shuffled forward on wobbly knees, gripping the bars with my mittened hands, staring down at the soft mat like it might swallow me.
I swallowed hard. She turned on her heel and walked out of the room. I could hear her footsteps retreating. ThenâŠsilence.
A long, unbearable silence.
Every second stretched. I stayed frozen, gripping the rail like a prisoner awaiting punishment. I didnât dare turn around. Was she calling Claire back? Getting the paddle from the cabinet? The suppositories? The bar of soap? Or worse⊠was she going to make me explain myself on video again?
God, what was she going to do?
My heart pounded. My diaper clung wetly to my hips. A drop of sweat rolled down my neck. My legs were still weak from the humping and the shameful, helpless little thrusts that had led me here. And now?
Now I was going to pay for it.
The sound of her heels returned. Slow. Intentional.
She stepped back into the playpen, her shadow falling over me on the mat. In her hand she held a small white pharmacy tube. She lifted it deliberately so I could see it clearly: plain label, tiny black letters, no picture. She gave it a single slow shake, letting the faint slosh inside carry through the silence.
âSince youâre so desperate to touch yourself,â she murmured, âweâre going to make sure itâs⊠memorable.â
She said nothing as she crouched in front of me, all business. Her presence alone amplified the knot of dread twisting in my gut. A deep, sinking certainty that whatever came next would strip away another layer of my crumbling dignity.
The tapes of my diaper came undone one by one, the front flap flopped open with a wet, heavy sigh, exposing my still stiff, still leaking cock.
I couldnât look at her. My face burned. The cold air on my skin made it worse somehow.
Kathy just stared. Her lips tightened. Her eyes didnât flinch, didnât blink.
âSo this is what gets you going now,â she said, voice low. âNot your wife. Not a warm bed. Just sitting in your own piss, grinding like a mongrel.â
I swallowed hard. My pacifier bobbed with each shallow breath. I wanted to pull the diaper back up. To cover myself. To disappear. She didnât reach for a wipe. Didnât clean me. Instead, she just stood and picked up the tube, shook it once, then popped the cap.
Hands trembling, I turned them over, presenting them like a little one awaiting punishment.
She squeezed a generous dollop of the cream into each palm. It was cool, thick, tingling faintly. The scent was chemical and clinical.
âGo on,â she said, stepping back just enough to watch, arms folded. Her voice was clipped, full of contempt. âFinish the job.â
My head jerked up. âWhat?â
âYou heard me.â Her tone didnât rise. It didnât need to. âYou were so eager a minute ago...â
She sat back on her heels, folding her hands in her lap like she had all the time in the world.
âLetâs see what happens when you get exactly what you want.â
I stayed frozen, heart pounding in my chest. My knees pressed into the mat, the open diaper splayed beneath me like a mocking canvas. I could feel my shame laid bare. Wet, sticky, exposed. Her eyes never moved.
âRub,â she said. âNow.â
Every nerve screamed at me to refuse, to beg, to run. But the ache between my legs throbbed, raw and insistent, my cock straining against the air like it didnât knowâor didnât careâhow fucking disgraceful this was. My face burned hotter than ever. Still, slowly, I reached down. My fingers wrapped around my shaft, the slick ointment coating my throbbing length, and almost instantly, the humiliation multiplied. I was doing it. Jerking off right in front of her, my piss-soaked diaper splayed open beneath me.
âThatâs it,â she laughed. âShow me how badly you needed it. Stroke that pathetic little dick for Gam-Gam.â
I looked away. I couldnât stand the sight of her watching me like that, like I was something pathetic in a zoo exhibit, pumping my fist over my leaking cock in an enclosure. But even as I tried to focus on the rhythm, building that desperate friction, I felt it: the first spark of something wrong.
A tingle. Cool. Then⊠colder.
I frowned, slowing my strokes.
âNo stopping,â she snapped. âKeep going. Faster.â
The coolness turned sharp. It crept up my shaft like frostbite, numbing and needling all at once, making my balls tighten in confusion.
Then, without warning, the sensation flipped.
Not warm. Not pleasant. Hot.
