formerly known as jumbled thoughts @spinlighted - Tumblr Blog

one last song from me.

re: the end and new beginnings

hey tumblr, it's been a while. sort of. i don't know the last time i looked through my dashboard. most of the 1000+ folks that used to follow me are also in the same boat. i get that, times have changed. it isn't the same place it was from 2007-2011 ish. part of that was because i was super honest about my life then. i made truly incredible friends (fridha!!!) that are permanent parts of my life. i met dumb dudes that tended to treat me terribly. one didn't. i won't get that one back into my life because i was the awful one. or at least that's how i've tended to look at it. we're all moving on from tumblr...one way or another. tumblr was a blank page that i turned into real friendships. that's fucking awesome. but the reality is that it is probably my time to move on as well. that being said. i do want to stay in touch with a lot of you. spinlighted is not where you'll find me elsewhere online. you can message me and i'll give you my handle for twitter/insta. either way. i'm grateful for the time i've spent on this platform. it made me feel less alone when that was all i was capable of feeling. i hope you all find your way. love, bethany

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I don’t ask you to love me always like this, but I ask you to remember. Somewhere inside me there’ll always be the person I am to-night.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, Tender Is the Night (via heartof-au79)

#buzz aldrin #space

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There are times when sorrow seems to me to be the only truth. Other things may be illusions of the eye or the appetite, made to blind the one and cloy the other, but out of sorrow have the worlds been built, and at the birth of a child or a star there is pain.

Oscar Wilde: De Profundis

(via moistened-bint)

If I could see the garden place Before the fall, would things have changed? I wasn't there, and neither were you But I take the blame, as you should too, my friend

#ivan and alyosha #ivan & alyosha #jamz

cinemavariety

If you figure a way to live without serving a master, any master, then let the rest of us know, will you? For you’d be the first person in the history of the world.