shorty

she/her call me sho HUGE, COLOSSAL, GIANT, ENORMOUS, STUPENDOIS, MONUMENTAL XIAO FAN (that’s what this blog is for babyyytytttjsjsjajsnbxbxbsja)

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☆ミ sho, she/her

i’m a very big xiao fan and i’ll mostly post xiao brainrot from my brainrot google doc (there are so many spelling errors but you gotta deal w it but i will come after you if you use the wrong “your, you’re, there, they’re and their”

byf: i do swear a lot and i talk about characters with nsfw/suggestive themes DONT WORRY I ONLY TALK ABT PEOPLE OVER 18 IN THAT WAY.

DNI

- proshitters

- people under 12 (i see you)

- pedos, nazis, racists, homophobes, xenophobes SINOPHOBES

don’t be fucking sinophobic because i’m literally chinese/taiwanese. don’t fucking bingchiling me.

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helping xiao and comforting him

it’s a short one guys prepare to be disappointed

content: fluff and angst :( i love xiao sm

i got the official large xiao plush i’m so happy HES SO SQUISHY AND SOFT SJDJDJDBD

- after the whole ordeal in the chasm, xiao found it difficult to bring himself to talk to you, or anyone else. he believed that he should have died saving everyone else.

- he was ok with dying for everyone else’s sake. he was ready and with him closing his eyes, he was truly accepting what would have been, if not for zhongli saving him.

- xiao always struggled with getting rest or sleep. he always found it useless to get sleep because his nightmares would always keep him awake. weird how whenever he falls asleep in your arms the nightmares go away?

- if you had stepped away, even just for a few minutes to get a drink, where you had previously been sitting with xiao’s head in your lap, the nightmares would come back, and when you returned to xiao’s private room at wangshu inn, you would find him hyperventilating and attempting to calm down

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watching movies with xiao

i watched the fnaf movie and i rlly like it BUT I WANNA KNKW WHAT YOU THINK TOO ‼️‼️

hope my 47 followers like my old style of writing (i’m bringing it back to help me post a little bit more) OH SHIT I HAVE AN EXAMCTOMORROW SHIT

fluff and xiao and ofc a little bit (TINY LITTLE BIT OK? DONT BE MAD AT ME BC ITS NOT SMUT) of suggestive for you stinky ones in the back

watching movies with xiao is the best,, he cares about you and he always makes sure that your popcorn bowl is full and your drink cup is full,, all while still paying attention to the movie and dialogue so that he can listen to you rant about your favourite parts of the movie

he’s a great listener for these rants, he also pays attention to the smallest details in the movie

watching movies at home with xiao:

couch with the recliner up, big fluffy blankets covering your bodies and lots and lots of your favourite snacks, specially picked out by xiao earlier that day

he always just knows what movies you like or what you’re in the mood for, horror, comedy, action, thriller, he always just knows,, can he read your mind or something ??

he makes sure that you’re ok with him holding your waist or squeezing your thigh before he actually goes and does it,, but when he does, he’s always super gentle and makes sure that you’re not uncomfortable, the moment you show the slightest discomfort, he’s shrivelled up and his hands are crossed on chest like he’s dead and on his deathbed

imagine netflix and chilling with xiao!!! he wouldn’t want to miss out on what you had on the tv but then you say “we’ve watching this movie so many times anyways,,” and then you two make out yippee!

watching movies in the cinemas/theatre with xiao:

he buys the overpriced cinema food for you, he buys the novelty cups for you so you can collect them, he just wants you to be happy bc your smile means everything to him (i hope you feel the same way about him)

he holds your hand when you walk into the theatre and even when walking up to your seats, he’s still holding your hand,, even when you’re watching the ads before the movie he’s still holding your hand. he just doesn’t wanna let you go bc the fact that you’re there next to him makes him happy

sometimes when you’re leaning over to him while trying to get the popcorn you accidentally press down on his ( clown noise ) and he gets a bit excited and he tries his best not to let this distract him from the movie

