Why I don’t miss you anynore?
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Why I don’t miss you anynore?
Will someone ever love us unconditionally?
“It wasn’t like I don’t love you, Eric. It just.. Sometimes, something isn’t meant to be lasts —and it’s us.”
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“Yundo-ah, why are you staring at me awhole day?”
“You don’t know how lovely you are, do you?”
Yongsun laughes with her cheeks getting red. “You’re such a good liar.”
for some unknown reason, he owns my goddamn heart
“Yongsun-ah, let’s go somewhere nice today.”
Yongsun giggles, “stop doing those body rolls or I’ll call Mama Nam right away!”
“Andwae, Yongsun-ah! You couldn’t do that!”
“Watch yourself, Oppa. The snow is all over your head. You’ll be wet and freezing.” Yongsun just touched Eric’s hair and giggles a little.
Eric fingertips touched Yongsun’s. Their eyes meet each other. This might be one of those Eric’s favorite moments while shooting this reality show —this stupid thing who made Yongsun cried another day and made himself got a lot of hates for marrying this woman.
But eversince Eric knew Kim Yongsun’s existence, he wouldn’t mind to be hurt more than he currently got —as long as he could stay with Yongsun a little more longer. He knew Yongsun is something worth to fight.
While Yongsun is blushing because of Eric’s touches, this man make another move. He put his hand awkwardly on Yongsun’s waist.
“Is it okay?”
Yongsun nods.
“Why are you so small? I guess I could just pack and bring you whenever I want.”
“If it’s a compliment, then I would say thank you, Your Highness.”
Eric laughing, “you’re one of a kind, you know?”
Yongsun doesn’t say anything. Her eyes are puzzled; could or couldn’t she fall to this guy?
“Yes, I am.”
“Omoooo! You’re so confident!”
Yongsun nods, “of course. You won’t find someone like me.”
“I didn’t want to find someone like you.”
“Because I’m too noisy?” Her face become more red —she is so dissatisfied to Eric’s answer. He could say something better to a woman he is “marrying to”, you know?
“No.”
“Then, don’t. You deserve someone better.”
“Ah, ah. You got it wrong, Chagiya.”
Yongsun couldn’t help but smile after hearing that word. Who could resist Eric’s persona when this man called you “honey”? Anyone could, but Yongsun shouldn’t.
“You don’t have to say nice things for me—“
“Is it nice to know that I want you too?”
“What? No! It’s not something mutal—“
“Oh really? You do want me too, don’t you?”
As she sighs, Yongsun suddenly steps back a little. She can’t hold her breath. Eric is too intense.
But Eric didn’t let her go. He steps to become closer to Yongsun and make his hands thouches Yongsun’s.
Hence, Yongsun is crazy because of those skinships. Her face is turning red again.
“Oppa!”
Eric smile widely, “You know I always want you, Yongsun-ah. So I won’t find someone like you because it will always be you.”
That night, Yongsun couldn’t help but wondered what should she say after this performance. Should she say a hi or just walk away like she used to? Her eyes caught the warm look from the man who is standing in front of the stage. He’s looking straight to Yongsun with an earpiece on his hand. His face is unreadable. Yongsun tried to sing like she used to, but shits happened whenever she met this man out of the sudden.
WheeIn give her a look in the middle of the bridge, “Unnie, focus.”
Yongsun forces herself to look into another direction. But she couldn’t resist the feeling of missing him. She misses him so bad until she didn’t realize what will happen if she couldn’t control herself.
After the longest performance (which actually only lasted for 10 minutes), Yongsun went back to her waiting room when she finally meet this man.
“There you are.” Yongsun whispered to herself, awkwardly scared what will happen in the next second.
Their eyes meet each other, but that man didn’t make a move.
Yongsun didn’t like being uncontrolable. She could always makesure everything under her control. Since she is the leader of the group, she always taking care her members and solve every problems that went by. Hence, this moment isn’t her favorite one when she couldn’t let herself think about escaping the awkward atmosphere between both of them.
“It’s been ages, Yongsun. I swear you can do it.” She tried to encourage herself but it doesn’t work anymore. That man only a few meters from her when she slip up from her heels and open her mouth to the thing she never thought she would say.
“Hi, Oppa.”
That man nods a little, “Yongsun-ah.”
“Okay, what’s next, idiot?” Yongsun swearing to herself while she’s smiling a little bit more to that man. Yongsun hopes something could came out to her head, but she couldn’t find another word than “I miss you.”
“Eric, it’s your turn!” Someone shouted from the left wing of the stage.
Eric puts his earpiece and smile widely at Yongsun, “see you later, Yongsun.”
Yongsun puts the best smile she could and let Eric leave. It’s been ages since Yongsun has courage to catch up with this man and when the moment had finally arrived, she barely could say another word than “Hi.”
Yongsun walks to her waiting room with full of dissapointment. She hopes she could leave everything behind once she sees her members. She shouldn’t put much hopes after listened to Eric’s podcast. He’s right. We’re over and there’s no spin off for both of them.
They would hurt each other more.
As Yongsun walks by, someone staring at her from her back. He really wants to grab her hand and ask her to runaway together. But the more he thinks about running away, the more he realizes there is no chance between them.
It’s only one in a million cases that those who had been involved in romantic relationship could get another friendship status. People could, but they couldn’t.
“Eric, let’s go.” Eddie, his brother and also the best manager he could’ve ever asked just gave him a microphone.
Eric nods, “let’s go.”
Then maybe, Eric also should let her go.