Hi Spooky! Ty went on a bit of an excursion today outside the warehouse, dont worry hes okay though (but he did fall flat on his face once lmao)
I wanted to ask how you are doing? less physically and more emotionally. im sure this whole ordeal has been a lot to process.
I want you to know Tyler really did try to stop Nico, but Nico was too strong. Sounded like he had some kinda plan or something to ensure he couldn't fight back this time.
either way, if you are feeling a little anxious or scared around tyler I also want to say that thats totally okay. I dont think it means your a bad person or anything or even more ridiculous, thay you dont love him anymore. I think its natural to be a little upset, so just let yourself process that.
also completely off topic- how do you feel about people calling you Jim? i feel like most people and tyler shorten your name to spooky. so I guess what one do you prefer as a nickname? spooky or jim?
Why would he— ugh. Nevermind.
I'm doing... fine. I think I'm healing okay; I can't really walk yet, and I'm still sleeping most of my days away, but I've been awake a lot more often. (I know you said "less physically" but I just, uh, wanted to mention that)
And emotionally, you kind of nailed how I feel. I know Ty was fighting against Nico; I'm sure he would never let someone hurt me on purpose. My body just is still sort of stuck in fight-or-flight mode, so when I see them, I just have to take a minute to tell myself that its Tyler, not Nico, and that I'm safe with him.
It's been a lot, for sure. I am still trying to process everything that happened. I know that I still love Ty, though. He might not think I do, but there's nothing that could ever change that fact for me.
As for my name, I don't really care. I'm fine with anything. Spooky, Spook, Jim, I like them all. Pet names and other nicknames are okay, too :)