LOST and CONFUSED

I'm an average 21 year old, just struggling with pointless life problems. I have many secrets, and I struggle with being honest with myself and others, along with trusting others. Also I challenge who ever sees this to send me a Disney trivia question

[just-shower-thoughts]

Historians 10,000 years from now will find the Remains of the Disney castle and think people in Florida worshipped a mouse as their king.

[speakingangel]

One duet that I absolutely love, did this about a year ago, and regrettably I only did a few covers with this specific person because I think their voice is absolutely beautiful. (Her voice was the first one to come in) On a rather unfortunate note I’m kinda bored by music, like singing, playing clarinet, or even listening to it, I feel like my attention span has just gone away when it comes to music which is absolutely horrible, idk I’ve just been in such a bad place for a long time that going to music to feel better probably just got old... hoping that things change though bc not liking music as much as I usually do really sucks.

[cleancrew]

sometimes…… when you keep testing people to see if they will leave…. they will leave…… sometimes… people will leave you… because you’re a bad person…. sometimes people will leave for no reason…. sometimes people will leave because you expect too much from them… sometimes you might need to acknowledge… that friends aren’t your therapist… and did not go through 12 years of training to handle your meltdowns… and you need to find a way to reasonably communicate when you’re feeling unwell if you really like this person, trust this person, and want them to stay around you… having a fear of abandonment cannot be something you tell them to lock them into your orbit.. you need to take responsibility for the things you say & how you treat people… its that simple

[showerthoughtsofficial]

When you have to study, tidying up the house suddenly becomes the best decision you took in your life.

[showerthoughtsofficial]

One of the most freeing feelings is when the police car behind you finally turns onto a different road.

[spaghetti-taako]

Y’all John Mulaney didn’t die in Infinity War J.J. Bittenbinder taught him better than that

[nikadd]

john mulaney when thanos arrives: you want this stone? go get it!

[katheryn-speaks-katheryn-knows]

STREET SMARTS!

[speakingangel]

Maybe I should just stop talking bc st least then I wouldn’t have to worry about how what I was saying was affecting the others that I care about.

[speakingangel]

This semester has sucked... from finding out that my roommate is moving out and now I either have to find a new roommate or live in a singles dorm.. and to make things worse I just learned that my 2 best friends have been hooking up and didn’t tell me about it in fear I would be mad that they were doing this. I am disappointed that they felt that I would be mad that they were doing this, I want them to be happy... sure am I taking everything they did now and seeing it in a new light but I’m more mad at myself for not seeing the signs sooner.

[shoppingstars]

for insecure angels

your partner still loves you even when they are away.

your friends still loves you even when they are away.

they will sill love you even if they have other friends.

they weill still love you even if you are not okay.

they will still love you even if they don’t reply immediately.

they will still love you even if you don’t reply them immediately.

they will still love you even if they can’t talk in a exact moment.

they will still love you even they are not around you 24/7.

they will still love you even if you don’t love some things about yourself.

“they are not replying!”

MAYBE

they fell asleep.

they are busy.

they don’t feel okay to talk right now.

they had to immediately leave for some reason.

they are studying.

they are working.

they are practicing a hobby.

they forgot to reply by distraction.

THEY STILL LOVE YOU.

“they are distant!”

MAYBE

they are going through a hard time.

they are hurt by something you said or did (don’t get paranoid because of it, try to talk to them).

they are very busy with work or studies.

they are planning something good for you.

THEY STILL LOVE YOU.

“i made a mistake and hurt them.” you can always apologize! everyone makes mistakes.

“they made a mistake and hurt me.” tell your feelings to them.

“they will leave me, i know it.” check if it’s not your paranoid thoughts acting out and tell your feelings to them, we can’t be 100% sure if someone will abandon us.

“they have someone better in their lives.” i personally don’t believe in “someone better”, because we all have good and bad aspects, but it doesn’t even matter if they have someone better, because they are with you because they like you and not because of someone else or whatever.

“i’m not enough.” YOU ARE ENOUGH FOR THEM. THEY LOVE YOU.

“i’m ugly.” YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL FOR THEM. THEY LOVE YOU.

- Everything I said relates to healthy relationships only. I don’t support abusive relationships and please take care of yourself and look for help if you are being abused.

[speakingangel]

Artsy photos

[speakingangel]

Reasons why I don't offer answers

- it's not like people are listening anyway

[speakingangel]

Never thought I would ever say that I had a boyfriend. But currently not regretting my decision :)

[2-gay4u-blog]

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[speakingangel]

Wanting food, but also too lazy to get up to get some :/

[speakingangel]

That moment when your ex comes up on tinder and you low key want to swipe right, but you also don't want them to swipe right on you and then get matched together bc knowing that you were matched but getting back together would be a bad idea and now you're just conflicted.

[speakingangel]

I wish that I was more confident when it came to speaking my mind.

[just-shower-thoughts]

Sheet music is basically a sound recipe.