hey, livi here, and welcome to spurnedadulthood, an independent roleplay blog for kensuke hibiki from the caligula anime and the caligula effect / the caligula effect: overdose games!
depending on how i am feeling and whether or not dumblr would actually work on my laptop, activity here may vary between low to sporadic, but if you see this post and we happen to be mutuals, i’m looking forward to potentially threading with you! of course, it isn’t mandatory, but i would really appreciate if you would please fill out the interest checker so i’d know how best to approach you for interactions!
also, feel free to send me memes/unprompted asks or write unprompted starters for me anytime you’d like! as i’m not always lurking on the dash, that is honestly the best way for me to notice you.
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
hello, could you please set your queue to every 6 or 12 hours? to have it go off every hour is clogging my dash. not to be rude your message could be read in an unfavorable light the way you point out that only three muses connected with kensuke while you go and take your partners for granted. it was borderline passive aggressive if not downright guilt trip and it might not be your intention. i’m sure you are a wonderful person with many ideas if given the chance and it might be the wording in that post. i wish you the best of luck
First of all, I apologize for clogging your dash, but at the same time, you could always just unfollow if it bothered you that much? Like, due to the fact differing timezones is a thing, I wanted to ensure more people see my post so they can decide from there whether or not they want to unfollow/block me.
Second of all, I've been gone for a long while, so like I already said, everyone I was writing with either broke mutuals with me during my absence, became inactive, deactivated, or retired from the RPC entirely, so I don't know what you want me to say? Besides, I think you're overestimating how large my writing pool is, because not only is it rare for my threads to ever advance past two notes, it's not as though I had people clamoring to write with me; in fact, getting more interactions on here has often been akin to pulling teeth for the last two years and I'm not joking when I say the last notif I ever got was in February 2, so I have no idea what 'roleplay partners' I managed to take for granted, when really, it's the other way around.
I mean, you can say 'lack of activity doesn't reflect interest' all you want, but besides my own reblogs, my activity page literally shows two other notifs, and I can't even scroll down it... because nothing past it exists, and most of my followers I do have are inactive, because again, I have not been here.
Like, the whole reason I ended up vanishing from Kensuke's blog to begin with was because I was disheartened by how hardly anyone interacted with him and that has sadly been a reoccurring thing that happens again and again. Seriously, not only do the starters I write for people tend not to get replied to, I frequently get flaky muns essentially wasting my time and getting my hopes up for interactions... so when you consider how Kensuke is a character from a very niche series, how unwelcoming the RPC is towards characters from less than mainstream fandoms, and how dead tumblr RP has recently been, it's only natural for him to only have three bonds at best...
I mean, you might not like it, but it's the factual truth? And I'm not the type to really sugarcoat things, so as far as I'm concerned, actions speak louder than words; therefore, I don't really get the sense many are still interested in Kensuke as a muse. In fact, maybe I'm missing something here, but I'm genuinely confused on how it's guilt-tripping/passive-aggressiveness when I say that as a result of a lot of people moving on from tumblr roleplay (whether it's because they deactivated or retired from the RPC) and people I've been writing with understandably blocking me, Kensuke no longer has a lot of muses left that have a bond with him... so if people end up taking that the wrong way, then I don't know what to tell them, other than the fact I have legit been gone for a long time, so not many of my old roleplay partners are still around?
Either way, I do not appreciate the fact you didn't even bother to address this privately with me and forced me to unnecessarily post this on the dash where everyone could potentially see, so until further notice, I'm disabling the anonymous function... because I really would not prefer dragging this out longer than it has to be dragged out. I will, however, do as you request and space out my queue to post every 6 hours, but next time, please message me privately if you have any concerns.
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like… three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very… icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
This is probably a long time coming, but as I feel like this blog has officially run it’s course and I can no longer manage a single muse blog for Kensuke anymore due to how dead the RPC has been and how my attempts to be more active on him were met with constant disappointment back when I did try writing him more, I’ve officially decided to transfer him over to my multi over @causalitylinked, which you are free to follow!
Of course, this means that starting from today, spurnedadulthood will officially be archived, but I will still be keeping any previous relationships with him (even if he now has only, like... three muses that truly formed a bond with him, due to how everyone I was writing with seemed to softblock me, go inactive, deactivate, or retire from the rpc altogether, LMFAO).
But yeah, despite experiencing some very... icky things, I had a blast being here, so thank you all to everyone who ended up giving me and my Kensuke a chance even if I couldn’t commit to his blog long term during 2022 or 2023!
( livi here, presenting you with a roleplay blog for one precious boy-o named kensuke hibiki from ‘The Caligula Effect / The Caligula Effect: Overdose’ game and the ‘Caligula’ anime. he’s one useless heterosexual who suffers from peter pan syndrome, but don’t be fooled by his youthful looks alone, because he’s actually nineteen and is deceptively buff underneath that sweater! not to mention, while he may be the biggest perv when it comes to women and can be an awfully smug shitlord, he’s also a talented pianist / poet, despite him saying otherwise.
by liking / reblogging this post, you agree to one little gremlin potentially pestering your muse for free aka me following your blog and ruining your life with kensuke’s shameless ways. ofc, i’m also crossover / oc / self-insert friendly, so don’t worry about not knowing the source material he’s from, cause he can adapt to practically any verse. )
𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐒𝐇𝐄𝐍 𝐒𝐊𝐘 𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐎𝐎𝐌, & in the streaks of slanting light, a crystal breeze parts the white curtains, carrying in the cool scent of december & falling rain. most poets would call such scenery tranquil or even amorous but, as the rain continues to pitter-patter against the windows, so sweetly lulling the city back to sleep, a tragedy is unfolding; a cold-blooded treason, a betrayal of a friend. he who suddenly shoves kensuke back & onto the balcony where the rain pallets them like cold bullets, making the two figures glisten faintly. oh, dear heavens above…
who could have ever thought that their story could end like this?
exhaling a slow, shallow breath, the young serial killer towers over kensuke & with the butterfly-knife forces him to press tightly into the white metal barrier, his head subsequently tilted back. i should just do it, he thinks. i should just slit this throat & push, get this done & over with. it’s nothing new. it’s nothing that i… ──── kensuke’s last words, however, prompt a sudden respite. the cold steel quivers in the young murderer’s hand. ❝ any…. thing… ? ❞ no. it’s a trap. he shouldn’t get swayed. kensuke knows the house. he knows his face. he knows far too much & grandmother always said that monsters like them know no mercy or love, but…
envy leans forward, the cold butterfly-knife still pressed in tight. he leans forward til kensuke can smell the rain from his jacket & the poppies on his skin. he whispers softly, words like lukewarm kisses ‘pon the wet ear; ❝ anything …. at all…. ? ❞
Perhaps he was playing a dangerous game by bargaining with a serial killer instead of begging for his life like most victims probably would, but still, he figured it was worth a shot; after all, they did happen to be friends at one point, right? Furthermore, Envy had even complimented his piano playing once, so surely, that had to have meant something... or at least, that was what Kensuke told himself as the rain continues to pelt the windows behind them, filling the silence with soothing pitter patter noises that seemingly didn’t fit the present situation at all.
Honestly, to think not that long ago, he had sipped coffee with the very same well-mannered boy who just assaulted him...
“Y-Yes, anything...” Kensuke finally manages to clarify before bringing himself to wince once Envy leans forward without so much as retracting the butterfly-knife pressed so firmly against his turtleneck, he worries the fabric might actually tear. Goodness gracious, what had he gotten himself into? “I’ll even... be your accomplice, so please... please allow me to live for just a bit longer.”
