Lea had to think before knowing which occasion Dianna was referring to, as much as Lea wanted to keep things with the latina civil, it just didnât work and she often just blocked out news of her, especially when they were still on Glee. It wasnât like Dianna to confront people and the fact that it had gotten to the point that Jenna was scared, well, that was something. Lea had worked at just ignoring the whispers from her cast mates, the death glares shot at her from across the room. She was there to do a job and go home, she wasnât going to let someone as angry as Naya get to her. Well, Lea would never let her know that she had gotten to her at least. âShe was just hurt and angry, I mean, I donât think I would have reacted the way she did if I was in her shoes but I can try an empathize. Plus, she was going through stuff we couldnât have even begin to imagine.â Lea defended quietly, see, as much as Naya might hate her, she valued the time they were friends and they had confided in each other. Â Lea could only wish it had lasted longer than what it did. âI didnât know you were the person behind that though, I just assumed that she was angry about one thing or another and left when she decided that other people didnât care whether or not she was around.â As much as she was known to be a fool for love, Lea had become more cautious with her heart over the years and for someone who fell in love too quickly, the fact that she wasnât willing to dive headfirst into them was surprising even to her. Especially because it was Dianna, thought she might never tell her, Lea had never loved anyone the way that she had loved Dianna. She was that kind of love that you love that you only find once in a lifetime and the blonde was right, second chances didnât come around all that often. They were getting one, they were getting the chance to be happy together and Lea knew she was doing a shitty job at taking that opportunity. âNo, but, honestly, I am scared of what Ryan might say. I mean, I know youâre not working with him and probably wonât ever again but him and I are in the cahoots. Yâknow? I have to care what he thinks. At least a little.â Lea said openly and she was sure that with anyone else it wouldnât matter but with Dianna and Ryanâs relationship being what it was, it was a scary thought. Lea would never let him determined her love life but she did respect him to some aspect and most of the people she had been in relationships with beforehand had all gotten the infamous âMurphy Approval.â. Â âOne of us has go to be scared to come out for this to work, right?â Lea said jokingly, hoping to lighten up the moon that was thickening in the room knowing that the subject of Ryan was sensitive.
âNothing excuses anyone treating you that way,â she said with a shake of her head. While she knew what Naya was going through due to her ex boyfriend leaving her for Arianna Grande and everything else, it didnât excuse how she treated Lea. It was obvious to the blonde that she was taking the anger of her break up out on the shorter brunette, but that didnât make it okay. âI know we werenât talking, but I wasnât going to allow anyone to hurt you and use me as a justification.â No matter how angry Dianna was, she never wanted Lea to get hurt. Hearing Ryanâs name as a reason for them to possibly worry about being together made Dianna more angry than she thought it would. She was never one to just explode in anger no matter what she portrayed in television, so she walked away to pace for a moment and try to breathe. âIs Ryan enough for you not to want to be open with me,â she asked with a hint of hurt in her voice. âLea, he treated me terribly, and I know youâre biased with him, but even you had to see that. I mean, I wonât ask you to do something that might cause a problem in your career. Itâs why I didnât want to come out when we were on the show together, but Lea, would you really be okay if Iâm the girl he has a problem with? Iâve read about you with others so it wouldnât be women that are the issue.â Dianna couldnât believe that Ryan Murphy could come in between them yet again. She thought she was done with that man, but she knew how close he and Lea were which meant that he would have to deal if he really wanted the woman. She had no idea if Lea was willing to risk anything with him for her. Sure, she had said at the event that she would have left Glee for her and rebuilt her career, but that was years ago. Dianna did stop moving when she heard Leaâs attempt at a joke and turned to face her. She loved that woman, and they both just needed to take the jump together. She was scared to do it before, and now Dianna had to help the other woman overcome it. âThatâs true, and I get that it might not be fair for me to ask you to do this for me when I made you wait far too long for me to do it for you, but we have to do things differently in order for this to work.âÂ