I fucking hate myself I believed it would change I gave them a chance They said I meant something But what they did said I mean nothing Is it futile? Am I destined to be used then discarded Do I give up? It hurts more than it should But it happens so much, and each action cuts deeper and deeper and deeper I guess I am worthless, to be taken for granted and used for other people's needs, with no thought of my own Why do I even bother













