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[prettypinkmoon]

Ultraviolence aesthetic

Part 2

[kingdomreigns]

God actively fulfills His promises to us- we must grip on to His promise in faith, regardless of how we feel in our perceived reality

[woodsandhearth]

struck down, but not destroyed;

2 Corinthians 4:9b

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

Note to self

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[sad-empty-lost]

My life

[depressionbound]

I’m not interested in anyone anymore, they won, I’m tired , I quit

[sa-dnesss]

“I do not like who I am. There is nothing good about me anymore. I am sick of wasting my time. I am worn out, I am really tired.”

— there is no point of me being here if I am not doing anything useful

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[beautifuldarkmind]

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

[guitarplayermrs]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[zarathustra-would-be-proud]

[guitarplayermrs]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]