Shit about my life.

Art. Music. Vidya Games. Food. Love.

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Had my graduation ceremony yesterday 💗. Very thankful for the support of my family and Alex for bearing through the 4 hour long ceremony and for their continuous support through the 5 long years to get my accounting degree :)

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Catalyst

Something big happened on Friday night.

I wish I could say what specifically. But now we’re closer than ever. And I am so grateful for that.

Our 12th anniversary (in years!) is coming up at the beginning of June. We still continually learn new things about each other and grow together. I think we deserve a big celebration :’D. We have come so far and have changed so much from all of my old posts on here.

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Impulsively cut my own bangs. Didn’t even watch a YouTube video beforehand. Lol oops!

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Having some huge anime tits would be nice tho.

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Alex makes my heart so happy. I don’t really need much else.

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There are so many things I wish I could change about my childhood. Overall it wasn’t too bad. But there are dark things I can never forget that taint the rest of my memories. These thoughts have been getting worse as the truth has been revealing itself to me more recently as I have been talking to my mother. My life now is good. I have a good career started, I have an amazing relationship with Alex, and I have good friends.  But I can’t help but think about the past.  Right now you are in the ER. And I don’t know how to feel about it. Maybe that makes me a bad person.

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Went to go see Infected Mushroom together with my best friend 💗💗💗

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Almost done with my first busy season in public accounting. Yay.

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Update.

Busy season is no joke. I’ve been working really long hours from Monday to Saturday for the past 3 months. I can’t wait for April 17th. I have scheduled 3 days of PTO.

During my PTO, Fatima and I are going to an Infected Mushroom concert :3

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I’m glad I always have my sister and Alex to talk to when things get really bad.

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Oh yah someone at the Fairwood Safeway passed by me the other day when I went to visit my parents and said “Hey hows it going” so if it was one of you I ignored I’m sorry...I’m blind and I space out in public lol

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Goals for 2016:

-get fkn yolked and become hot -do well in business school and secure an internship -make more cool girl friends -make more art

Yeah that’s about it so far……..

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Lol I only accomplished one of these goals from 2016...which was do well in business school and secure an internship. My 2018 goals: -last through my first busy season in public accounting  -study for the CPA exam and pass my first year of working -work out more & gain muscle by June // lose 5 lbs of fat? -stop getting sucked into the couch and my phone  -start an aquarium :D  -do more stuff for myself  I guess that is it for now....

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Getting used to the taste of plain ceremonial matcha :D

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my ultimate fantasy: having a saltwater aquarium 

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My life was so weird and different just only four years ago. I’m glad things have changed so much since. You never know what will happen in the future.

So you know. Don’t cash out yet.

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> need to caffeinate to focus on studying because keep browsing social media > drinks coffee > BROWSES FACEBOOK FASTER