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ANTIGONE : for i am a strange new kind of inbetween aren’t i, not at home with the dead nor with the living charani maximoff first year | agender | nineteen

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luxdarkholme:

“Woah, hey.” Lux had managed to spot the collision before it happened, stepping in just in time to swerve Charani out the way, hands grabbing their arms and gentle manoeuvring them. As gently as Lux was capable of anyway. “You’re in a right daze, aren’t ya? Maybe ya need glasses or somethin’.” She suggested with a playful smirk.

“lux!” for a moment their worries and thoughts washed away, surprise littering their face at seeing their (favorite) aunt. “i did not think you were coming back---” perhaps they had forgotten not everyone had left them. (yet. it was a matter of time, wasn’t it?) lux had always wanted them around, even before they were family--- perhaps it was different. “sorry.” the apology felt odd on their tongue. they didn’t like apologizing. “i was--- thinking. i have done much of that these past weeks.”

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mechanical-lee:

“I guess it is,” Charlie laughed. “But that still implies that you did something cool. So what’d you do?”

charani shrugged dully, eyes shifting across the cafeteria for a moment before settling back on charlie. “i visited my fa--- latveria for the break. none of my family--- nor the school i imagine--- would have approved. so i had to conceal my visit.” they didn’t care if people knew now. it didn’t matter now.

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redfox-mal:

Even though it had been weeks since Mal was at school, it felt like nothing had changed. Same classes, same teachers, same students. Apparently though, some students felt differently. As Malory walked back from her class, she noticed Charani headed straight for her, clearly lost in their own world. Mal stopped in front of her friend and gave a small wave to get their attention. “Earth to Charani, anybody home?”

charani stopped short at the sudden sound of a voice directed towards them. freezing a moment the brunette shook their head, squeezing their eyes shut for a moment before opening them and looking up. who--- oh. malory. at least some people were still here. “hi.” breathing deeply, the necromancer gave the other a look, lips pursing together. “i did not see you. sorry.” they forced the uneasy and upset feeling in their belly away, instead focusing on their friend. “when did you return, mal?”

[hydraa]

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bottleitup:

[ text to ‘Charani’ ] : I just got back to campus [ text to ‘Charani’ ] : I was planning on being unpacked in the next hour [ text to ‘Charani’ ] : are you in my room right now char?

[text to ‘Elijah’]: Your unpacking can wait. [text to ‘Elijah’]: I am bored. [text to ‘Elijah’]: Where else would I be? [text to ‘Elijah’]: I have lost my key to my room and my roommate and am waiting for new ones of both. [text to ‘Elijah’]: Come entertain me.

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they couldn’t say if they were happy enough to be back or not. certainly there were many faces they had missed but--- something was unsettled in the pit of their stomach, an anxiety that wouldn’t leave and they couldn’t name. every time they were at the school they made friends, companions, bonds, yes--- but then they left charani. eventually. maybe staying by themself was better in the end. the brunette ducked into the hallway, lost in their own train of though, not noticing the person ahead of them they were in a direct line for.

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mechanical-lee:

“For real, how much trouble did you get into over break?”

“i did not get caught. so there was no ‘trouble’ i got into. is that not the point of it?”

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@bottleitup

[text to ‘elijah’]: Have you finished unpacking yet? [text to ‘elijah’]: Are you even coming back to school?

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TEXT MESSAGE STARTERS ! Send one of the prompts below to get a response from my muse.

drunk texts:

( ✉ → sms ) plea se eh elep me im drunk and i dotn know whe re i am

( ✉ → sms ) i fukcing miss yo u

( ✉ → sms ) i look so fuckigjn GOOD

( ✉ → sms ) i csnst stop throwiging up

( ✉ → sms ) fu ck you  for hurting me

( ✉ → sms ) why dotn you ever call me anymore huh

( ✉ → sms ) stop being so fuckigjn borign and coekm to my party

( ✉ → sms ) i dropped my pzziza o nt eh floror im fuckgin pissed

( ✉ → sms ) i j sut left you a 3 mintue long voicemail singing. sorry

( ✉ → sms ) even when i’m durnk ic ant sotp thinking about oyu

hateful texts:

( ✉ → sms ) you’re pathetic

( ✉ → sms ) you make me miserable

( ✉ → sms ) fuck you. delete my number.

