ajax apologist. cat-coded girl with an eye for design + art. multi-fandom, but heavily hoyoverse leaning! dark-content and selfship friendly blog. minors do not interact.
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𑣲 before you follow
⤷ i am a chronic yapper, so please know that i tend to post sporadically here and there, however i do my best to not spam! please block the risu’s rambles. tag if you do not want to see my cluttered thoughts.
⤷ i tend to be shy sometimes so i apologize if i come off aloof or stand-offish. i just get nervous and it is never anything personal. i also apologize if i don’t answer asks right away. currently as someone returning to tumblr i get easily overwhelmed. it may take some time and it has nothing to do with you.
⤷ i yume mainly with tartaglia/childe/ajax and others listed below. this is a sharing blog. if you are non-sharing please block!
𑣲 basic rules
⤷ no minors please. i interact with not safe for work and dark content.
⤷ please be nice. no hate asks or comments. no discourse or anything that is seemingly drama related. it’s an automatic block.
⤷ don’t hijack my vents or personal posts with reblogs of your own situation. please make your own posts.
⤷ don’t ask me to be mutuals. i make friends on my own accord and pace. pressuring me to be mutuals is uncomfortable
⤷ don’t repost or feed any content i’ve made into ai. do not repost or share anything i make here on any other platform. i have ao3 (under the name spideytetsu) but don’t have much posted there.
𑣲 fandoms
⤷ main: genshin, honkai star rail, one piece, haikyuu
⤷ occasionally: blue period, jjk, mha, hxh, tokyo ghoul, knb, windbreaker, bllk
i wish ppl wouldn’t feel the need to minimize themselves or make themselves talk less for the sake of other people. like you do know you can exist wholly just as someone else can, right? there’s no reason to minimize yourself. it’s okay to take up space.
Usually stoic and respectful man catching you whimpering his name while trying to finger yourself and instead of backing away and closing the door to your room he just. Pauses. Looks. Lingers in the darkness just outside your door. Feels himself grow harder. Rubs himself through his trousers.
btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here