I gasped, my hand faltering mid-pump.
âGood,â she said coolly. âThatâs the devil leaving your body.â
The burn deepened. It wasnât just the skin, it was under it, inside it, like fire chasing through my nerves, scorching every inch of my swollen cock.
âEvery filthy sin and thought youâve had since you married my daughter, thatâs whatâs burning,â she went on. âYou should be grateful.â
My hips twitched involuntarily, trying to escape the growing fire beneath my palm. I whimpered. âPleaseâŠâ
She tilted her head. âKeep rubbing. You wanted this, remember? Milk that tiny prick until it screams.â
I tried. God, I tried. My hand moved in shaky circles, spreading the fire, tears leaking from the corners of my eyes. The pain was unbearable, like sandpaper grinding against my sensitive head, but my cock stayed rock-hard, betraying me. My thighs trembled. My stomach clenched.
âIt hurtsâŠplease!! It hurts soo muchââ
âAnd yet youâre still hard,â she said with withering disgust. âIs that not the saddest thing youâve ever felt? That worthless nub throbbing even as it burns?â
âI canât,â I sobbed.
âYes, you can. Because youâre going to finish. And youâre going to do it in front of me.â Her voice dropped lower, darker. âEyes up.â
I forced my tear-stained gaze to meet hers. Unflinching. Merciless. Arms crossed. Like she was watching an animal be broken.
The burn kept spreading, like something alive was eating its way through me, turning my shaft into a pulsing rod of agony. My breath caught in short, sharp gasps. I kept rubbing, because it hurt more to stop. Because my body didnât know what else to do, my fist slick with the ointment and my own pre-cum.
Tears blurred everything. I couldnât think. Couldnât beg anymore. I just wanted it to be over.
âLook at you,â she muttered. âReduced to this. A grown man, furiously stroking his burning cock over a piss-soaked diaper, crying in front of his mother-in-law.â
I hiccupped a sob. My legs kicked slightly against the floor.
âGo on,â she whispered. âShow me how pathetic you really are. Let me see every last drop of dignity burn right out of you, as you hump your hand like the desperate little heathen you are!â
I didnât want to. God, I did not want to. But my body had stopped caring what I wanted.
Each motion dragged fire across my skin. The ointmentâwhatever was in itâhad sunk deeper now, soaked into every raw nerve ending, turning what should have been pleasure into something indistinguishable from pain. But it ached, too. A deep, gnawing pulse beneath the burn, urging me forward like a cruel joke, my balls churning with unwanted need.
My hips moved on their own, bucking into my fist. My hand was trembling so badly I could barely keep a rhythm, but I pumped harder, faster, the slick sounds filling the air.
âPleaseââ I whispered.
She didnât reply. She just watched. Cold, unmoved, stone-faced. A witness and a warden all at once.
The pain twisted. I couldnât breathe. Couldnât think.
Each jerk was a battle. I wasnât even sure if I was still chasing pleasure, or just trying to finish so it would end, my cock weeping pre-cum that only spread the burn further. My thighs trembled violently. My mouth was open around the pacifier, sucking frantically, desperate for something to ground me as my free hand clawed at the mat.
âYouâre close,â Kathy said, voice almost amused. âArenât you? I can see it: your little balls drawing up, that pathetic shaft twitching.â
âOf course you are,â she said. âAll that burning, and you still canât help yourself. Youâre going to squirt for me, arenât you?â
I nodded, helpless, sobbing.
âGo on, then. Make a mess. Youâve made so many already, whatâs one more? Shoot your load right into that filthy diaper.â
The ache was building now, cruelly sharp, blinding. My knees splayed out further on the mat. I squeezed my eyes shutâ
âNo,â she barked. âEyes up.â
I looked at her. Through the tears. Through the humiliation. Through the fire.
It wasnât relief. Not even close. It was a violent, spasming release. White-hot, overwhelming, agonizing. My whole body convulsed, one long, shuddering pulse that made my spine arch and a strangled cry choke in my throat. Rope after rope of cum erupted from my tortured cock, splattering onto the open diaper below, mixing with the piss and ointment in a sticky, shameful puddle. There was no pleasure in it. Just⊠release. Just the forced, broken end of a need that had poisoned me from the inside out, leaving me drained and raw.
