NANOBOTS ARE EVIL

Carol forced me to do yet another blog. INDEPENDET JACK SPHEER FROM CW'S SUPERGIRL.

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STARTER CALL

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lena.

          ❝ i know this WILL HURT YOUR FRAGILE MASCULINITY since you’re a big macho that likes to pretend football is all you watch on tv. but i got you these. ❞ from behind her back, she shows jack a bouquet of gardenias with a smile on her face. ❝ i also know we’re not an item because I HATE YOU AND YOU HATE ME, but it’s been six months since we first started… hooking up. ❞ and though lena won’t admit it, their relationship has grown committed, they spend all their free time together, she stays over at his doorm at least once a week, she’s started to introduce him as her partner whenever they go together to a luthor’s party. but it’s whatever. IT’S CASUAL. ❝ so take them and put them in water, jackie. ❞  @spheericals  ❤’d.

          And here he thought he was making a mistake in buying Lena something, he genuinely believed she wouldn’t even mark the date on her calendar, and yet. The youngest of the Luthors never fails to surprise him, even after their six months together (though they are not really together... It’s complicated). “ I know that this will shatter my reputation as a big macho but I really like flowers. ” He smiles, takes the flowers and brings them to his nose to inhale, it’s a weird mixture of freshness and pine, something utterly beautiful. “ I will put them in water, but in a minute, ” Jack leaves the bouquet on top of pool table carefully and stands up to go to the kitchen (not before raising his index finger to tell Lena to wait on the couch). There on the fridge lays a giant box in the shape of a heart full of chocolates, Lena once told him while drunk she liked trouffles and he made an effort to find the best ones in all of California. “ This might be cheesy, but... Happy six month non-versary, babe. ” He says, walking back to the living room and showing the box to Lena.

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lena.

          she shows no emotion nor a change in her features when jack confirms her what SHE FEARED THE MOST, that he doesn’t believe her anymore. and again, she cannot blame him for knowing that she’s lying about wanting to be with him and him only. it’s a sad thought, that even after realizing lena wants him solidly because he’s a warm body, a way to trick her mind into BELIEVING SHE’S NOT LONELY, he still wants to give them, their broken and unhelathy relationship a shot. lena should say no, should tell him that it’s not going to work, stop being a SCARED CHILD and take for once some responsibility for her actions      tell him to stop playing around because he’ll only get hurt if he decides to stay. but she’s weak. ❝ if you want me to stop seeing kara so much so you’ll believe me, i can do it. ❞ can she ?? can she walk away from the only good thing in her life ?? the answer is no, but SACRIFICES ARE TO BE MADE. ❝ we’ll work it out, jackie. i promise we will. ❞ lena kisses him. his lips are slightly chapped and his beard doesn’t feel good anymore itching against her chin but she’ll endure it. she’ll trade bits and pieces of herself for EPHEMERAL HAPPINESS.

          Jack knows that she won’t stop seeing Kara, he knows her too damn well to know when she’s enamoured with someone. How? An outsider would ask, and Jack would simply reply with: There was a time in which she looked at me like that too. A long time ago, when he was a jerk and she was too. When he was intense and she was too, when their constant fights and screaming were endearing and a source for burning passion. That flame died the week before she moved to National City, the same day he had said awful things to her and she had thrown a microscope at his head. That same died they had condemned their relationship. There was no way it was going to rise from the ashes. He’s stupid to try. But whatever, right? “ I want you to promise me, that you will really try. ” He says when they break away from their kiss. “ That Kara won’t come between us. Promise me that, Lena. Tell me that you love me and I will forget any of this ever happened. ” Even if it’s a lie, even if he knows if she says it she’ll be lying it’ll make him feel better about himself, about being so selfish for not wanting anyone else to have her. “ Tell me. ”

[seesgood]

okay but i feel like there need to be more make-out sessions in rp? like it seems like it’s either smut smut or kissing, but come on guys. make outs. like just super slow, sensual, making out with wandering hands and fingers getting lost in hair and slowly grinding in someones lap. sleepy make outs where they’re still tired from the night before, steamy make outs in locker rooms or in dark corners. make outs that lead to smutty things or make outs that don’t. exploratory make outs or slow make outs or frantic make outs just COME ON YOU GUYS WHY IS THERE NOT MORE MAKING OUT 

[bittern]

physically, yes, i could fight a bird. but emotionally? imagine the toll

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kara.

       Kara picks up on his body language almost immediately. He doesn’t say it with his words, or in his tone, but there’s something just a little…off with Jack who stands before her. And she’s not particularly eager to find out what exactly it is that seems to be throwing him off. Lifting a hand to her glasses, she pushes them up the bridge of her nose and lightly shakes her head, very small smile pulling at the corners of her lips. “Uh… No. No, it’s okay. Just- tell her I dropped by, yeah? Oh, and to call me, please? I just need her advice on something. That’s all. But it was nice seeing you again Jack?”

