Brother, I hurt people

Independent RP blog for a Scout OC from Team Fortress 2. This blog will be NSFW in terms of triggering subjects, gore, violence, and smut. However, I will RP with anyone so long as you abide by my rules and play fairly. Don't be shy. NSFW tag is nsfwbulletblu Magic Anon: None

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... yea. somehow i thought so. well if anyone decides that for some reason they wanna talk to me or whatever, send me an ask and ill give you my skype, steam, or email. :/

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oh god oh fuck no i thought i was over this but no it still makes me breathe uneasy and makes my heart race and oh god

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:I So I decided to slip on.

I’m still not sure I feel better, even now after it’s been... who knows how long. 4 months?

I’m sure a lot of you have forgotten about me. As much as I’d like to play this character again... I just don’t know if I can handle this ““community”“ again.

So... I don’t know. I guess I want people to tell me what they think and if it’d really be worth it.

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This blog has been abandoned. I am available on Skype, STEAM, and email instead.

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This blog has been abandoned. I am available on Skype, STEAM and email instead.

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as a side note there's some of you i wish i could've gotten to know but don't even know i exist not all of you have skypes or emails or something i can contact but to everybody i guess this is goodbye

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IMPORTANT PSA

im leaving. there's no reason for me to be here anymore, since nobody cares and it seems everyone has lost interest. if you want to contact me or rp with me or smth contact my email [email protected]

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Send one of the following or send ☠ and I'll use a random number generator to pick one of the following Mafia themed prompts. - some NSFW and possible triggers

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rpmememaker:

Many contain possible triggers so please read the list carefully before sending a symbol. Possible triggers include torture, kidnapping, non-con/rape, human trafficking and murder/death. 

Hold your liquor: My muse gets your muse drunk (for whatever intentions they desire)

Pour me another: Your muse gets my muse drunk (for whatever intentions they desire)

Mole: My muse slips in your gang to gain information

Infiltrator: Your muse slips in my muse’s gang to gain information

Thud: My muse kills yours

Drop: Your muse kills mine

Unseen: My muse walks in on yours killing someone

Witness: Your muse walks in on mine killing someone

Informant: My muse sleeps with your muse for information or to catch them off guard for assassination

Betrayal: Your muse sleeps with my muse for information or to catch them off guard for assassination

The Boss: My muse is your mafia boss

Right-hand Man: My muse is working for yours

Seize: My muse is kidnapping yours  

Snatch: Your muse is kidnapping mine

Toy: My muse captures yours to be theirs or the gang’s ‘pet’

Doll: Your muse captures mine to be theirs or the gang’s ‘pet’

Break: My muse sexually tortures yours for information

Sing: Your muse sexually tortures mine for information

Run: My muse has broken out and is attempting to escape yours

Flee: You have escaped my muse’s clutches and you’re attempting to run

The horror: My muse is assaulted/tortured in front of yours as punishment

The agony: Your muse is assaulted/tortured in front of mine as punishment

Spare the Rod: My muse tortures yours for information

Sticks and Stones: Your muse tortures mine for information

Safe: My muse rescues yours from imprisonment

At Ease: Your muse rescues mine from imprisonment 

Proposition: My muse gives yours an offer/threat they can’t refuse

Proposal: Your muse gives mine an offer/threat they can’t refuse

Curiosity kills: My muse finds out your muse is in a dangerous powerful gang

Knows too much: Your muse finds out my muse is in a dangerous powerful gang

Unforgivable: My muse punishes yours for insubordination

Untolerated: Your muse punishes my muse for insubordination

Safeguard: My muse protects yours from a gang

Defend: Your muse protects mine from a gang

Don’t look: My muse is publicly humiliated by yours as an example and lesson 

Look away: Your muse is publicly humiliated by mine as an example and lesson 

The Winner: My muse buys yours at a underground black market and is at my muse’s mercy or bidding

High Roller: Your muse buys mine at a underground black market and is at your muse’s mercy or bidding

Till the end: Our muses die alongside each other in a gang brawl.

Clash: Our muses brawl for territory or whatever they desire

Heated: Our muses have angry sex after a brawl

Dangerous: Our muses cooperate for an assassination

Word on the street: Our muses meet to exchange information

Get lucky: Our muses sleep with each other but be careful

Russian Roulette: Our muses make a dangerous bet or gamble

Take a Pick: The mun chooses whichever they’d like

Wild Card: Specify an alternate scenario for the muses

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SEND ME A SHIP AND I'LL DO THIS THING

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theloyalone:

demrpmemesandinboxstuff:

The ship is my:

I consider this ship’s feelings: Mutual | Mixed | Strange | Awkward | Platonic | Sibling-like | One-sided | They don’t really like each other |

I’d consider the relationship: Healthy | Awkward | Abusive | Doesn’t work properly | They’d never get together |

Children: No | Yes | They’d think about it

General Opinion:

Interesting. Let’s see if anyone tries it…

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if you need to, go ahead and unfollow me for that. im probably not staying on tumblr much longer anyway because i can’t stand being here, and im not going to be made to feel sorry. i have nothing to feel sorry for. im not taking it back.

