you and i will always be back then

The Archive of Bryan Trrd

[thetrrdchive]

Sometimes I kinda feel like I’m already dead and other times I know it’s just these two stealing my remaining life force

[notcapableofbeingtheguy]

Every time Walt lies, it’s like

[thetrrdchive]

11:11 make a w i s h

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[raevenlywrites]

Not to be confused with Lawful Chaotic, which is creating as much chaos as possible by following the letter of the law, usually to ridiculous extremes.

[link-the-feral-anon]

They’re best friends too

[astriiformes]

Technically, C-3PO is Luke and Leia’s older brother: discuss

[astriiformes]

By corollary, technically R2-D2 is Luke and Leia’s brother-in-law

[thetrrdchive]

My Droid, My Android, My Surprisingly Sororal Crush, and Me

[why-bless-your-heart]

Friendly reminder to not punish yourself for creating. 

[putyouinabook]

Can you elaborate on what you mean by this?

[why-bless-your-heart]

I have a tendency to beat myself up whenever something I make doesn’t meet my expectations (which is always). The result is that finishing something = bad feelings: I am effectively punishing myself for having created something. The natural reaction to this punishment is an aversion to creation, meaning that my perfectionism is harming me, not only by causing me to despise what I do make and by impeding the creative process, but by attacking even my desire to create.

[weaver-z]

Why are gun nuts so afraid of 30-50 feral hogs? I thought they supported the police force.

[3rdrealm-deactivated20200301]

i think the crux of human misery stems from the fact that our skeleton just wants to sit around and accumulate dust in an ancient barrow (that is the innate imperative of all skeletal remains in-case you didn’t know) but our meat has its own agenda which creates this fundamental conflict of interests

[thetrrdchive]

the hard carbon in our bones would like nothing more than to lie very still while they get ground into petrol but our juicy flesh prefers to flow around and make a variety of different shapes like the oceans that birthed our ancient ancestors

[thetrrdchive]

For my legacy non-Insta followers: treat yo self

[thetrrdchive]

today I am 30 years old. life feels so different than when I started using this website 7 1/2 years ago but it’s hard to explain how because honestly at 22 I had no conception of how life would turn out and I still don’t. I was freshly out of trying to believe in Mormon Jesus and nothing I’d learned up till that point could have explicitly prepared me for the realities of “modern” “adult” life so like no wonder I became so depressed and burned out of everything I had going for me then. even now it’s so hard to convince myself to really try for anything I want because the thought of knowing I’m a failure instead of just feeling like one seems overwhelmingly unbearable! anyway the point I was working towards is, I’m both impressed to still be alive given how I felt back then, and also not sure how I’m still alive given the feeling never really went away. it’s only evolved and so to be 30 and so full of potential and so devoid of accomplished satisfaction is somewhere between the dream and nightmarish. honestly for my birthday this year I don’t want any gifts I just want an entity of discorporate force to possess me long enough to write and submit an application for the audio production certificate program I want to take the course in this fall

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WHY ARE YOU ALL LIKE THIS?? :(

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[thetrrdchive]

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[memories]

Do not blame me for who I am. The doctor prescribed me 20 mL of #high times twice a day.

[thetrrdchive]

lmaoooooo

[images-that-are-only-cursed]

Cursed school presentations? Thank you!

I hate presentations 😂but who doesn’t?

[images-that-are-only-cursed]

[blu3-skyy]

[w0wls]

That shrek one is threatening

[chuck-e-cheese-anime-faces]

How’d y'all leave out this one?

[peter-my-parkers]

[isspeeedyy]

[stupid-dyke]

I hate this post because I really really want to watch the last presentation

[raylalas]

[steffreyjevens]

20/10 would post again

[lumikinetic]

That last presentation there?

That is the face of Chaotic Good.

[thefingerfuckingfemalefury]

In any other contect that picture of the man entering a classroom in a Shrek Mask would be the Most Cursed Image Ever but here it seems normal, even wholesome by comparison

[razorgirl]

i see nothing wrong with the last one

[jewishdragon]

Those cookies must have LSD in them

[thetrrdchive]

what even is the point of choosing to continue to live

like I understand that in theory life should be lived for bonds with others? but sometimes it feels so strange and lonely that it doesn’t seem like any of it could be real?? whether it’s simulation theory, or MIB-style universe-in-a-cat’s-necklace, or something else that would cause this extremely eerie feeling that everything in this world isn’t what it seems, I just... can’t conceive of all of humanity’s bullshit really mattering enough to be worth coexisting with? and changing any of it sounds so insurmountable that I just... don’t. really want. time to keep continuing very much at all. these are the kinds of thoughts and feelings that regularly keep me up at night so hmu if u got a crush lmfao

[thetrrdchive]

guess who’s got the bad brain again

[thetrrdchive]

I don't understand why it's even possible for brains to make themselves so sad they can't sleep

[thetrrdchive]

guess who’s got the bad brain again