Self-Portrait

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It's my 12 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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by inaws61

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“the soul of my land” by jordanian-palestinian photographer anita bursheh

[sshitbi]

At The End

I'm walking through the dawn, as if I could blow away the rest of today. When I look up, I feel like I could touch it. I endured this day with sighs as I match my  foolish steps with the flowing stars.

I see you at the end, I see at you at the end holding onto my impatient heart. I see you at the end; someday, when I open my eyes, it'll be the day I wanted so much.

I'm walking again as I blow away the rest of today. The unlit sky stole my tears as if it's comforting me. When I look up, I feel like I could touch it. I endured this day with sighs as I match my foolish steps with the flowing stars.

I see you at the end, I see you at the end holding onto my impatient heart. I see you at the end; someday when I open my eyes, it'll be the day I wanted so much.

I see you at the end, you're crumbling alone in the darkness and I'm holding tight to you. I see you at the end, when I open my eyes again, it'll be the day I wanted so much.

So someday, at the end of this road, in my last day... I hope you will be there. I hope you´ll hold my hand at the end of this night. Someday, when I open my eyes... I see you at the end. 

[sshitbi]

But, I need to protect my heart too.

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suho ✧ ‘자화상 (self-portrait)’ mood sampler #4

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[ tb ] drop that (151108) - the demonic energy he possessed… x

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[sshitbi]

Love may be like a habit, it may be something new, a scene from a touching movie, a book, or a song; but I believe that love is willingness to do something thousands of time for the loved one, no matter how small the action may be.

Zhang Yixing (Lay)

[sshitbi]

You don't become the weaker one because you love more. You become the weaker one because you're not free at heart. [It means] not the worry of needing to get back as much as you give, but knowing that being able to love is enough to be okay and happy.

It’s Okay, That’s Love

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[sshitbi]

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It’s been awhile since I really write on this page. I think it was almost a year ago when I was busy preparing his birthday. I guess I was too busy to do this kind of things earlier this year, because college stuffs really did keeping me busy.

Anyway, this year I won’t prepare anything that requires a lot of effort or money for his upcoming birthday in September. I don’t know why but I just don’t wanna do that anymore.

Also, I’m saving up my money to buy SJ’s new album that will be released on October!! I’m kinda regret that I didn’t buy EXO’s The War: Ko Ko Bop and I don’t wanna make the same mistake so I’ll save up to buy SJ’s. Heenim Oppa, I’m doing this because I love you.

Btw I’m also saving up to buy Samsung Galaxy S7 Edge lol I dunno why I’m suddenly wanna buy a Samsung phone but I think it’s because i need a phone with 2 simcards. But I don’t want anything else but Samsung. I think that’s just my ego.

I don’t really know why I’m writing this. I just wanna leave a print here or something.

[sshitbi]

You: knock knock

Me, an intellectual: ring ding dong

[sshitbi]

Change(d)

I’ve changed.. pretty much a lot.

Last time I actually wrote on his page, I wasn’t the same person I am today. Last time, I was only a k-drama fan lol now I’m a k-pop fan too. It started out when I was watching Scarlet Heart: Ryeo and then I just wanted to know those prince’s name.... and I there was EXO’s Baekhyun. And it all began. I fell in love again with Super Junior, SHINee, and EXO. I was once fell in love with Super Junior when it was Sorry, Sorry and Mr. Simple era, SHINee when it was Lucifer era, and EXO when it was Overdose era; but I decided not to fan-girl them because I was afraid that I couldn’t stop. I WAS RIGHT. AND I’M GRATEFUL WITH THAT DECISION I MADE. Because if I decided to fan-girl them, my teenage life would be so happy yet so miserable because I couldn’t go to any Korean boygroup/girlgroup’s concert.

Anyway, I’m gonna talk about the men I fell in love with. I fell in love with savage self-proclaimed universe superstar, Kim Heechul (Super Junior)

savage evil maknae Cho Kyuhyun (Super Junior), 

all SHINee dork oppas,

EXO-CBX and Suho and Sehun is my favorite. Heheheehe :))))

Watching k-dramas and fangirling over those Oppas helps me through a lot. It helps me keep my mind off some things, makes me happy and laugh a lot. It made me happy during Prapid and Praper, it made me happy when I feel down... Sorta short escape from my tiring days.

Enough with the k-drama and k-pop stuff.

I really do think that people changes, not year by year or month to month, but they change week by week and even day by day. Yesterday me isn’t the same as today’s me.

People changes. The most memorable quote about “change” that I can never forget is Eminem’s line in Space Bound. FYI, Space Bound is my all time favorite sad song that I think everyone can relate for once in their lives. There it is:

“You want them when they don’t want you; soon as they do, feelings change.”

Well actually the whole song is quotable but right now it’s the most relate-able one.

We all changed, whether we like it or not. For good or bad. It’s a natural part of growing up. I think I’ve grown up too. I used to put my happiness on someone’s hand.. but now it’s mine to decide. I’ll do whatever makes me happy, whether you, she, he, they, likes it or not. I’m tired of being too dependent.

I don’t know what;s the point of this post, I just wanna leave a print here. I’ll post some more when I have something to talk about.

[uncontrollably-fond]

I wanted to ask, ‘why now?’ I was doing fine until now. I ate well. I slept well. I even beat my record of climbing Mt. Cheonggye by three minutes. No Eul is supposed to come today. I looked forward to this day for so long. So why now? 

But suddenly I remembered the promise I made long ago.

“Please let Eul live…”

“..If you let Eul live, I will give up all of my happiness.”

 “I will give up all of my happiness.”

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If I tell you that I fell for you once, would you believe it? “If this woman became my girlfriend, life would be so fun and happy”. If I were to say I once thought so, would you believe it?

That’s right. With your power, you’d be able to avoid it. But don’t avoid it and pay for what you did. I will wait for you.

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#NoelGallagher the night he was given his #RollsRoyce. #creationrecords Christmas party 1995, London. #Oasis.

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