dweeb @spicy-shoyu - Tumblr Blog

depression is a total bitch & my fucked up relationship with food is garbage not to mention nearly impossible to correct but i’ve been trying & i don’t hate what i see in the mirror every time i look anymore which i’ll count as a small victory xx

spicy-shoyu

I *literally* redownloaded Tumblr for this, God bless my queen

wow a long post no one asked for - I've been supes lucky to find a collection of friends who have helped me understand that like, it's ok that I'm a terrible antisocial recluse? I don't owe anybody my time or a reply or even consistency bc my own mental health should come first? so like, honestly I am sorry if I've ghosted you or dropped off the face of the Earth or taken weeks-months to reply to something, but it's genuinely so fucking exhausting to have to socialize or give myself to people in any capacity. my beautiful friends might not always hear from me, but they are accepting of it & get it & don't try to turn me into someone I'm not bc I am truthfully happiest when I'm alone with myself and that is fucking fiiiiine

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mal-evolent101

good wives!!!! @idcanymoreeex lol this is for you!

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xx

errythingpostmalone

these bottle are lonely

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“I’ll be here just waiting and hoping for every long dream of you to come true.”

— F. Scott Fitzgerald / Benediction

hoejre

good news, my depression hole has now just become me throwing myself into work & literally running myself into the ground BUT AT LEAST IM NOT THE PARENTS FROM ABDUCTED IN PLAIN SIGHT