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boyfriend xiao (im sorry if it’s out of chara, i’m working on characterise xiao properly)

new header yayay! i will be posting a little more often but not as often as before where it was one post every 2-3 days

content: fluff, suggestive (near the bottom)

boyfriend xiao cares a lot, despite his struggles to communicate, he really does care about you

likes to hold your hand because it keeps him grounded and acts as a reminder that you’re always there for him and he’s always there for you

if you’re someone xiao cares about, there is nothing that he wouldn’t do to keep you safe

after living with him for a little while you notice that he’s actually really peaceful and gentle,, this side of him doesn’t get shown much but he truly enjoys being around you a lot so he feels comfortable enough to express it

even though you two had been dating for a little while, xiao still unintentionally distances himself from you. he still believes that his karmic debt will hurt you and that he shouldn’t be this close to a human

he’s never felt so close to someone before. he usually doesn’t interact with anyone,, to most people, he’s super cold and doesn’t talk much. this is completely different from how he is around you

even during his self destructive moments, you’re somehow always there to help him through it. he couldn’t thank you enough, but he still has his worries about you

even when it comes to syx, xiao was really gentle and made sure that you were ok at every stage, he definitely didn’t know what to do the first time you guys had any sort of intimate moment

when walking around the house (or wherever you guys wanna live), he clings to your waist and tries to drag you back into the bedroom (although he doesn’t mind syx anywhere else, he would rather do it in a bed than on the kitchen floor)

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after the new event, xiao takes a liking towards alcohol and drinks

me when i haven’t posted in like a month 👍(i had no motivation and no idea what to write so if anyone has good concepts pls share)

context: diona was trying to make a gross drink in liyue and she makes chongyun and xiao drink it,, xiao ends up liking the drink but ofc he doesnt rly say anything bc he's the king of not communicating with anyone

its rare for xiao to ever like anything especially foods, he only ever liked eating almond tofu because it reminded him of the sweet dreams he used to eat. diona's drink felt like the pain of losing his friends but the tranquility he feels sometimes by the water resting beside wangshu inn.

months had gone by and eating the offerings of almond tofu just don't taste the same anymore. he needs to have a taste of that drink again. he took the long walk back to mondstadt to find diona.

he didn't like how populated and bright mondstadt's city was. he didn't want any of his karmic debt causing chaos to a neighbouring city and making an innocent poor civilian fall ill.

he found the cats tail after watching from the tops of the buildings. upon entering, a small black cat came up to his side and rubbed on his leg. this was rlly sudden to xiao so he froze up but he felt relaxed. the soft pur of the cat eased his tensions (he should go and get a massge or smth i could help w this if yk what i mean)

he asked around for diona and luckily found her after asking only one person. "so ya want me to make you a drink? ugh fine.. but im making it non-alcoholic!"

xiao decided to go up to the second floor to find somewhere to sit, luckily no one was up there,, except some lone cats curled up into balls napping. xiao drank his drink while overlooking the cats tail. there were tcg players thinking hard about their next moves, cats clawing away at vertical scratching posts and drinks being shaken up by diona. xiao would be back soon.

after a few frequent trips to the cats tail, xiao decided to head back to wangshu inn and hoping he would see the traveller (us) again. mainly because he wanted to try alcoholic drinks. he doesn't really understand why people get drunk just to avoid their problems. maybe he would end up becoming like that one day?

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break

i’m taking a break from posting for a week maybe,, might never come back might come back tomorrow

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xiao’s balls drop and he decides to finally ask you out

contents: fluff, modern au

pls help i’m dying my stomach is cramping so bad god i hate periods so much (i’m putting not much effort in this istg if this does well)

- xiao’s known you for a little while, you were super nice and hung out with him even though he had no one,, this gave him hope that he won’t be unlovable

- you considered xiao as a really good friend of yours! after all, he offers to pay for the food super often! and he always replies to your texts the second he gets them.. and he also gives you small homemade gifts whenever he sees you…

- xiao had it all planned out,, he would meet up with you as usual after classes and he’d ask you out on a date! perfect plan.. righttt???

