[spideytetsu]

𝑘𝑢(𝑟𝑖𝑠𝑢). 24. she/her. black. scorpio. infj-t. chronically evil person. incognito glove gooner. yearn maxxer 3000.

ᡣ𐭩 ྀིྀ selfships. self inserts. my sunrise. gift-giving home. ᡣ𐭩 ྀིྀ

sideblog (art/hoyo): @tirarisuuu

ajax apologist. cat-coded girl with an eye for design + art. multi-fandom, but heavily hoyoverse leaning! dark-content and selfship friendly blog. minors do not interact.

please read byf under cut before following.

𑣲 before you follow

⤷ i am a chronic yapper, so please know that i tend to post sporadically here and there, however i do my best to not spam! please block the risu’s rambles. tag if you do not want to see my cluttered thoughts.

⤷ i tend to be shy sometimes so i apologize if i come off aloof or stand-offish. i just get nervous and it is never anything personal. i also apologize if i don’t answer asks right away. currently as someone returning to tumblr i get easily overwhelmed. it may take some time and it has nothing to do with you.

⤷ i yume mainly with tartaglia/childe/ajax and others listed below. this is a sharing blog. if you are non-sharing please block!

𑣲 basic rules

⤷ no minors please. i interact with not safe for work and dark content.

⤷ please be nice. no hate asks or comments. no discourse or anything that is seemingly drama related. it’s an automatic block.

⤷ don’t hijack my vents or personal posts with reblogs of your own situation. please make your own posts.

⤷ don’t ask me to be mutuals. i make friends on my own accord and pace. pressuring me to be mutuals is uncomfortable

⤷ don’t repost or feed any content i’ve made into ai. do not repost or share anything i make here on any other platform. i have ao3 (under the name spideytetsu) but don’t have much posted there.

𑣲 fandoms

⤷ main: genshin, honkai star rail, one piece, haikyuu

⤷ occasionally: blue period, jjk, mha, hxh, tokyo ghoul, knb, windbreaker, bllk

⤷ lurking: gachiakuta, kaiju no.8, [tbd]

𑣲 lovers

⤷ [genshin]: ajax, kaeya, alhaitham, ayato, ifa, navia, columbina

⤷ [honkai star rail]: dan heng, aventurine, robin, boothill, ashveil, anaxa, mydei, the herta, jiaoqiu, blade, veritas

⤷ [one piece]: portgas d. ace, robin, law, zoro, katakuri, smoker, yamato, lucci

⤷ [haikyuu]: tetsurou, kei, satori

𑣲 constellations (ships)

⤷ kujax (ajax x kurisu)

⤷ kaesu (kaeya x kurisu)

⤷ ayarisu (ayato x kurisu)

⤷ haisu (al haitham x kurisu)

⤷ ku^2 (kuroo x kurisu)

⤷ tsuku (tsukki x kurisu)

⤷ rice (ace x kurisu)

[hemipenal-system]

“creature turns human to fuck” is coward shit. do a creature that looked human to exist in society but reverts to their real form to fuck you

[weremonsterteeth]

What aren’t you understanding? Yes full-sized dragon. Uh huh breeding me stupid. No no I’m still a human. And we’re mates. Where am I losing you?

[blanchebees]

Tasting his treasure

Tip jar

[mewnbuns]

offering him a drink or a bite of whatever you’re enjoying and him leaning over your shoulder from behind to take it, chest pressed against your back, still holding it in your hands when his mouth closes around it….

[spideytetsu]

ajax eve yay

[agnellae]

[ july 19, 2026 : the day a miracle was born ]

12:00 — i asked you to trust me just this once. after plenty of whining, you let me tie the blindfold over your eyes anyway. one careful step after another, i guided you outside, reminding you not to peek every few seconds no matter how much you complained. when we finally stopped, i placed a homemade coffee jelly parfait into your hands, a single candle flickering quietly on top. i knew a birthday cake was never going to be your favorite, so i made something that suited your tastes instead. “if you don’t want the whipped cream . .” i whispered, “then i’ll eat it for you, easy peasy.”

She held out the spoon with a surprising amount of determination, as if she were physically restraining herself from taking the bite herself. “So . . first bite?”

Harumasa leaned in, then paused just before the spoon, looking up at her instead. “. . You’re really not going to eat it first?”

“It’s your birthday.”

“. . You practiced saying that, didn’t you?”

She turned her head away from him, guilty.

“Maybe.”

He laughed quietly before finally taking the bite.

“You did surprise me.”

thank you to the wonderful anfie_01 on vgen for this beautiful art piece !!!!! 🥺 i can’t look at this for too long because then i will definitely start tearing up but i will definitely be commissioning her again (⸝⸝ʚ̴̶̷̆∩∩ʚ̴̶̷̆⸝⸝) ♥︎

[agnellae]

[ july 19, 2026 : the day a miracle was born ]

12:00 — i asked you to trust me just this once. after plenty of whining, you let me tie the blindfold over your eyes anyway. one careful step after another, i guided you outside, reminding you not to peek every few seconds no matter how much you complained. when we finally stopped, i placed a homemade coffee jelly parfait into your hands, a single candle flickering quietly on top. i knew a birthday cake was never going to be your favorite, so i made something that suited your tastes instead. “if you don’t want the whipped cream . .” i whispered, “then i’ll eat it for you, easy peasy.”

She held out the spoon with a surprising amount of determination, as if she were physically restraining herself from taking the bite herself. “So . . first bite?”

Harumasa leaned in, then paused just before the spoon, looking up at her instead. “. . You’re really not going to eat it first?”

“It’s your birthday.”

“. . You practiced saying that, didn’t you?”

She turned her head away from him, guilty.

“Maybe.”

He laughed quietly before finally taking the bite.

“You did surprise me.”

thank you to the wonderful anfie_01 on vgen for this beautiful art piece !!!!! 🥺 i can’t look at this for too long because then i will definitely start tearing up but i will definitely be commissioning her again (⸝⸝ʚ̴̶̷̆∩∩ʚ̴̶̷̆⸝⸝) ♥︎

[gyjoestar]

maomao is really good at lying to herself meanwhile jinshi is incapable of lying to himself and the dichotomy is intriguing. jinshi spent years as a eunuch and doesnt know nor care that he is the imperial son. maomao represents a place where he can truly drop all pretenses and not have to use his looks to get what he wants. maomao realizes jinshi is someone she can depend on, someone who is a source of warmth and constantness in her life. maomao especially values those who show up for her, more than people who just happen to be in her life.

[introspect-la]

SNOOPY JAPAN ARABESQUE CUP AND SAUCER SET

[lvmimis]

f/o who finds themselves unconsciously fiddling with their wedding band just days after you get married because it's still hard to believe that they have the right to be your lawfully wedded partner and need to remind themselves it's real

[04k96]

Here

[isl-equ-ay]

[yourgirlinpieces4]

all roads lead back to the loneliness i felt as a child

[dankmemeuniversity]

[iamoutofideas]

[tabicoeur]

[yungdonr]

i like mine obsessed and touchy