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I’m back everyone

So tonight 5/30/2026 while walking inside at 930 pm after going outside to walk out my guest who came see me from chalets.Thomas James that I use to work with at dickeys barbecue pit five years ago . Well while going outside I saw the moon was a full moon still but then I also notice the moon was very luminous tonight and I can see a big circular fuzzy looking but transulscwnt colorful robe wrapped around the moon as if that was locked in from the orbi. Coming since after drinking the moon water from last night getting my next batch ready for sure . My necklace it’s my yeshua crucifix and my st Anthony pendant just immediately randomly unhooked from behind my neck and slowly I felt it fall onto my left boob. That right there came with a rush of inner thought process that Aldonia doesn’t want me to give into temptation although it is really hard for me not to . But one last night one lady line and I won’t do it again but tonight I really do need to repent as well

01/06/2026

Well today starting off well yesterday 01/05/2026 I decided to hit up rob to go riding around and when we first started he picked me up from the library then got upset that he had me , Kendra (,Julia mom) and the baby (Julia son brison) and he was trying to figure out hot to go get the Tina with me k, Kendra and brison in the vehicle. So I told him leave me and Kendra and brison at my crib while you go do that. (He was trying to get Tina ) Well while waiting he dropped me , Kendra and Brison off and while we were at the house Kendra asked to go lay down and I let her catnap while I watched Brison and letting him charge his tablet while I was watching him sit around and play . While he was playing he started acting obnoxious to the point thaty parental instincts came out and it was unbearable. Well. I got his tablet charged to 6 percent gave it to him untill it died. I was laying down with Kendra while watching him play on his game then sure enough it died again and I ended up setting up the charger next to Kendra while I ran my bath water to go and bathe. While I was bathing I thoughtto myself ( leave your hair in a bun) because I already washed it the day before. By time I got out I lotioned up and got myself ready . When I was done I came out side and Robert Clutterbuck still wasn't here. After a few times going in and out Rob finally pulled up. I hoped in the car to see what the status was because I only done what I done to get some Tina out of Rob well while waiting on him I went out to the car for him to tell me the despair of news. That he couldn't get the Tina from Johnathon because Johnathon couldn't cash his check having id wallet through Louisiana, that he had to have his physical one . Well while hearing the news I saw Jason was asleep in the back seat and that Jason had reuped on mojo and well I went up stairs to Kendra and brison and told them that Rob was down stairs waiting on them . Then kendra asked me to help with finding Brison. Shoes. After we did that we had to go to riverside where Andrea the mojo dealer lives (synthetic marijuana ) and waited in the car for Jason with Kendra, Brison. And rob . Finally Jason came out and he ended up actually coming inside the vehicle then we went to the hotel to get Brison something to eat. All Julia had was ramen noodles , eggs, pancakes , and hash browns and canned tuna, chicken and ham. So I ate a little bit of everything . While waiting on Kendra and Jason to get into the door , Jason asked Robert Clutter buck while pulling up to roof top in to drop him in the front to go in and get an hotel key. While waiting Kendra saw a housemaid that works for the hotel cleaning and doing her rounds. And Kendra stopped and asked the lady to come let her in the room that she was locked out. Finally when we got into the room we all went after some munchies. Well I didn't expect Jason to pull out some Tina actually. And when he did

I did a line. Then kendra saw me doing it looking so surprised if course. Then I went in Robert Clutterbucks car and he as two lines ready for me as well. While waiting to see what next in the midst of all that Julia ended up getting stuck on 1-10 in LaCombe andreason she got stuck she was trying to bring Arthur to his court date and ended up missing it because her alternator ended up to stop working and while that happened she was stuck from 8:31 am to late last night. After we got them to the hotel I was chilling for a little bit in and out the hotel and Jason told me that if stuff doesn't work out between me and Morgan he would date me, get a job and try to have a baby with me. ( Inside my body I felt flattered that he was see me as such ) Well robert clutterbuck and I ended up leaving the hotel and going to see if Morgan was off of work. And well we oulled up to the 621 n Howard he was already gone. I opened the door and spoke to Sherrie , Edwins ole lady while she was outside walking the dog and she said that Morgan had done already left so I made rob run me back to the house but before that I said fuck it to see what Johnathon wants because I wanted more Tina . We went and seen and Johnathon texted Rob to come by the second window to get Tina and he handed it to rob through a card . Finally after we pull up to 2401 houma boulevard and I run inside and say "Morgan" and while saying his name he responded "yes baby" groggy and just coming out of a sleep. I asked him if he wanted to go get weed from the dispensary while waiting. He said yeah so we go and got weed from the dispensary. Then road back with rob. Morgan got inside. And I followed. And rob said wait and he had some Tina packaged for me to keep for myself. While after the dispensary Julia calls rob saying that she was still in LaCombe and that he step grandma Mary sent 450 dollars to her venmo to help her get from being stuck on the side of the road and on robs phone I read a message from Mary saying she send Julia 450 bucks and that she wasn't Kendra to lose her number. While we left the dispensary Julia calls rob and asks him if he can go to the dollar general to get ramen. Noodles for Brison to eat and that when we get there to deal her for the food stamp card number . When we get there I take Rob's phone and say

