Socially Awkward Genius

Spencer Reid. FBI Agent - Doctor - Junkie

[prrettyboy]

S10E19 - Spencer Reid + purple

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JJ suppressed the small, smug grin that threatened to break free as he reached for her hand, opting instead to simply squeeze his hand lightly in what she hoped was a reassuring manner. Her eyes tracing the lines of his face, she smiled softly, a hint of awe in her normally composed voice.

         “I have everything I need.”

Tugging lightly on their joined hands, she pulled him towards the door, hoping to break the moment before an awkward silence could form. She knew what he meant to her, and she hoped she knew how he felt about her, but it didn’t change the fact that they had tip-toed around admitting the depth of their affection ever since they had been released from the hospital. Admitting your love for someone was easy when you thought one of you would be dead within in the hour; it grew a little more complicated when reality came rushing back in and you were forced to return to your usual dynamic of colleagues and long-time friends.

         “Do you want to drive, or would you rather walk? It’s only a couple of           blocks, if my memory is right.”

[spinsterreid]

This made Spencer chuckle. Her memory was right, he could confirm that, but he figured an eidetic joke wasn’t the way to JJ’s heart. Instead he simply nodded in agreement.

“I think walking is better. The traffic around this time is usually pretty bad.” plus, I just want to spend more time with you like this...holding your hand... Spence could feel his face heating up and tried to look at anwyhere except JJ, but that didn’t help. He could feel his hand start to sweat as he forced himself not to squeeze his friend’s hand...god, had he just considered her a friend? Was that the wrong term now?

As they walked outside, the gust of wind helped calm his nervous body, but he was suddenly aware of what was happening, and how easy it was for him to screw u.

[jenniferjareaufbi]

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one song: Bad Habits - FIDLAR two movies: SLC Punk and Shallow Grave three shows: Shameless, Fargo FX, X-Files four (famous) people: Paul Dano, Jake Gyllenhaal, Matthew Gray Gubler, Rooney Mara, five foods: Stromboli, pizza, cheesecake, Chipotle bowls, Insomnia Cookies

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[plotsforall]

Plot 117: Joy Ride

[plotsforall]

Muse A has been sheltered for most of their upbringing, coddled by loving but overprotective parents well into their teenage years. They’ve yet to experience most of the milestones that their same-age peers take for granted, like attending a school dance or getting their driver’s license. The only time that Muse A isn’t under the watchful eye of their parents is when they’re at school and even then, they’re under strict orders to come straight home once that dismissal bell rings. Muse B hasn’t resided with a parent/guardian since they were legally able to live on their own. They didn’t come from a nurturing environment, not even close, but they’re not looking for a pity party about it. Muse B fends for themselves in this world and they’ve earned a bit of a reputation for snubbing their nose at authority at every opportunity. 

Muse A encounters Muse B one afternoon as they’re making their way to the bus. Muse A can’t help but stare with envy as Muse B mounts their motorcycle—able to ride off whenever and wherever they please. Muse B catches Muse A staring and they offer Muse A a ride. Muse A accepts, hastily snatching up their first little taste of freedom.    

[plotsforall]

Open Starter Prompts

Strangers:

“Excuse me. Is anyone sitting here?”

“I can show you where that is, if you want.”

“I’m so sorry. When I get nervous I’m dangerous to be around.”

“I wanted to say ‘hi’ before the party ended.”

“Are you meeting someone here? Because.. I think I’m that person.”

Friends:

“You weren’t supposed to laugh! I’m so embarrassed!”

“We’ve got a full tank of gas. Let’s go somewhere. Anywhere.”

“You’ve been glued to the couch for 3 days. I’m worried about you.”

“I’ve had a rough day. Time for Netflix and takeout.”

“Are you wearing my clothes?”

Lovers:

“You look beautiful tonight,baby.”

“Let’s skip dinner and go straight to dessert.”

“I’m leaving tomorrow. So kiss me like you mean it.”

“I don’t want to ruin what we have.”

“Trust me. This will feel great.”

Enemies:

“I knew you would fail, it wasjust a matter of time.”

“Oh, that was supposed to be a secret? Oops.”

“I’ll help you this one time, then I never want to hear from you again.”

“I didn’t invite you. Don’t make a scene.”

