He watches her. Not like a hawk might a mouse, for how he looks upon her is far from predatory: transfixed, would be more like it. A demigod who hasn’t come at him with blade or spell poised simply because he was Tarnished and heeding the summons was a rare find out here in the Lands Between, and something of a relief… though he dare not let his guard down in its entirety. He’s not a fool, or at the very least, Thomas wouldn’t consider himself so as he listens and trails her movements over to the window.
She really is quite small in this body. He’s no taller than the average man, but it’s the brim of her lofty, over-large hat he stares down at now that they’re both standing.
“ I suppose I don’t trust so easy. “ Not that the path him and his ilk were on was easy. The sores under his gauntlets and the residual aches throughout his body are minor testaments supporting the reality of that. “ Nor do I understand. If it is the Greater Will that called us back to reverse the Shattering, why are the Shard Bearers so… obstinate? It’s ridiculous, I would just like to say. “ Yet he would stay the course. Stubborn. Dogged. A quest more of enlightenment than ambition.
“ May I confess something? “ Perhaps they were of a like mind… or, it would seem so. “ I have little interest in becoming Elden Lord, as I have even littler desire in becoming another play thing of the Golden Order. “ He’s been plaything thing enough already, is what he could add, but at the risk of sounding obstinate himself, he seals his lips. But not before a soft sigh is emitted from under his hood.
He considers her question. He doubts she expected him to have kept a count, but he answers within a beat. Perfectly knowing.
“ Twenty-three times, your Radiance. “
Then, another question for her, this one less pressing than the matters of faith and Order:
“ If I were to leave here but return, is there anything you need from the lakes beyond or the academy itself? “
As she listens to the Tarnished response, Ranni’s mind wanders to an older memory - a memory of those very shard-bearers, demigods like her, family in rite of blood. She knew that she had been partially responsible for the Shattering, and even if that is the case, she holds no regret for her actions - because were she to simply let things be, the suffering this realm would have faced would have overshadowed its current state. A stalemate is, admittedly, the best outcome that could have arisen from the results of that very conflict.
“The shard-bearers are not of their own wit.” She cranes her head down, letting herself think for a moment of Rykard, Radahn, and the others of her family who have seen better days. “The Shattering and the resulting war has scarred their minds. No sooner would they allow the Tarnished to mend the ring than they would see to it themselves. “
Her head tilts up slightly, allowing the brim of her hat to reveal more of her pale blue features, as well as the intrigued apparition partially to the right of her face. “T’would be many more perilous ends thee shall face in the path the Fingers offer. Though I shalt not force thee to give up thy quest, I do implore thy thoughts and actions be thy own. However... thou seemeth quite knowledgeable already. Thou know what lie ahead. More death. More struggle. More peril.”
“ T’was the reason I lost faith. The ‘order’ the Greater Will claims to hold over this land will simply doom it forever. A neverending cycle, repeating over and over, until it is willed that one has served its time and shall return to the Erdtree. T’is why I seek my own path, to establish full neutrality. This world shalt no longer fear the leash of the Greater Will. This world should be allowed to bloom naturally.”
She hopes he could understand her viewpoints, as potentially radical as they may have seemed. Though, given his own views as being used as a ‘plaything,’ Ranni suspected that he wouldn’t necessarily disagree with all of her points.
“If thou art so kind to repay my act of generosity, then there is one thing from the Academy that I require...” She turns back to the nearby window facing the academy proper, and gently presses a hand against the faint, foggy glass. “T’is a book. A tale. Not quite knowledge proper, but a story that tells of older history. A book called, ‘Tale of Astral Blooms.’ Thou shalt forgive my sentiment, but if it will not be my servants who seek it, then t’would be thee, Tarnished.”