"Send Felicity the card number " and Julia calls back saying she will give me the card number over the phone. Well I go and get ramen beef flavored noodles and two things of 1.50 root beer and little did I know sitting in line waiting . Roberts phone locked and I don't know his lock code by heart like at all so I set the shit down and decided to go ahead and get myself in the car and I lied to rob saying that dollar general doesn't type in the card number anymore when reality is I didn't feel like holding up the line waiting , then going get robs code, coming inside then calling Julia, then her give me the number that was too much bullshit for. Me and Morgan ended up going home and he ended up going to sleep and I stayed up all night doing my classes and taking some study notes. Well Morgan got up for work and when he left for work I ended up going for a walk to ask Kenny if he needed me to come by today since I was off from zapardos and Kenny brought me along and well this morning before walking to CVS to text Kenny I came across a shopping bag that had brand new Michael kors and saint larent platforms that are like khaki color . Well I also opened up a bottle of Amsterdam vodka as well and runk the whole thing and got stupid buzz. While coming back home from texting Mr Kenny at CVS I was walking up the stairs and I saw a silver truck with someone who hopped out asking me if he can talk to me for a minute. And I said what for then while walking up I asked how did I know him when he asked me if I remembered him and I said no but I'm also drunk rn and at the moment that's when I realized it's Snoop. And he talking about he got a challenger a truck etc working for himself now. All kinds of bs. Which I don't actually believe that dude for all I know he could be driving someone else's shit but what's weird that mf. Stopped right in front of my crib where I stay at not and we'll . Umm that was a weird one as well. Like wow. Then this morning Mrs precious texted me saying that she was declining my offer and that because my wotc form wasn't complete she noonger wants to bring me back in as well as a manager with the company so I will be looking for a second part time job from zapardos after I start.

01/4/2026

1/4/2025

Going into the new year everything was loving, and going. Christmas happened I paid for Christmas for Nevaeh his daughter , he didnt say much of a thankyou. New years came around and Morgan said his boss Edwin was going to be having a new years party. I went ahead and messaged Charles and Edwin , Morgan's boss to see if he was still having the party as Morgan told me to ask. Well later Morgan doesnt have a clue that I get Charles , his coworker to come and pick him up and I up for the new years party. I ended up taking 8 shots and started playing football with Charles's son for about 40 minutes.Then we came back home and when we did Morgan wanted me and him to do 69 and we kept switching positions and next thing I knew it was the 1st . I hoped right on out of bed with no fight. Morgan was off the 1st as well because of his boss throwing the new yeas Party. Well yesterday Morgan started getting really mean to me like I was stupid. Like responding as if anything I shared with him he can pick and choose any minute when he wants to keep his promises. Well this morning while he was waking up i said a few things or two to him and he said to me he doesnt want to talk, he doesnt want to be fucked with. Every response to me was of anger and hesitation towards answering me much less not even acknowledging me when I speak to him. No matter how clean i try to keep up with the house . No matter what I do , I will always have to have an extra hustle, time and second thought to forgive him no matter what I ask him. He just wakes up getting annoyed by me when I have not to yet even actually start my day either at all. It really does fucking hurt my feelings so damn bad

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Gracious - “This I Pray” (Official Music Video) Lyrics

Thank you, Jesus, first off, Lord thank you for my life, I thank you for my sin that you put out of your sight

Never thought that that could happen, Father God, I'm so ashamed

Memories of what I did always rushing through my brain

It's hard to wrap my mind around how you could just forgive

Can't comprehend the fact that you wouldn't even let me live

You know all of the secrets I keep hidden in the dark

All the evil desires they keep on lurking in my heart

Lord, take it from me 'cause I hate it that I'm ugly

It's hard to talk to people 'cause I know that they would judge me

They probably say I need to be in hell

She's sick inside his head and he ain't never gonna get well

They say that I should die and that would probably be the truth

She ain't fit for society, his confession is the proof

So I keep it to myself 'cause I'm scared of what they'll say

I reveal myself to you 'cause I know you gonna make a way

This I pray, this I pray, if it's one thing you gonna do is make a way

That you lead me to a home where I could stay

That you hear me when I come to you with tears and share the pain with you I face throughout the years

