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[nuclear fanatic [currently fixated on limbus company/tos [free palestine sudan congo, always

[speak4herself]

last update was: february 25, 2026.

upstreamgirl999 -> northernhowl -> speak4herself

current hyperfixations and special interests

tos2 / tos1

limbus company

minecraft ( game or fandoms based off of )

camp here and there

scp: find us alive

percy jackson and the olympians

magnus chase and the gods of asgard

17776 / 20020

birds

old tags ( new tags already tagged on this post )

#jubilantposting julie's old tag, which is now #julie post like the rest of us .

#notjubilant vent posts ?

#jubilantcerpt vague writing apparently

#jubilant fua for scp: find us alive related posts .

#jubilantart for art ... not anymore

#numbers ... numbers.

#14botany weird theories on botany department

can i find you on other platforms?

said no one ever. yes, but for now only tiktok.

our url is @northernhowl.

i wanted to hear more about your stuff. from the beginning.

cool . i love making up excuses to write it down as a note.

i suspect autism, ocd, osdd, and an anxiety disorder, at least .! this only comes from a healthy amount of doubt and research and self-reflection . there are others , but i really don't think they're necessary to put here .

anyway, i, in no way, am claiming that we have these disorders. just saying we may need your patience !!! especially me. thank you for your time :-)

- juneau

[speak4herself]

if i ever end up coming back im making a new blog for it its so cluttered here and nothing here really relates to or represents me anymore. i mean i hold all my same values but like its not me at all. any posts i made in the past or anything im not revoking them but like that wasn't me

[speak4herself]

i feel like i imagine dr lancaster like totally differently from everyone elses design i feel weird because of it. but anyway popular fandom designs spread like wildfire and a lot of people end up imagining that design in their head anyway because they either previously had no design or they feel a connection or its stuck in their head either way so its not like everyone possibly came up with the exact same design. i would draw my design but i drew like 2 months ago and im out of juice so

[speak4herself]

i spaced out and there's investigator on my screen

[ikiramor]

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[speak4herself]

Yesss #Spent my 2 hours of motivation working on a piece of art i didn't even like

[lostthingy]

[speak4herself]

town of salem hasn't left my mind in like 4-5 months which is unusually long for a hyperfixation for me butim happy it brings me so much joy even if i only watch gameplay because having to intercat with other people and Lie while doing it isss Horrifying

[speak4herself]

i have some sort of offputting aura that makes 'safe, accepting spaces' turn into 'ignoring you and being passive aggressive to you spaces'. like why is it just me. literally what have i done to you except not talk at all

[speak4herself]

this is why i always try to interact in some way if i'm comfortable enough. one small reaction atleast to show there is someone who cared enough to look at your art and put something there in return and whenever i got that kind of small interaction it helped me to atleast know it was seen and it was digested. i try to understand too its not always the best time for other people and viewers but it feels like im locked away in a cube like can you see me or hear me or see me

[speak4herself]

i have some sort of offputting aura that makes 'safe, accepting spaces' turn into 'ignoring you and being passive aggressive to you spaces'. like why is it just me. literally what have i done to you except not talk at all

[speak4herself]

i have been trying and trying to draw but i literally can't ever get past a sketch phase

[speak4herself]

a Lot of you so called "accepting, open communities" have an easy time excluding people if they're undesirable. do Notthink you are safe. You are incredibly flawed . Don't be acting superior literally everyone in this server wants me to kill myself

[speak4herself]

admirer x arsonist Call that heartburn ... No.....????? No?????????????? Ok i was just Wondering

[yoki-loves-stars]

he has so much aura he’s so cringefail

[worldyea]

really really stressed so i drew sinclair limbus company as a nuclear fusion reaction to calm down

[speak4herself]

i've been wanting to respond to people on tumblr but i have no will . tomorrows last day of in-person school for this week though so i'll try to get on it sorry all. And i'm drawing pm but i realized its not the best composition so i have to scrap it and remake another solo drawing of her so it might take a lil longer . ok bye

[speak4herself]

pm is very cool to me... tried to make an interesting bg idk

[brilliantphantasia]

my niche interest is so niche the tag hasn’t been posted on since like december 😞

[speak4herself]

nooo wait i have to make more pm content then