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you can ignore this post, i just... i have to get this off my chest. im starting to believe you genuinely ruined this fandom for me. i can hardly stand my dash anymore without getting uncomfortable or upset. when the new comic comes out i won't be able to stand reading it because of you. but you're totally fine, aren't you? you can go on with everything perfectly normally and be totally happy with all those people who like you. not me. you ruined me, my reputation, the character, and my love for the fandom. i hope you're happy now. i hope you're pleased with what you've done. i wish more people would see you for the awful person you are. but no. they all love you blindly and unconditionally. no one even considers MY feelings.

[originaljasontodd]

First person to put "Good Boy/Girl" in my inbox owns me as a pet for 24 hours..

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bluhuedmedicine:

misscaribousoldier:

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darlingofthedailyplanet:

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kidnapped/imprisoned starter sentences

“Not eating the food I give you is not going to make me give you nicer food.” “You should be grateful I come down here and talk to you at all.” “Listen to me or I’ll treat you even worse.” “I picked you off the street because you were beautiful. You should feel flattered.” “You don’t need freedom if I give you everything you need.” “You can come out of the basement if you give me a very good reason to let you.” “What’s this? Are you trying to get away from me? You should know better.” “Get on your knees and pray I’ll forgive you.” “Oh, you’re hungry? Sing me a song and you can have my leftovers.” “Don’t cry, I’m keeping you safe down here, away from the world. You don’t need it. You only need me.” “Freedom is a burden. You should be glad I took it away from you.” “I bought you some new clothes. Please wear them tonight at dinner.” “You don’t get to decide anything, understood? I make the rules and you obey them if you want to remain unharmed.” “You’re nothing but a little doll I get to play with.” “I own you.” “Don’t worry, I’m not going to take away your virginity just like that. I’m saving it for something special.” “I’m not going to kill you. Not yet.” “If you’re good, you can shower with warm water today.” “Crying won’t make me stop hurting you. It just encourages me.” “You’re so young…” “I love it when you scream, but I will only stop when you can’t scream anymore.” “I’m sorry, I completely forgot you were still down here.” “There’s someone coming to join me tonight. I’m sure you’ll be quiet, or I’ll have to kill my guest again and it’ll be your fault.” “You’re going to have some company tonight. Try to think of him/her as your little brother/sister. I want you to do to him/her what I do to you, understood?” “I’m bringing some friends along to show them how well trained you are.” “How dare you talk to me like that. Wash your mouth, with soap. Now.” “It’s been a pleasure watching you grow up. Your mummy and daddy would have been so proud of you.” “I brought you some food. Now crawl over here and lick it out of the bowl like a good pet.” “I think you should remind me why you’re worth keeping alive down here.” “Tell me how much you love me and you can have your dinner.” — “Hello? Is anyone down here?!” “Oh my god, what is this place? How can you still be alive? I’ll get you help! Please hold on.” “You don’t have to hide from me. I’m trying to help you. I won’t hurt you, I promise.” “What happened to you? How long have you been kept here?” “Hello? Where am I?! Who are you?” “Have you ever tried to escape? Do you think it’s possible if we work together?” “It’s the police! Show yourself!” “Is that really you? Oh my god, I found you, I can’t believe I found you…”

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askcraneandnygma-sniperandscout you should send me one

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i think that maybe i should just leave tumblr altogether because i can’t escape my trigger

plus nothing every goes on, nobody really seems to have an interest in me so it doesn’t seem like it’s worth it to stick around if nobody particularly wants me to

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Put “Good Morning” in my inbox for my muse’s reaction to waking up in bed with yours with no memory of the night before

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Don't be afraid of seeming like a bad person for having another person be your trigger. I have a person who triggers the heck out of me too. It's ok.

that’s nice and all that there’s one person who is okay with it but there’s at least 150 people who still follow me who could disagree and hate me for it

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You keep saying your trigger. What is it so I can tag.

im actually kind of afraid to say because it’s gonna make me look like an asshole

my trigger isn’t a thing, it’s a person. so that kinda makes it harder and i don’t want to make anyone feel bad or awkward but i just. i don’t know what to do.