This I pray, I ask you to kill me and then you did

You had to kill me so I could live, this I pray

Everything you show to me I will remember that you love me even though I'm still a sinner

These voices in my head, you hear them too

They persecuting me and they persecuting you

Was diagnosed the border line personality disorder

In debt to the curse of my flesh I shoved you to the corner

Tried taking the medicine, now I'm doing it organic

Ain't completely recovered but God, I'm trusting in your plan

You showed me your light and I put my life inside your hands

People think I'm crazy when I tell them what I've seen

Not the visions or the trances, ain't talking about the dreams

I'm talking about the watchers Lord, I see them with my eyes

The way you showed me they were connected to my mind

Enlighten me father, I know you showed me for a reason

I picked up on a pattern, seen the signs of the season

And now I'm scared to death for all the souls of my people

Let them think that I'm crazy the way, but you will you rescue them from evil

You handed me the keys and said drive while you can

I hope I don't crash, give me the strength to be a man

This I pray, this I pray, if it's one thing you gonna do is make a way

That you lead me to a home where I can stay

That you hear me when I come to you with tears and share the pain I face throughout the years

I asked you to kill me and you did, you had to kill me so I could live, this I pray

Everything you showed to me I will remember and that you love me even though I'm a sinner

I pray that you reunite me with and my daughters

Don't hate me for everything that I've done

Protect them from evil Jesus, I'm begging you for this

Let me tell them I'm sorry for everything that I miss

Show them you can do miracles, how you heal a broken vessel

Let them call out to you and help them fight against the devil

I pray for my mama, she finally gave her heart to you

Now I pray that my daddy can be forgiven , after his suicide he self inflicted his time due to the mind feeling blue

My hope still struggling, God I hope you intervene

Protect my nanny and show them are you still the king

I pray for all my friends who struggle with drug addiction

Help the time I taken in spite replenish it to forgiveness father you know I really miss him . Ever since he stole my light you never left me dim

Bless brylee Seymour for all the prayers on my behalf

Help my brothers fine me when they start driving, God I can't wait to see them laugh

And finally Lord, I pray you help my stinking baby

I thank you for making me a special kind of craziness

I pray this, I pray, if it's one thing you gonna do is make a way

That you lead me to a home where I can stay

That you hear me when I come to you with tears and share the pain with you I face throughout the years

I asked you to kill me and you did, you had to kill me so I could live, this I pray

Everything you show to me I will remember and that you love me even though I'm still a sinner

9\15\2025

I don't feel like him and I are actually close anymore

September 15, 2025

Lately things has been really werid. No conversation. No talk . No affection anytime that I ask or request to speak he puts other things like madden , his casino games, he will be then playing like he KS listening to what I am saying. But reality he's actually passing out anytime that I pour out my heart. He doesn't hit me. He doesn't even think to hold me after we have sex. It can be mid quiet but if speak I have to repeat myself. Tonight I had am encounter after praying and repenting for the first time in a long time amd.while I kept on praying I felt a burning inside of my stomach that was so overwhelming!omg that feeling that I felt in my stomach Catch an overwhelming feeling but of peace. It was something I never encountered while being in prayer. I been trying my da!n hardest to try and connect with my spouse. He use to make me feel included and now I feel tolerated . I'm not checked on. I! Not hugger. I'm spoken to like I'm not his emotional girl friend. He is slow and resistant to check on me or make me feel secure. When he moves as if something is not my business then I do not see how this cam go forward. Charles his coworker called today saying and asking for x pills I told Morgan that I really do want the Tina out of our livves. But now he just has something defensive to say as if I'm trying to battle him when reality I'm hurting from how he talks to me and looks at me. I been giving him his time and leaving him alone and acting like I don't need to be up his ass. Amy time I get him something or do something I don't feel appreciated. He destroys the house fast as fuck when he gets off. Anytime I call his phone I have to ring a few times and wait foe him to pick it up. But in my face he shows np hesitation to pick up the phone. For his pot as and try to look for drugs for them . he really did convince me that he changed and them going through his Facebook he has it listed as single. He sleeps with his arms folded tightly shut as if he doesn't want anything to do with me. He has no interest in anything with me unlesss his penis is inside me. I know that I will never be enough and that is okay. Being with him costed me being a mom. He's never going to marry me. He's never gonna ..... I literally spent my last three years telling him how to love me. I think its just time to let it go and see it for what it is .

4/23/2025

Well earlier today when waking up I had a hard time with getting up to get ready for work. Well I finally made it to work. THe scooter decided to die while coming to work. And well.... I had to push it well. Morgan didnt tell me he was going to Mikeys on Laplace street to go and try to get meth and he didnt text me either. Ill add more latre

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March 25, 2025

Well I am not even going to lie . The last two days has been crazy hell

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