I collapsed onto my elbows, gasping, whimpering.
Kathy didnât flinch. She didnât look away.
âPathetic,â she said softly. âJust another mess in a diaper.â
She stood slowly, and I heard the crinkle of the plastic beneath me, the squish of the soaked padding under my thighs. I was leaking down my legs now. Shame and sweat and cum and stickiness.
She didnât say anything at first, just stood there, towering above me, arms crossed. Then, finally:
I blinked up at her. âWhat?â
âThe diaper,â Kathy said, gesturing to the soggy, opened garment on the floor, my cum splattered across the piss-soaked padding like a filthy confession. âYou made the mess. You can carry it.â
My hands trembled as I reached down and lifted the diaper by its thick waistband. It sagged with the weight of leaked piss and my sticky load, cold now, humiliatingly clammy against my fingers. My cheeks burned. My stomach churned.
âInto the nursery,â she said, opening the gate with a click.
Each step was a death sentence. I could feel the diaper drooping, threatening to spill, my fingertips growing damp where I held it. The scent clung to me. My scent. Pungent urine mixed with the musky tang of cum. It was unbearable. I couldnât stop staring at it as I carried it toward the nursery, at the pale, pearly ropes of semen that shimmered in its crinkled core, pooling in the absorbent gel. My own fluids. Cold now. Glistening. A physical record of my failure. Of my desperation.
âPut it on the crib.â
I laid the diaper flat across the mattress like she asked, trying not to look. But I did. I couldnât help it. The thick inner layer was warped from the weight, the saturation uneven, with a soft depression right where I had humped into it. It looked obscene. Stained with shame.
âNow lie down. Right on top of it.â
I turned, mouth open to plead, but one look from her shut me up.
I climbed into the crib, the wet padding squelching under me as I lowered myself. It hugged my bare ass, cold, sticky. It crinkled as I lay down on my back. She pulled the straps across my chest, thighs, wrists, and ankles. Each one fastened tight with the rip of Velcro. Each one sealing me to the mattress. Her motions were smooth, practiced. Sheâd done this many times.
She didnât speak again until I was fully restrained. Then, she knelt beside the crib and reached into the basket at her side. She didnât pull out wipes. She didnât pull out powder. She pulled out metal, so bright and shiny it gleamed in the light.
âYouâve made your choices,Ethanâ she said, not unkindly. âNow you get to live with them.â
The chastity cage was small. Stainless steel. Flat, narrow, and impossibly confining, designed to crush any hint of an erection into submission.
âNo,â I whispered, throat dry. âPleaseâplease, no.â
She said nothing. Her hand moved with clinical precision. She grasped my spent, shrinking length and worked the ring on first, lifting and guiding, fitting my balls through the cold steel with a firm tug that made me yelp. I whimpered.
âNot even trying to get hard now?â she asked dryly. âThatâs new.â
She slipped the ring behind my scrotum with practiced ease. It was snug, pinching the skin just enough to remind me who was in control. Then came the cage itself, cold metal pressing down, enclosing my flaccid cock inch by inch, tighter than I imagined possible. My breath caught as she guided it into place, forcing my shaft to curl inward, trapped and useless in its new prison.
A tiny click, and the lock was sealed. Â
âThere,â she said, brushing her hands off and giving the cage a little tap that sent a jolt through my cock. âAll tucked in. No more humping. No more accidents. Your pathetic little dick is under my control now.â
I could barely breathe. Everything felt so tight and restrictive, and no matter which way I twisted and squirmed, there was no escaping the discomfort.Â
âHonestly,â she added, her voice low, disgust curling at the edge of it, âI donât even know why I waited this long.â
I couldnât speak. I couldnât look at her. I could only feel: the cold of the metal squeezing my shaft, the throb of denial, the sticky dampness beneath me where my cum soaked into the diaper.
She adjusted the straps around my thighs again, then reached down and gave the cage a subtle tug, just enough to make me gasp as it pulled on my trapped balls.
