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Indie Canon Divergent Piers of PKMN SWSH As Performed by Keres A Study In: Punk as a philosophy, Clinging to Hope in Hopeless Times, Finding Comfort in the Dark, The Importance of Helping and Accepting Help from Community, Metaphorical Death & Rebirth, A refusal to break Inspiration Found In: Abso.lute Bat.man, Dorohe.doro, Ai Yaz.awa's Nana Carrd

#((WOAH! Promo & A pinned thingy in one!))#✘ I'm a Big Name in Deep Space ✘ Self Promo

Piers & the people he loves who he keeps pulling and pushing away out of love and fear </3

#✘ out of the dark ✘ ooc #tbd #((Streli Grimsley Shay I'm so sorry nyall))#((Alright I gotta get dressed again for the poetry reading))

darkestaken

spikescream

#darkestaken #✘ Out of the Dark ✘ OOC #((STRELIPIERS!!!!))

there is no need for words. when strelitzia comes closer, she comes to hold him by the collar of his jacket: gentle, but insistant. her eyes don't say much, not until they rest on the skin of his neck; only then, she gently parts each side of his white jacket, going in for access. black lipstick stains his fair skin, from neck to collarbone.

❝ i missed you, ❞ only now it's clear how much she's been yearning for him. the light in her eyes wavers, fingers going down his chest to peak under his shirt, caressing bare skin. ❝ missed you so much. ❞

He freezes at her touch not from fear or nerves but perhaps one could call it anticipation? Waiting to see what she would do. Would she slap him for disappearing without a word? Certainly something he'd deserve. Yell at him? Cry on him? What would he do if she did the later? Comfort her surely, but what could he say? 'Sorry the world hit me all at once and I had to disappear'. 'Sorry I'm not as strong as everyone thinks I am and I don't know how to handle reality'. In previous situations like this all he's done is freeze. No explanation given, only angered bites when demands were made to know what was happened. Defenses raised like guards around a castle. Defenses he shouldn't have with someone he trusted so well. He did trust her too. He trusted her to understand when he disappeared. He trusted her to care for Marnie, to look out for her. He trusted her more then he trusted himself. Perhaps that was why he offered no resistance against her. Even when the kisses startled him, sending shivers down his spine. Something in him told him to push her away, put those guards back up and cower in the corner like a frightened animal. But with his strength he instead grabbed onto her. Wrapping his arms around her as though she might disappear in his very grasp. Was he holding her too tight? Did he need to let her go? Was she unhappy? Did she think him pathetic? Weak? Did she hate him? All these worries raced in his mind as he held to her. Until she spoke...

As her hands traced down his bare chest his head lowered resting against the crook of her neck and shoulder. Lips brush against her skin in a kiss and nose rubs against her softer, gentler. "I'm sorry..."

It's muttered into her hair before he starts burying himself further into her neck, her shoulder, his arms holding her tighter. "I missed you too."

It's true. It was his own self imposed isolation but he did. He missed her so much. He hated how he put off their dates, said 'Now wasn't a good time' even if it was true. Hated how he pushed and pushed and pushed her away. A part of him wanted to break away, for her to get tired and leave. Let him wallow in his solitude. But a larger part of him was so scared of that. Terrified even. He didn't want her gone, he didn't want to push her away. So why did he? Why was he so willing to lose her when he was so terrified of it at the same time....

#darkestaken #✘ i am unhappy to say ✘ ic #((IM SNOFTGY OVER THEM AGAIN THEY MAKE ME SNOFTGY N0X))

Guy who showed up three hours early to the local poetry reading and is too embarrassed to go back now.

#✘ i am unhappy to say ✘ ic #((Back on my big scary punk is actually a giant nerd agenda #also me irl i thought the schedule said 5 not 8 😫#i might get brave & go back but we'll see))

Finally free from work. Gonna try to be active but no promises

#✘ out of the dark ✘ ooc #tbd #mobile #((I have so many things I want to do this work break #But so lil tiiiimmmeeee wish me luck nyall))

"No we're not upgrading to 'smart' tech in the gym. One the tech we got's fine as is, two we ain't got the money, three all that smart tech bullshit they're selling are just worse version a Rotom compatible tech... We're not introducing Rotom compatibility to the gym either! Little shits cause more problems then they help."

#✘ i am unhappy to say ✘ ic #open tbt #((I don't have an open starter tag :/#I'll make one later BUT here's an hc dump in the tags #I do think Pokemon has typical Smart devices that are like Alexas & Sierries & stuff that are INSPIRED by Rotoms #then they have Rotom devices which are your typical devices specifically made for Rotoms to control tho I hc Rotoms can control any device #Smart Devices are more 'reliable' then Rotoms & debated as more 'ethical' then Rotom devices at least if you're buying a Rotom #However they have less personality & are less adaptable then a Rotom #Rotoms though are less reliable because they just get silly sometimes! They wanna their own thing sometimes #& store bought Rotoms bring up issues of like breeding pokemon for consumer selling #So there's my ramble about Rotoms vs Smart Devices in the PokeWorld #Also Piers is a grumpy old man who perpetually lives in the past))

hollanderthoughts

I want to be heard (doesn’t speak) I want to be understood (doesn’t explain) I want to be seen (acts like if a missing person was right in front of everybody)

#✘ Don’t Fall Apart ✘ Core #✘ Quite the Little Escapologist ✘ Insights #actions tbt #((Go my AVPD rocker))

darkestaken

❝ while i LOVE your initiative, don't forget THE ELEMENT OF SURPRISE next time. ❞

spikescream

"There I go again releasin' the tracks before the show. But isn't the anticipation a' the release part of the fun a' it?"

#darkestaken #✘ i am unhappy to say ✘ ic #((Honestly if they didn't match each others freak to a degree that scared others they wouldn't be so perfect together))

darkestaken

❝ so what if i think my partner shouldn't be scared to THROW ME IN THE TRUNK OF THEIR CAR and DRIVE OFF WHO THE FUCK KNOWS WHERE 'til it gets dark. ❞

❝ it's called being romantic. ❞

spikescream

"This your way of saying you wanna go on a date?"

"Don't think you can fit in the boot a my bike. But a blind fold 'nd a bit a rope could make do."

#✘ I am Unhappy to Say ✘ IC #((Breaks out of my Persona haze for StreliPiers))

I have come to the realization that I am a stray cat. I appear for a few days to weeks on end then disappear for months only to reappear when I feel like it. All that to say I love n'yall, I miss n'yall, I'll see n'yall when I feel like returning.

#✘ out of the dark ✘ ooc #tbd

I'm thinking about young Piers & his holidays in Unova again.