Thank you for the three months filled with happiness.
For that short time, I felt loved and understood.
Thank you for starting my day with good morning
And ending it with good night.
You are the only person whom I can talk to all day without getting bored.
I can talk to you about almost every thing--
And for that, thank you, for always listening.
I will never forget that night--
When I'm starving because I haven't eaten my dinner yet because of loads of work.
You said you'll come over with my favorite makirritos from Tokyo Tokyo.
I didn't expect you'll come,
But you actually did, with food.
I finished around 11:30pm,
Thank you for waiting, I felt special.
You were there when I'm not in the best shape.
You were there to listen to my rants about life.
You were there when I'm alone,
And made me feel that I'm not.
But now, I need to get back to where I used to.
To get back to how I used to--
Remember when I told you that I have a habit of pushing a person away when I'm about to fall?
That it's a kind of special skill that I have?
Well, I need to push you away.
This is not because I'm about to fall--
With those 1 hr before shift sessions.
Good morning to good night,
You being such a great man.
But this great man, isn't mine.
This great man, has already a great lady.
I knew that from the start.
This great man is in a relationship--
Every day, I keep on telling myself that I don't own you.
That you are not sharing your life with me.
Every fucking day, I am stopping myself from being so caring and so clingy
I don't want to be the source of pain to anyone.
So now, I'm creating a line.
A line between you and me.
A line that will remind me that I'm just your friend.
I'm just here, whenever you need a friend.