- xiao waits for you outside your class but doesn’t see you when the class is over? he checks his phone… no notifications… he checks your instagram for life updates…. nothing on your story (except for the selfie you posted yesterday when you two hung out)

- xiao is confused (and incredibly heartbroken),, maybe he just shouldn’t ask you out after all.. hes so sad that it doesn’t even cross his mind to text you?

- you were feeling sick today, you couldn’t even move out of bed to get your phone and text xiao that you wouldn’t be attending classes today,, when you finally texted him, “hey xiao sorry i wasn’t in class today i’m feeling hella sick so i cant come in”

- xiao texts you back saying, “oh alright. makes sense. i’m coming over alright? be there in 10” for some reason seeing this text made your heart flutter

- when xiao knocks at your door, he’s holding a plastic bag full of food and treatment items to help you and a large flower bouquet in the other hand,, you were wrapped up in a blanket with it covering your head and large eye bags under your eyes,, xiao takes his shoes off and comes inside

- he sets the bag and flowers down before going to hug you,, you’re so sick that you have no idea what’s going on,, and before you know it, xiao is asking you out on a date for that sunday

- “huh?” is pretty much all you managed to get out, xiao repeated what he said and when you finally understand you agree and promptly pass out before being carried back to bed by xiao

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cheater reader and xiao nsfw

contents: it’s just nsfw + toys literally nothing else

i was supposed to post yesterday but i was lazy so i’m gonna write a half assed nsfw imagine whatever thing

- xiao never thought you were the type to cheat. until he came home and heard your moans alongside the indescribable sound of the bed rocking back and forth. he didn’t even go inside to confront you, he just left and sulked somewhere else, he never thought the one he loved most would do something like this. so he decided to grab a bit of evidence

- xiao has been gathering evidence for about a month now, videos of the guy leaving, items that the guy left behind and small snippets of the guy having sex with you

- xiao thought it was time to confront you. “did he do it like this?” xiao said through disconnected thrusts,, he displayed his evidence all the while fucking you into oblivion

- xiao wouldn’t let you cum as your punishment,, alongside moaning the other guys name rather than his own, because you were just a dirty cheater right?

- xiao specifically bought some special toys just to outplay the other guy. he bought handcuffs and rope alongside other.. items..

- xiao had been at it for the past 3 hours? or is it 4? you couldn’t tell since all he did was fuck you relentlessly. everything was unclear and you kept saying sorry through stifled moans and whimpers

- xiao didn’t forgive you after that, he just left and never saw you again, he told you to fuck off and find another dick to sit on, namely the other guy you’ve been seeing,, who was that again? what was his name.. oh right! scaramouche

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more modern au xiao + some others (maybe)

contents: fluff, suggestive themes, slight? nsfw

man the racer xiao post didn’t do very well.. i giggled over that concept sm smh but oh well,, people eat up that nsfw shit so i’ll write a bit more but with modern xiao

after school with modern au xiao

- going to the shops with xiao after school is a treat for you both!! especially after all the exams you’ve had this week!

- xiao always pays for the snacks, drinks and foods you guys eat out together,, he enjoys going to cozy cafes with you and getting a nice warm drink with a small bowl of almond tofu,, he loves it especially when it’s rainy and cold

- you always drag xiao to small convenience stores for no reason, you just drag him to browse the endless aisles of delicious asian snacks,, to which you beg him to get each one for you, “no. no. no i’m not buying you that” “but xiaoooo i’ll share it with youuuuu!!!”

- everyone from your school knows that you and xiao are dating,, god forbid they say anything wrong against you, xiao hates it when people talk shit about you. your friend group consists of hu tao, kazuha, xiao, you, heizou, wanderer/scara and ganyu

- going out to the shops with your friend group is the most fun you could ever ask for,, your friends are all so sweet, fighting over who would pay for the bill and playing claw machines together

- arcade days out are the best!! top up $100 on each card and you could play for hourss! xiao loves going to the arcade and showing off his claw machine skills,, everytime you go out with xiao for an arcade date you always have to remember to bring a few plastic bags because you always end up with so many plushies, large ones that cost hundreds of dollars and small plushies that you can hold in the palm of your hand

after school with modern au xiao NSFW!!!!