( ✉ → sms ) you never meant anything to me, anyway.

( ✉ → sms ) fuck your apologies, you can keep them.

( ✉ → sms ) congrats on always ruining everything

( ✉ → sms ) my life would be so much easier without you.

( ✉ → sms ) and next time you feel like calling me… don’t.

( ✉ → sms ) i don’t want anything to do with you anymore.

( ✉ → sms ) if your goal was to make me hate you, then congratulations. mission accomplished.

misc/random texts:

( ✉ → sms ) i think my neighbor is an alien.

( ✉ → sms ) help me think of a name for my new dog

( ✉ → sms ) sooooo… what was your first impression of me

( ✉ → sms ) should i get pizza or chicken wings for dinner?

( ✉ → sms ) no one’s ever made me feel the way you do.

( ✉ → sms ) i borrowed your weed. hope you don’t mind.

( ✉ → sms ) why do they say drugs are bad when they make you feel so good

( ✉ → sms ) today is the oldest you’ve ever been, but the youngest you’ll ever be again…

( ✉ → sms ) [ File Attached: 001329.jpg ] of all the drunk pictures i have of you, this one is my favorite.

( ✉ → sms ) i used your pics to catfish someone, and since they bought me a laptop… you have a date with them tomorrow.

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charani | ward | avery | meg | jessica | oliver | camila

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it’s always sunny in philadelphia sentence starters!

❝ Could we not base our decisions on what does and doesn’t happen in episodes of Scooby-Doo? ❞ ❝ Look at me, psychological damage up to here! ❞ ❝ I have contained my rage for as long as possible, but I shall unleash my fury upon you like the crashing of a thousand waves! ❞ ❝ Am I gay for God? You betcha. ❞ ❝ Be gone, vile man! Be gone from me! ❞ ❝ Well first of all, through God all things are possible, so jot that down. ❞ ❝ Yeah, but we didn’t come here to play with  stray dogs and trash, man. ❞ ❝ Oh, get a job? Just get a job? Why don’t I strap on my job helmet and squeeze into a job cannon and fire off into job land where jobs grow on jobbies?! ❞ ❝ I’m eating because I’m very uncomfortable. ❞ ❝ I’m gonna have a really hard time if we’re both cannibals and racists. ❞ ❝ I dropped my monster condom that I use for my magnum dong. ❞ ❝ Everybody’s dying, bitch. Let’s get you some fruit. ❞ ❝ When I’m dead, just throw me in the trash. ❞ ❝ I will smack your face off of your face! ❞ ❝ Take care of yourself… or whatever people say. ❞ ❝ We all have cats we’d like to be playing with right now. ❞ ❝ I will eat your babies, bitch! ❞ ❝ I’m relaxing, I’m getting blackout drunk, and you’re leaving me alone. ❞ ❝ Later, boners! ❞ ❝ Do not call these shorts white trash! ❞ ❝ If some old boner gives me attitude, I’m gonna spit in his face. ❞ ❝ I eat stickers all the time, dude! ❞ ❝ I’ve got the stride of a gazelle. A beautiful, beautiful gazelle person. ❞ ❝ You know, you light one bitch on fire and everyone freaks out! ❞ ❝ Cats do not abide by the laws of nature, you don’t know shit about cats. ❞ ❝ If you don’t have car insurance, you better have dental, because I am going to smash your teeth into dust! ❞ ❝ I can go from flaccid to erect in a moment’s notice. ❞ ❝ I mean, trees? Everywhere trees?! What the hell is this place? ❞ ❝ I’ll tell you what’s not cool: crashing my car into a building, exploding a grenade inside of it, and then convincing your friends and family that you’re dead! ❞ ❝ Oh my God! She just ate an entire sleeve of Chips Ahoy! ❞ ❝ Hello fellow American, this you should vote me. I leave power. Good. Thank you, thank you. If you vote me, I’m hot. Taxes, they’ll be lower… son. The democratic vote is the right thing to do, so do. ❞ ❝ I stepped in front of a bus and it missed me. I can’t even get a bus to hit on me. ❞ ❝ I’m having feelings again, like some kind of fourteen year old kid or something. ❞ ❝ I don’t think these dogs have masters, I think they play by their own rules. ❞ ❝ I have a bleached asshole! ❞ ❝ With real power comes real responsibility and I don’t want to do any of that shit. I just want the money… and the illusion of power. ❞

