ok i haven’t written in months but i wanna ramble about puppyplay with eddie 😇
thinking about little pervert eddie who has always loved corrupting his partner
the more he discovered of the kink community, the more he wanted to explore. and the more he wanted to show you!
i imagine rockstar!eddie would be most likely to get into puppyplay 👀
maybe he discovers it from some other musician on the road while they tell him groupie stories and he pretends to care, and the second he hears the words “good dog” he’s hooked.
i could definitely see eddie in multiple different roles.
i think he’s the sweetest puppy boy ever by nature, with his literal cartoon eyes. he’d be a very good boy with the occasional naughty streak, but i imagine he would submit easy with light punishment. hehe cutie. he loves to rebel but only because he loves being put in his place. more than anything, he loves being praised. ive said before i think eddie would fluster easy, so i think he’d be a complete mess.
he’d be a great owner - eddie is shown to be very meticulous with things he cares about. he’d take great pride in training a puppy! i see eddie as a strict but gentle dom, from what we see he’s extremely sweet but can be aggressive if he needs to. and personally i think he enjoys being a little sadistic, likes toying with his pup. i kinda imagine that as a combination of his teasing banter with chrissy and his slightly evil campaigning.
in his younger years i imagine eddie to be more jealous in relationships, especially when the band gets big and his partner is in the public eye, but when he gets a little more mature he loves showing off.
loves being bragged about like he’s a prize, because he is, and getting to show everyone what a good dog he is!!! gets sooo shy when you make him do all the tricks he learned. when you make him bark in front of company. roll over, shake a paw, give a kiss.
loves sharing the view of his precious puppy, obeying him like it’s second nature. it makes him feel so special to know that not only will you obey him, but you dont mind people knowing. gets all soft and sweet and spoils you!
one thing i find strange about TERFism and trans-criticism is how much of it is just attractiveness politics. it seems to be the leading talking point. sure, make your points on sexual dimorphism or biological sex differences (which any normal trans woman is fully aware of already, mind you. the average transsexual is not claiming she’s experiencing period cramps lol) but so much anti-trans discourse seems to just be “well you’re ugly so you’re not a woman and i feel unsafe.” which seems…. so counter-productive to your movement. trans women, like any group of people, are nowhere near exempt from criticism, but what is the point of putting so much emphasis on such an empty and invalid viewpoint? so much of feminism seems to hark on how men only respect women they find attractive, yet the majority of your breath is spent on here pointing out physical characteristics that you seemingly think invalidate someone’s identity. how does having broad shoulders, a wide jaw, and a five o’clock shadow somehow equate to being a predatory rapist? it’s a mindset i’ve never understood. obviously it’s prevalent outside trans discourse, people just generally seem to equate ugliness with evilness, but you would think a group of individuals who posture themselves steeped and rooted in theory and academics wouldn’t weaponize such a vapid and vague talking point. (not to say only terfs do it, your average Internet Man absolutely loves to dunk on the fuckability of any given trans woman at any given time, but….. fork found in kitchen.) idk, i’ve just always found it odd. like i’m sorry but i just don’t buy into the idea that you’re supposed to be reasonably terrified of someone in a public bathroom because you think they’re ugly. i think you might just be an asshole.
i am soo fond of a steve harrington that used to regularly make out with his male friends and jerk off together. he just thinks it's Normal Guy Stuff and so it takes him ages to realize he's bi. even when he stares at eddie's mouth and wonders about what his dick looks like, steve thinks it's all just a typical part of being friends. he thinks eddie is the closest male friend he's ever had so of course the feelings are stronger than they were before!
Oh I had no idea you took requests!! If they're still open, I'd love a Steddie piece where Eddie sort of hates himself for having the hots for King Steve. At school, out of school, wherever your heart desires. :))
eddie who learns that the only way he can seem to get any romantic attention is by leaning into his own bad-boy criminal stereotypes and playing it up for the occasional bored suburban girl who likes feeling rebellious or "getting back" at her parents by fooling around with him. they don't see him as anything more than that and they wouldn't like him very much if they tried to but hey, at least he gets to feel wanted in some capacity every once in a while. even if only long enough to get the defiance out of their systems and then toss him aside when the thrill wears off 💔
this is actually driving me crazy cause like it's his dad? it's his dad. he's mimicking his dad on every level to pick up chicks and it works and it makes him want to die. he's teaching spoiled little girls who have never wanted for anything in their entire lives how to shoplift and hotwire cars and break and enter without getting caught and he's doing it all with al munson's winning smile and surface level detachment because it's the only way they'll let him put his hands and his lips on them, and they'll hold onto him for a while like he really matters. and then it's over and the high wears off and the self-loathing floods back in, and even though he wants to die, he knows he'll do it all over again the first chance he gets.
dath!! i have so many thoughts about this—like, is it a case of him being used or self-fulfillment of his own low expectations…
to add to it in an angsty way, i couldn’t help but wonder what would happen if one those cute suburban girls actually started to develop real feelings for him.
maybe she’s not quite as superficial as the others, and after a few weeks of playing along with some silly version of rebellion that she made up in her head, all she finds herself thinking about at night is the way his big hands feel so soft when they hold her, almost worshipful in the way they brush against her skin. how the funny things he says always make her smile. how his dark eyes look when he’s inside her, staring deep into hers while she comes undone.
and he’s so used to being the dirty little secret or the bad boy phase that he doesn’t even recognize what’s happening until it’s too late and he’s already pushed her away.
forgets to call. stands her up—just hurtful enough to let her know she’s not special and keep her at a safe distance like all the rest, reinforcing those walls he’s built around his heart.
it’s what he has to do to survive; it’s not personal.
it would never even cross his mind for a second that he actually hurt her or that she spent her nights crying into her pillow because the guy whose lips were so soft when they whispered in her ear, just shut her out the second she tried to get to know him.
and even if he did—for one second, let himself believe that maybe there was a chance she actually liked him? he’d just spiral thinking about how eventually she’d come to her senses and realize her mistake. she’s bound for a white picket fence future he can’t provide. it’s just better this way.
currently cooking dinner in smurf’s kitchen but i had to run over and grip andrew’s face with a loud “this fuckin’ face, so fuckin’ handsome, gimme a kiss.” before placing a loud, wet one on him <3 his ears are red and he’s trying to hide a smile when deran jokingly coos at him. <333
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