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Me Madison again! Back at it again to introduce you to my son before I have to dip out for work.
( cismale & he/him ) ; don’t look now but i think that’s spencer hamilton ! if you squint your eyes they could easily be a doppelganger of cameron monaghan. sadly they’re just a 18 year old human. i’ve heard they’re destructive & impulsive, but make no mistake they can be endearing & passionate when they want to.
So he’s a Preacher’s Kid. Or was a Preacher’s Kid who grew up in Mystic Falls. When he was 13 his father caught Spencer kissing another boy and all hell broke loose.
His parents insisted that Spencer’s “gayness” needed to be reversed. So he started seeing a counselor who brainwashed him into believing that being gay was a choice and a sin of nature.
For a few years he was miserable. He tried to be with girls but hated himself for not feeling the way they felt about him. He beat himself up internally and externally, using his anger to crack his knuckles against mirrors and walls etc.
He was 16 when he met Xavier, a 21 one year old college student taking a break from college in Whitmore who Spencer fell hard for. He coaxed Spencer out of this front he held up and allowed his walls to break free for this man. The two fell in love. It didn’t take long before his father found out about this affair and he immediately kicked Spencer out of the house.
Spencer and Xavier used what little money they had to travel to Whitmore and to get an apartment together. For awhile, everything was fine and Spencer was happy being free and living his life. Until Xavier realized he was HIV+ He passed away 1 year later and Spencer stood by his side for every second of it. Spencer promised Xavier he’d give life another chance. What neither of them knew was that they secretly gave him vampire blood as an ‘experiment’ to see if it possessed the ability to heal him. So he died with vampire blood in his system and turned into a vampire but Spencer has no idea.
It’s a been a year since Xavier’s passing and Spencer is just trying to not spiral. He doesn’t allow himself to become too close to anyone, he works as a barista and believes it’s somehow his fault that Xavier passed, even though Spencer is HIV negative. He believes he’s a burden and is afraid to love anyone in any capacity. He’ll lose himself in drugs, alcohol and meaningless sex but the poor soul feels himself wilting away.
He moved back to Mystic Falls despite it being such a toxic environment for him. Enrolled back at school and is a year behind everyone.
He’s a sweet, passionate, loving and caring boy who has endured a lot. Once you break down his walls, he’ll be one of the best people you can know because when he’s carefree and letting loose, it’s a contagious sight.
Is a total fuck boy at this point. LOVES sex and will flirt with you even if you’re straight.
Basically always drunk at this point, it’s the only way he can not feel and thus the only way he can get through life.
He’s actually homeless rn, living in an abandoned church.
Some wanted plots:
BEST friends
Childhood friends
HOOK UPS. pls all of the hot hook ups.
ENEMIES…that hook up. Maybe they can’t stand each other but have hot sex?