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charani | ward | avery | meg | jessica | oliver | camila

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❝ well looks like we’ve found ourselves in a bit of a dilemma. ❞

“you found yourself in a dilemma, malory. i had no part of this. none what so ever.” the medium crossed their arms and turned their nose up. it was a lie. they had total part.

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❝ quick, you need to hide before they see you! ❞ (ELI)

charani half choked on candybar, (squandered away from some child on halloween), they had in their mouth at elijah’s sudden shout. “----what? elijah what are you going on about?”

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a hundred random starters 

below are starters based on/inspired by various sources. change the genders as you see fit ;)

❝ why do you keep lying to me? ❞

❝ have you ever considered the idea that maybe, this world doesn’t revolve around you & your problems? ❞

❝ love is love is love is love. ❞

❝ marriage is an absurd arrangement. one is sold as a fifteen-year-old child and makes a vow one does not understand and then regrets for thirty years or more, and which one can never undo again. ❞

❝ why are you crying this time? ❞

❝ you will never escape. ❞

❝ this isn’t what I wanted! ❞

❝ everything has its consequences. ❞

❝ this face bears the mission of heaven. ❞

❝ no, you shall dismantle the house of lies, but build the temple of the divine. ❞

❝ one copper coin for a bowl of noodles! ❞

❝ that one has the heart of a lion. ❞

❝ I needed to be summoned. ❞

❝ there’s no reason for this hostility! I come in peace. ❞

❝ they died screaming. ❞

❝ why fight anymore? what’s the point of fighting against destiny? ❞

❝ how long have you known? ❞

❝ I can only speak for myself. ❞

❝ the law can be changed. ❞

❝ are you sure you’re not pregnant? ❞

❝ your child is adorable! ❞

❝ you gave him a riddle for his birthday? ❞

❝ you have no fucking right to treat me this way. ❞

❝ your ambition blinds you. ❞

❝ he adores you. ❞

❝ I feel like I should be shocked that you two had sex there, but I’m not anymore. ❞

❝ she’s going to kill you. ❞

❝ have you ever tried the cakes? they’re actually quite delicious. ❞

❝ you’ll need to be punished. ❞

❝ you should learn to lie better. ❞

❝ sometimes I wonder if you’re real. ❞

❝ I will take back what is mine & kill anyone who stands in my way. ❞

❝ then kill me. ❞

❝ there’s no such thing as love. there is only lust. ❞

❝ you’re selfish. you never think about anyone but yourself. ❞

❝ i’m sorry, but they’re gone. ❞

❝ death is just another adventure. ❞

❝ stop! ❞

❝ let them watch. ❞

❝ you have no shame, do you? ❞

❝ I can’t believe we’re talking about this right now. ❞

❝ I need advice. sex advice. ❞

❝ alright, tell me the truth, is he good in bed? ❞

❝ she is the best thing in my life. ❞

❝ you love him? ❞

❝ do you love me at all? ❞

❝ do you believe in soul mates? ❞

❝ please, you have to believe me. I didn’t kill anyone! ❞

❝ history is written by the victorious. ❞

❝ at least she has a heart! you have none. ❞

❝ isn’t it more important that they told you? ❞

❝ the king is displeased. ❞

❝ long live your majesty! ❞

❝ can you stop talking for just one moment & listen to me? ❞

❝ no matter how hard I try, they just won’t stay dead. ❞

❝ he’s a gold digger. he’ll screw anyone & marry them as long as they have money. ❞