âNot going anywhere,â she said, voice cool.
With a tight breath, she stepped back from the crib, brushing off her hands like sheâd just finished some messy kitchen chore.
âThat cage is going to stay on,â she said, glancing down at it, âuntil you learn what to do with yourself. Or, more accurately, what not to do with that worthless prick.â
She turned for the door, but paused.
âI need a little something from the pantry,â she said casually, like she was grabbing jam for toast. âJust lie still.â
She was gone for less than a minute.
When she returned, her heels clicked deliberately across the nursery floor. I craned my neck to see, then immediately wished I hadnât.
A small glass bottle dangled from her fingers. The color inside was a vicious red, almost glowing beneath the light. The cap was hand-labeled in a feminine scrawl: "Helenaâs Hellfire."
Kathy sat down on the edge of the crib with a sigh, unscrewed the top, and tilted it toward me just enough for the scent to hit.
My eyes watered instantly. Sharp vinegar stabbed straight up my nose, followed by a raw, acrid burn that made my sinuses scream. It was practically pure fire in a bottle, like breathing in hot peppers and battery acid mixed together. No sweetness. No mercy. Just immediate, punishing heat that clawed at the back of my throat and made my whole face clench.
âMy motherâs recipe,â she said, twirling the bottle between her fingers. âPeople say itâs the hottest in town.â
Then she tilted her head and grinned with a calm, cruel smile that didnât touch her eyes.
âI made this batch even stronger.â
I whimpered and strained against the straps. âPleaseâŠIâm sorry! Iâll behave, I swear Iâllââ
âShh.â She reached for the small pacifier still in my mouth and unbuckled it with quick fingers. I gasped, tried to speak again, but she was already holding the new one up.
Thicker. Wider. The bulb was harder rubber, larger, shaped to fill every inch of my mouth and stay there. A padded strap dangled from the back.
âYouâre going to need this, sweetheart,â she said softly. âItâs going to get loud.â
My eyes widened. âNo! Kathy! Please! Wait!!! Iâll be good! I promise!!â
She pressed the thick bulb against my lips. I shook my head frantically, twisted side to side as far as the straps allowed, begged through clenched teeth. âPleaseâdonâtâpleaseââ
She pushed the gag in firmly, forcing my jaw open wide. The rubber filled my mouth completely, pressing my tongue flat, stretching my lips around the base. She buckled the strap behind my head, tightening it just enough that I couldnât spit it out or close properly. Drool started pooling immediately.
I tried to scream. It came out as a thick, muffled âMmmph!â. Wet and desperate.
She patted my cheek once. âThere! Now we can begin.â
She dipped her fingers into the bottle. Just the tips, coating them in the viscous red liquid.
âThis isnât about punishment, sweetheart.â
The first touch landed at the base of the cage, her slick fingers pressing the oil into the exposed skin around my trapped balls.
âItâs about cleansing.â
It felt like she poured gasoline on an open flame. Pain exploded instantlyâsearing, vicious, like a blowtorch held to the most sensitive skin. I bucked hard against the straps, a strangled scream ripping out around the thick gag. My hips jerked upward, back arching, wrists yanking violently at the Velcro. My balls clenched in agony, drawing tight as the fire burrowed deep and spread outward in hot, throbbing waves.
âThe devil doesnât leave quietly,â she murmured, voice distant, almost reverent. âHe screams his way out. Remember that.â
She rubbed slowly, methodically, working the oil into the thin skin at the root, then sliding her fingertip through the narrow slits of the cage to coat the underside of my squeezed shaft. Each deliberate stroke drove the burn deeper, stinging turned to scorching, then to a relentless, clawing heat that pulsed with my heartbeat. My cock throbbed uselessly against the steel, every twitch amplifying the agony until it felt like my entire groin was being slowly roasted alive.
I thrashed, muffled howls shaking my chest, head whipping side to side. Tears spilled immediately. Drool leaked from the corners of my stretched mouth. My thighs quivered uncontrollably, muscles locking and releasing as the fire sank into every nerve.