          Tell her I dropped by, Kara says and he nods but Jack is most certainly not gonna tell Lena about this small encounter because then she’ll ask him why he didn’t tell Kara to come inside and wait and he doesn’t want to have that fight again. “ Sure, don’t worry about it. ” The girl needs advice and she seems genuinely concerned and he’s gonna hate himself for this because ONE it’s not nice to see Kara ever when it’s related to his girlfriend and TWO it’s even worse to know Lena would feel horrible if she ever found out he was mean towards the bubbly reporter. “ Hey uh... You wanna come in for a lil’ bit? ” Please say no, please say no, please say no...

[mancandykings]

Well, I was living in London basically. I’ve never been over state sides so I had an audition for 24 which was shooting in the UK and then I walked out of there and I got a phone call from my agent. They were like, ‘Oh, have you heard about iZombie?’ and I was aware of the comic. So I literally spent the weekend working on the small chunk of script that they gave me. I was put on tape in London on Monday then I got some notes from Rob Thomas. Went again on tape on Wednesday and Friday they cast me in one of the lead roles and I was flying out to Vancouver literally a week or two after.

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lena.

          ❝ that’s a great idea, jackie !! ❞ her voice drips with sarcasm as she sits down on his lap, ignoring the fact that he seems to be focused on a soccer match. SHE’S MORE IMPORTANT. ❝ i’ll call them and say, hey mom !! i know you asked me to bring someone to dad’s birthday party and i decided to invite the guy i’m fucking. we don’t really get along unless we’re on bed together and he’s seven years older than me. ❞ lena smiles too wide for it to be a believable thing, the stress is killing her. ❝ see this bruise over here, mom ?? HE CHOKED ME TOO HARD while i was riding his dick. ❞     @spheericals

          “ Do we really have to discuss this while El Real Madrid is playing? We were together all morning but you were silent then, you decide to start bickering right when I’m in the middle of something important. ” He rolls his eyes in annoyance but both his arms sneak around Lena’s slim waist to pull her close. The game is boring anyway. “ It was a suggestion. And if you ask me, if my daughter showed up to my birthday party with a handsome and intelligent young man that fucks her good, I wouldn’t care about age... Or about the bruises on her neck. ” Jack diverts his gaze from the television to Lena’s neck and quirks an eyebrow, indeed, the red bruises (that are now turning purple) are quite visible. “ Not my fault you have such pale skin. ”

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kara.

She’s eager to just chill and have a relaxing night with her best friend. The day had been stressful, and after everything with Alex, Kara wanted nothing more than to eat pizza and watch crappy movies on Netflix. And so, opening the door, she planted a smile upon her face before meeting the face of Jack Spheer. With a small raise of her brow, she nodded before looking over his shoulder. “Oh,” a fix of her glasses, “do you know how long she’ll be? I kind of needed a good pick me up.”

          Why does she have to be here all the time? He gets it, Kara is Lena’s only friend, she’s grown attached to her and viceversa but Jesus, he’d like one day, only one, in which he’d be free from hearing: Kara did this, Kara did that. Kara could save the entire galaxy for all he cared, all he asks is for some peace and quiet, a day in which he can look forward to a dinner with his girlfriend without being interrupted. “ I called her about half hour ago, she said she was wrapping up. So maybe, another ten minutes? ” Jack hopes Lena doesn’t appear right now, because if she does and she sees Kara she’ll disregard their plans and include Kara and he doesn’t want that. “ Do you want me to tell her something? I doubt you wanna wait... ” 

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lena.

          she gets the expected reaction and can’t help the warm feeling that takes over her body at hearing him, someone who’s usually so over his head and barely stuttering, TURNING INTO A MESS because she made a pass onto him. not that she actually means it, jack’s attractive ( she’ll never admit it to him, if he’s insufferable now, he’ll be worst if he ever finds out ) but he’s much older and quite frankly, untouchable. SHE’S PLAYING WITH FIRE… and she likes it. ❝ what is it, jackie ?? ❞ he even said she could use the stupid nickame, which is great !! ❝ cat’s got your tongue ?? the idea of ME ON MY KNEES isn’t good enough for the prodigy ?? i’ve been told i’m very good with my mouth. ❞

          He must’ve passed out and this is a dream because there’s no way in hell that Lena Luthor, sorority girl, genius and overall a princess around campus is flirting with him (flirting wouldn’t even describe the way she’s coming onto him, she’s being… Bold. Way too bold). “ Oh my god, did you… I just brought you your first glass of vodka, you haven’t even drank it. ” Which means she’s one hundred percent sober and this is not drunk talk. Jack doesn’t know if that’s better or worse. “ I…” He never loses his words but this is… This is straight out of a porn movie. Is he being punk’d, where are the cameras?! “ I don’t doubt you’d look great on your knees but, let’s not… I don’t want to… No. ”

[ladykarazorel-deactivated201706]

random gifs of Kara being Flawless™

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lena.