❝ o! how sweet love must be! ❞

❝ do you really think that? ❞

❝ quick, you need to hide before they see you! ❞

❝ you taught me to never trust anyone. ❞

❝ this is extreme, even for you. ❞

❝ you guys were pretty loud last night. I guess it was good? ❞

❝ that wasn’t an apology & you know it. ❞

❝ are you a virgin? ❞

❝ I’m married. ❞

❝ best thing I ever did was marrying you. ❞

❝ red roses won’t erase the fact that you broke my heart. ❞

❝ stop taking all the ice cream! ❞

❝ has anyone told you that you’re sort of a little bitch? ❞

❝ it’s deep dish pizza. ❞

❝ do you want to fight for your land back or not? ❞

❝ I never realized how much of a coward you are. ❞

❝ there’s nothing worse than someone who isn’t willing to try new things. ❞

❝ haven’t you ever wanted to escape? to leave this place & explore the world? ❞

❝ i think you’ve had enough to drink. ❞

❝ your ancestors would be ashamed if they saw you. ❞

❝ one of the dolls is missing! ❞

❝ are we going to die here? ❞

❝ well looks like we’ve found ourselves in a bit of a dilemma. ❞

❝ I am no longer a child! ❞

❝ the baby won’t stop crying! i don’t know what to do anymore! ❞

❝ what if something happens to them? ❞

❝ once upon a time, I gave a damn about what people thought about me. ❞

❝ if he can get away with this, then so can i! ❞

❝ the dark shall come & take everything you love from you. ❞

❝ it’s the same story over & over again. you’d think people would know better by now. ❞

❝ there’s absolutely nothing wrong with you. ❞

❝ you are what is wrong with this world. ❞

❝ shattered dreams can drive anyone mad. ❞

❝ I am a phoenix. burn me & I shall return, rising from the ashes. ❞

❝ this is my home. ❞

❝ home is where the heart is, where you feel safe & warm & loved. ❞

❝ running away has never solved a damn thing! ❞

❝ fuck me. ❞

❝ oh the things I’d do to you if we were alone. ❞

❝ stop, he’s not here, remember? he’s gone & he can’t hurt you anymore. ❞

❝ your husband/wife – is he/she good to you? ❞

❝ stop & think a moment, you have to stay & rest. there’s a child who needs you now, you can’t just run & be a fucking idiot. ❞

❝ once, I drank a whole bottle by myself. ❞

❝ what do I want? I want to kiss you a thousand times before undressing you & kissing every bit of your flesh a thousand more times. ❞

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charani | ward | avery | meg | jessica | oliver | camila

[memesandthings]

TEXT MESSAGE STARTERS ! Send one of the prompts below to get a response from my muse.

drunk texts:

( ✉ → sms ) plea se eh elep me im drunk and i dotn know whe re i am

( ✉ → sms ) i fukcing miss yo u

( ✉ → sms ) i look so fuckigjn GOOD

( ✉ → sms ) i csnst stop throwiging up

( ✉ → sms ) fu ck you  for hurting me

( ✉ → sms ) why dotn you ever call me anymore huh

( ✉ → sms ) stop being so fuckigjn borign and coekm to my party

( ✉ → sms ) i dropped my pzziza o nt eh floror im fuckgin pissed

( ✉ → sms ) i j sut left you a 3 mintue long voicemail singing. sorry

( ✉ → sms ) even when i’m durnk ic ant sotp thinking about oyu

hateful texts:

( ✉ → sms ) you’re pathetic

( ✉ → sms ) you make me miserable

( ✉ → sms ) fuck you. delete my number.

( ✉ → sms ) you never meant anything to me, anyway.

( ✉ → sms ) fuck your apologies, you can keep them.

( ✉ → sms ) congrats on always ruining everything

( ✉ → sms ) my life would be so much easier without you.

( ✉ → sms ) and next time you feel like calling me… don’t.

( ✉ → sms ) i don’t want anything to do with you anymore.