âYour little dicklette burning for its sins.â
Another dab. She pressed her finger through the bars, smearing the oil directly onto the sensitive head where it pressed desperately against the steel end, then traced a cruel line along the slit at the tip, working it into the tiny opening.
The fresh contact sent a white-hot spike lancing through me. I jerked violently, a high, broken keen muffled behind the gag. My hips rolled in frantic circles, thighs slamming together then apart, heels drumming the mattress. The burn sharpened to something blinding, nerves screaming, my whole shaft pulsing like it was being held over live coals. Tears streamed freely. Snot bubbled around the pacifier. Every muffled wail shook my body.
Every nerve protested louder. My cock twitched helplessly against the metal, each futile pulse feeding the inferno. I gasped wetly through the gag, body trembling, hips twitching with every heartbeat as the pain gnawed deeper.
âIâm not doing this to hurt you, Ethan,â she said, dabbing one final stripe along the underside of the cage, âBut this is for your own goodâŠâ
I writhed harder, muffled cries turning frantic and raw, hips bucking against the straps, shoulders straining, head whipping side to side. Drool poured. My whole body shook with the effort to escape the gnawing, searing hell between my legs.
The bottle was still more than half full.
She looked down at it, then at me, eyes sweeping over my contorted face, the muffled whimpers, the helpless twitching of my caged groin.
Then she smiled. Cold. Final.
âBut maybe a dab isnât enough for a boy like you.â
My eyes widened. âMmmphânoâplmmphâKmmphyâdmmnâtâ!â
A thick stream of red poured out, splashing over the cage, running through the bars to soak the head and shaft inside, drenching my balls and trickling down the crack of my ass before pooling in the diaper beneath me.
The pain detonated. Instant. Absolute. Lava flooding every inch of trapped flesh. I screamed, full-throated, shattering behind the gag, body convulsing violently. Hips jackknifed upward, back arching until only shoulders and heels touched the mattress. Legs thrashed, heels hammering the rails. Head whipped side to side, slamming the headboard. Drool sprayed. Tears streamed. Every muscle seized and released in wild spasms. I bucked again and again, mindless, shrieking, consumed by white-hot agony.
âOh, hush now,â she said, unruffled, setting the bottle aside. âYou made this mess. Iâm just sealing it up.â
She pulled the clammy diaper up slowly, letting the soaked padding mash the burning oil right against my caged cock and balls, pressing the fire deeper with every inch.
I howled louder, body still bucking and writhing, the fresh pressure turning agony as she taped the flaming diaper around me, each tape locked firmly in place, trapping every drop of fire and shame inside the torturous cocoon.
She smoothed the front with both hands, patting twice, pressing the heat even deeper into my trapped, thrashing flesh.
âThere,â she said softly. âAll sealed up. Every drop locked in where it belongs. Your naughty bits are going to simmer nicely in there.â
My screams turned raw, wet, endless behind the thick gag. Hips bucked instinctively, legs kicked, arms yanked at the straps. The soaked, stinging padding ground the oil deeper with every desperate twitch, making my asshole burn alongside my caged cock in unrelenting waves.
She did not flinch. She did not speak. She simply stood, gave one final pat to the top of the diaper, pressing the inferno harder, and clicked on the mobile. A soft lullaby began to play, whimsical and bright, completely at odds with the shrieking hell between my legs.
The lights dimmed to low amber. Kathy stood in the doorway, one hand on the frame.
âSleep tight, sweetheart,â she said quietly. âYouâve earned it.â
She flicked the lock shut behind her.
And I was left there, strapped down, gagged, thrashing in the hell I had made. Only the mobile spun above me, and the slow, unrelenting burn between my legs scorched my trapped cock and balls, reminding me I was in fucking hell.
Oof! This one was a doozy huh? Maybe I went a little overboard on how harsh it was. (Disclaimer: Do NOT ever put Icy-Hot on your genitals irl...it will not end well.) I wish I could say things start to turn out better for Ethan but...I'd be lying. If you'd like to read Chapter 7 and 8, head over to my Subscribestar! All the cool Littles are doing it!