          ❝ you’re acting like a dickhead. ❞ he has a reason to, he’s ENTITLED TO BE UPSET and to feel hurt, he’s in all his right to SCREAM AT LENA and confront her on the fact that indeed, she has feelings for someone else and hasn’t been honest at all with her so called boyfriend      she’s NOT A GOOD PERSON. she’s come to understand that she really is not, she prides herself to be different, to be good, but she does things like this in which she USES ANOTHER HUMAN BEING to have attention, sporadic kisses, a warm body to hold onto because deep down, she knows kara doesn’t feel the same. ❝ calm down for a minute and listen to me, ❞ she’s a good liar. a bad person, but an incredible liar and will use that in her favor. ❝ i am close to kara, yes. she was my first friend when i arrived here, the first person to believe in me. but look at me, ❞ she stands up from the couch and goes over to him, takes his face between her hands and forces him to look into her eyes. ❝ I DON’T LIKE HER IN THAT WAY, jackie. ❞ the words feel raw and dry in her mouth but if this is what he wants to hear, what will keep her by her side then it’s fine. maybe if she repeats it enough times, she’ll believe it too. ❝ i like you. AND YOU ONLY. ❞

          When Lena stands up he freezes on the spot, it’s ridiculous but under her gaze he always weakens, a minute ago he was ready to walk away from her, from her lies and the life they obviously cannot live together for they’re not the perfect match and most importantly she doesn’t love him in that way, how can two people promise each other adoration when one of them clearly has someone else in mind at all times? For Jack not only does it seem insane, but it will result in wrecking them both as years go by. He’s been hurt enough, Lena has too. This relationship won’t be another factor for them to be miserable, he won’t allow it--but she’s looking straight into his eyes and begging him to stay, denying her feelings for Kara and although for someone else it might be believable he knows her too well and she’s lying. He knows it and even so feels his heart beat excitedly. “ Lena, you can’t expect me to believe that, ” He whispers, hands sneaking around Lena’s waist to pull her close. She’s always been soft to touch. “ I want to... I really wanna be with you. But it’s... Infurating to see you with her. ” He’s got rage bottled up, Kara doesn’t deserve him to be angry at her, she probably doesn’t know of Lena’s feelings and yet... He blames her somehow. Ha, he was saying Lena was being irrational! He is too. “ If you really want to make this work... Kara needs to be second. She’s your friend, not your priority. ”

[singlecactus]

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          The doorbell rings and Jack can’t help but frown, Lena never forgets her keys and she didn’t say anything about visitors, he leaves the magazine he’s reading on the table and walks lazily to open the door only to find Kara Danvers--the girl of his nightmares--standing there with a cardigan and jeans looking cute. He’ll give the girl that... She’s cute. In a cheek pinching sorta way. “ Lena’s not home. ” He hopes that’ll be enough for her to leave. “ She got caught up in the office. ” And is late to our dinner date, he wants to mention too but doesn’t. Kara is involved in their relationship enough.

@nationalcityy

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me: i’m fine.

me, internally: lena started college around the age of sixteen because 1. homegirl’s a genius and 2. to go canonically with the show she should’ve finished her careers and masters before twenty three to now be taking care of l   corp. in the preview of “ace reporter” she tells her bezzie mate kara danvers that she and jack were close for five years before starting a serious relationship for two years, meaning lena met jack when she was seventeen, meaning he was already in college and probably a grade or two more advanced than lena. which means they must’ve started going at it when lena was seventeen and jack twenty three/twenty four. what the fuck is up with that. 

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jack: are actually willing to pine over someone who is in a happy and committed relationship      more than i can say about you… are you actually willing to risk this, risk us, for someone who probably doesn’t feel the same way about you ?? for a genius, and pardon me, you’re quite… irrational.

lena: 

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lena.

          ❝ i thought you said YOU DIDN’T WANT TO FIGHT. ❞ she keeps the volume of her voice low, if they both start screaming then they’re not going to get anywhere with this and if she’s meant to keep HER HEAD COLD during this whole exchange then she’ll do it. she can manage it, she knows how to lie, how to fake innocence when there’s none. has managed to hide from kara herself her feelings and how they’re now, messing her relationship. relationship she SHOULDN’T HAVE STARTED when feeling something so strong for another person. but whatever, right ?? what did people say       the best way to get over someone was to GET UNDER SOMEONE ELSE ( it hadn’t worked so far, but maybe lena just had to give it time ). ❝ oh jack, for christ’s sake. listen to yourself !! you sound absolutely demented. kara is my friend. MY BEST FRIEND and nothing more. you’re seeing things where there aren’t any. ❞

          “ Oh my god, I can’t believe your guts. ” He chuckles, Jack knew she was cynical but this: Actually telling him he’s imagining the whole deal? That those lingering gazes and soft touches are nothing but a platonic display of affection? That those times where in the middle of the night, when they are sleeping together and Lena’s phone goes off with Kara’s name bright on the screen and she gives her priority, are but to be taken as friendly? Unbelievable. “ Keep lying at my face Lena, maybe if you do it hard enough I’ll believe it. You know she has a boyfriend, right? Are you actually willing to get involved in that? Are actually willing to pine over someone who is in a happy and committed relationship--More than I can say about you... Are you actually willing to risk this, risk us, for someone who probably doesn’t feel the same way about you? For a genius, and pardon me, you’re quite... Irrational. ”