( ✉ → sms ) if your goal was to make me hate you, then congratulations. mission accomplished.

misc/random texts:

( ✉ → sms ) i think my neighbor is an alien.

( ✉ → sms ) help me think of a name for my new dog

( ✉ → sms ) sooooo… what was your first impression of me

( ✉ → sms ) should i get pizza or chicken wings for dinner?

( ✉ → sms ) no one’s ever made me feel the way you do.

( ✉ → sms ) i borrowed your weed. hope you don’t mind.

( ✉ → sms ) why do they say drugs are bad when they make you feel so good

( ✉ → sms ) today is the oldest you’ve ever been, but the youngest you’ll ever be again…

( ✉ → sms ) [ File Attached: 001329.jpg ] of all the drunk pictures i have of you, this one is my favorite.

( ✉ → sms ) i used your pics to catfish someone, and since they bought me a laptop… you have a date with them tomorrow.

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charani | ward | avery | meg | jessica | oliver | camila

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luxdarkholme:

There were no scars of the trauma endured, in fact the only medical attention she’d required had been transfusions due to the loss of blood. Yet there she still lay in the infirmary, on orders not to let her leave for at least 24 hours despite her very vocal disagreements when she’d been brought in.

She’s been catatonic at first, not said a single word to anyone. Hadn’t even noted who’d pulled her out. But the second she’d been hooked up to machines, the Darkholme had lost it. Screaming continuously until the nurses agreed to just switch the monitors off. Like a woman possessed, this wasn’t her. The beep of her heart too much for her to take after hearing it continuously for hours in that room. Only one lone iv attached to her, despite her efforts to remove it. The only way to subdue her had been drugs and now here she lay quietly. Desperate to escape the place she hated the most. At least this time the hospital was at the academy, not staffed with people who were disgusted to touch her like some kind of infection.

“If you’re the person they’ve sent to talk to me, don’t bother.” She croaked. “I’m fine.”

they had wanted to avoid everyone for some while. avoid the topic of ‘you just vanished’ and ‘where did you go’? their mother had left and they had left, they told themself they felt no shame about it--- but that was a lie. so. they had wanted to avoid everyone, get settled again--- and then they had heard about lux. they had heard about the kidnapping, of course, (consider it their luck to avoid it again), and hadn’t cared much about it--- until they discovered lux had been one of the kidnapped. their--- aunt. family. friend. that’s when they cared, anger flooding them first, then worry--- then more shame. they had left and their family had gotten hurt.

the infirmary at aeterno wasn’t a place they had gotten to visit much yet. it was better than the safe house infirmaries, though, or vindex’s. (memories of brainwashed family members came to when they though of that old place. they hated it.) but, like they said: no better time than now to get acquainted. 

“---of course you are fine. you are related to me, after all.”

their voice was sore, eyes staring at the floor as they hesitated in the door way. 

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ofloudwhispers:

        The Boltagon princess was quieter than usual. It wasn’t that she was against speaking about her feelings in general, but she had never had to go through what had happened to her during the kidnapping. It was humiliating in a sense. She was traumatized, and felt foolish for it. Which only caused her to furl deeper into herself. Isolating herself.

         Evan knew she had to eat at some point, so that’s where she was at in her recovery– force feeding in the cafeteria. There was only a few bites taken out of her pasta and she stared at it as she built the courage up for the next bite.

they had been away for some time now. a decision they didn’t regret when they had heard second hand of the kidnappings and attack on the school. consider it charani’s luck to not be kidnapped during their entire stay at aeterno. their trip was over now, though, and charani found themself back in aeterno in the aftermath. students were quiet, withdrawn. charani wasn’t yet ready to face the friends and family they had left for a while, (they knew none of them would approve of where they had gone--- so they wouldn’t mention it), and instead had kept to themself since their arrival back. unfortunately they did need to eat, though, which meant going to the cafeteria. no familiar familiar faces but--- there was one vague enough. a cousin of a cousin. “----forcing yourself to eat is only going to make you sick.”