Ghost guy

Plural ADULT System // Goth // Vibes

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~MEET SPECTRE SYSTEM~

We're an OSDD-1, traumagenic, BPD riddled, Fictive-heavy & Chronically Depressed system.

The body/host is an adult (please, minors dni)((you can like/reblog our posts if they relate to you we just won’t make connections/be friends with you, sorry)).

Pro-shippers, political pages/folks, anti-LGBTQIA, system-antis dni.

Here's a bit about the main system and our fictive list!

MAIN SYSTEM (IDs/Gatekeepers/Alters w/out source material!)

Genny

Rory

Leith

Effie

Schazi'el

Casseus

Toast

Nolan

Leon

Alixian

Oberon

SIDE SYSTEM (Fictives & Their Sources)

-> -> -> RIGHT HERE <- <- <-

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The stars are realigned 🌟

I can truly see you shine from here 💫

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You alright?

Yes! Sorry, we’re fine. Just been entirely preoccupied with other stuff. Haven’t had any time or half a mind to do anything out of our tiny routine of binge watching a DnD show and try to keep ourselves comfortable.

Our best guess is we’ve lived in a state of fight or flight for so very long that finally not having to has completely drained us emotionally and mentally, so we’ve been trying to just chill and hang out at home.

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Still up for it?

Yep! Heading to discord now ^^

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Hey! Got off of work early if you still wanna play?

Sure thing! The usual? MC?

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WE’RE ALIVE! Move successful

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Hey! I hope everythings going well, and that you all had a good day.

I HOPE YOU GUYS DID TOO OMG! Sorry a lot is moving around right now! I’ll be more free the next few days after the move 💓🤗

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I have been so TRAGICALLY sleepy lately. I genuinely think it’s because I’ve been in fight or flight mode for a month, nearly two? Over this big move n all

But the thing is the move isn’t done yet!

I haven’t even moved! I don’t have time to be so sleepy!!!

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Today was… really nice ^^

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I’m in so much pain

And I can’t help but say I told you so

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Bluhhhhh I love waking up 5 hours before our alarm feeling like we’re having a heart attack wtf

Probably nothing /gen but we are so easy to make nervous

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Still up to play?

OF COURSE AND ALWAYS! Gimme two seconds I’m in the middle of a guess who game

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Not book smart or street smart but a secret third thing.

[luckyletd0wn]

supid

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supid.

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anyways im going to ignore everything else and have a good gd night

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little vent ignore this

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Aaaaaa all the new ALNST but ZST stuff coming out is making Ivan wriggle about I apologize in advance /lh

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I’m not gonna tag this so mainstream doesn’t see this but can I just say; as awful as Jax TADC i, I didn’t just see trans rep in her but also BPD rep.

And I get that a LOT of people would NOT be happy to hear that, from both sides. Neurotypicals for not understanding BPD, and those with BPD not wanting a morally gray, hell VERY morally dark gray borderline just a piece of shit person, to represent them.

But hear me out and why I clicked so hard with them.

Talk about attaching to people and idolizing them, growing really close with them only for one of them to accidentally trigger that primal fight or flight. Then suddenly NOTHING they say or do is good.

Nothing they can do can convince you that they won’t abandon or betray you too. So what do you do?

You do it first. You abandon them before they can somehow hurt you. And you do it again, and again, and again, until you’ve beyond broken yourself.

But you have to keep up this façade that you’re alright after it all because god forbid anyone see that weakness again and possibly judge you as you only ever thought they would.