“You ruined my life. Why would I be happy to see you?”

[spinsterreid]

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It had been a while since Spencer had talked with Haley. Usually it was for brief moments while he waited for Hotch to grab his Go-bag and say goodbye to Jack, or when Aaron got hurt bad enough to end up in a hospital and Reid was chosen to tell her what happened (usually just as shaken up as she was). Needless to say, the fleeting moments weren’t very formative and they usually held dark, scared, feelings underneath the surface. 

So seeing her smiling, handing members of the BAU glasses of wine as they sat around a living room...it felt so domestic it was almost uncomfortable.

Spencer crossed his legs as he sat on the couch, watching everybody talk but not feeling any need to get involved in the conversation. After a few more moments, he let himself slip away silently into the kitchen where he had seen Haley disappear to, hoping he might be able to busy himself with helping her with food or dishes. The problem, of course, was that he had no idea what to say to her beyond-

“Uh...did you need any help?” 

[spinsterreid]

how annoyed would you people be if I resurfaced threads from 1000000 years ago because they’ve been collecting dust in my drafts

[sailorvenuss]

You don’t need to know all the answers;        no one is smart enough to ask you all the questions.

[matthewgrayy]

(8x13)

[spinsterreid]

Okay wow!!! I disappeared for months you guys. So damn long I don’t even know, and a lot of things have happened. I’m moving to Michigan for college in a few months, I FINALLY got a laptop (!!!) and I’m 18!!! I don’t even know how many people have given up on me as a partner, and I feel really bad about all the people I left because school ganged up on me, and I also feel bad about all the things I’ve missed. 

I just wanted to say that I’m back and will be on a lot more often and for longer periods of time!!! please forgive me for being such a loser and leaving, and come say hi if you remember me because I miss all of you but I think I’ve been gone too long :(

[notlordvoldemort]

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[toyboxboy]

[dementedbeautyqueens]

I hate when people say "survivor".

Because "Survivor" means that you made it out

And I dont think all of me did.

[spinsterreid]

I'm gonna get back on this blog soon I promise,,,school is destroying me and I can't even think about college without breaking down (and all my college apps are online so every time I'm on a goddamn computer, I think about college and then I get upset because I am literally a giant weiner).

My Christmas break is in about 3 weeks I think, and I'm asking for a laptop for Christmas, so hopefully I can get on again soon and have it be a lot easier for me. I'm also very very behind on Criminal Minds (season 6 D: ) and that makes me feel a bit alienated from the flock, so I guess I'll watch that stuff until I feel like I can jump back in again

EDIT: I get on my personal blogs (and blogs attached to it) on mobile so if you wanna follow me there chat with me there's that.

[spinsterreid]

I've been gone for a long time, and I am probably going to be gone for even longer. I just recently, after years of dealing with it almost completely alone, came out and told my mother about my depression. It's a slow road but I'm happy it's a road at all, honestly. School is very intense right now as well, with it being my senior year and college stressing me out which of course makes my depression and anxiety worse...I'm very sorry to everybody I left hanging, I feel terrible about it, but right now my priority is my mental health.

I'm asking for a laptop for Christmas, which might make logging on more often easier for me, but for now I'll go ahead and place this on hiatus...I still want to roleplay with all you guys I hope no one gets pissed or leaves.

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"What, dating?" She laughed, following him through the office and out in front of the building. JJ reached for his hand and entwined their fingers, smirking. "I’ll tell you a secret." She dropped her voice low and looked around surreptitiously. "No one is good at dating. Unless you’re already together, it’s the most awkward thing ever.” She grinned brightly and straightened. “Fortunately for us, we’ve spent plenty of time together. So don’t worry about it.” Her grin faded into a sweet smile. “There is nothing that could make today any less than perfect.” 

[spinsterreid]

That made Spencer smile and eased his mind a bit. She just wanted to enjoy his company, and the little nerd wanted to do the exact same thing. Anything else was just to occupy their time.

Lightly, gently, Spencer moved his hand to intertwine with JJ's. All they had to do was walk out of that room, get in a car, get to the museum, and be cute together.

Scary, for Spencer, but easy. Simple.

"Are you ready to go then? Right now? Or did you need to do anything first?"