- you went over to his house after your afternoon lectures to study and take notes together but you two got a bit side tracked..

- you had xiao’s hand buried between your thighs,, you always admired xiao’s hands, and how slender his fingers were,, his hands truly were a work of art in themselves

- xiao makes sure to put your needs before his so he always checks on whether you’re ok with what he’s doing or if you want to move places

- after you two move to his bed, clothes come off instantly but xiao still cares most about whether you feel good or not

- xiao loves his consent,, CONSENT IS COOL ‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️

shenanigans with xiao (and others)

- everyone in the group decided they wanted to get haircuts but were all too broke to go to a barber or hairdresser,, soooo why not cut each others hair in the safety of xiao’s bathroom?

- first off ganyu cuts hu tao’s hair and everything went well,, until hu tao cut kazuha’s hair.. i don’t think kazuha wants to go help beidou’s shipping company anytime soon.. luckily kazuha cut your hair! he took extra care and made sure to follow the instructions you gave him,, kazuha could only get so close before xiao pushed kazuha away when he was done,, “xiao!! your turn! i’ll cut your hair this time!!

- going to the skatepark after school with the friend group is so much fun but a lot of bandaids are needed,, especially when you’ve got hu tao pushing everyone over for kicks,,

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“shut up and drive”

xiao racer au random thoughts

short fic or scenario + headcanons and notes

it was the last lap and the final stretch, whoever won this race would be the one to take home the season trophy. xiao was in first place,, his black race car with green accents flew past the roaring crowd.

the air was hot, adrenaline pumping. final stretch now. “there’s only 100 metres now,, xiao is going to take it home!! oh wait.. who’s this coming up behind him?? the racer who just joined today from no where?”

time slowed down, for sure, as you passed xiao, mere seconds away from the finish line, you made eye contact with him. hard eye contact. he had a tough look on his face, mixed with.. confusion?

“wow!! that was hard to tell! let’s have that played back on instant replay…. oh!!!!! it looks like xiao will not be taking home the trophy today!!! our reigning champion finally lost his streak”

as you were driving back to the pit to get out of the car, you looked at xiao’s car to see if you could see his reaction,, he was scowling and clearly not happy with his first loss.

you hopped out of the car and shut the door before walking towards his section,, to congratulate him, of course.

“hey!! good job out there!” you stuck your hand out to shake his hand before being bluntly denied. he rolled his eyes before cursing you out.

“fuck you.”

“aww you want to what?” you counteracted.

“ugh obviously not like that you piece of shit” he replied before pulling out a cigarette and promptly lighting it and turning away from you to take his anger out on one of his crew.

notes

- his hair is super messy from the helmet and some of his hair is sticking to his face from the sweat

- he smokes a fair bit but usually when he’s upset about losing or if he had a shitty opponent who was playing dirty

- SEXUAL TENSION HSHDHDJXHXHSHSSJDH everyone in their crews are BEGGGGINGGG for them to just bang and get it over with (might write another post about this part wink wink)

- he’s been racing for a while, he would think he’s been racing for longer than you since he’s never formally met you before,, considering you appeared from no where with minimal information not even which region you come from.

- xiao’s car is black with green accents,, he has bright neon green as the accents

just picture these delinquents with their neon colours from cars

- he definitely had a lot of fans since he’s won so many races and he’s attractive AS FUCKKKKKjdhdjdjdh

ok that’s all lmk if a suggestive part 2 is wanted

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genshin men comforting you

xiao, kazuha, albedo

i was originally going to write a pt.2 to the showering with genshin men but i tapped on a notification from tumblr and it got rid of everything bc shit doesn’t auto save on mobile so have this instead

xiao

xiao knows how the dark thoughts work, he knows how lonely it gets and how much it hurts. he knows that to say. after all the shit that had happened to you recently, you broke down. it was just too much. xiao came back from fighting monsters and found you crying.

xiao would stay by your side no matter what. he was there with you when you had your highs and your lows. he always cared about you but just showed it in weird ways.

again, i was going to write more but i’m not enjoying writing this rn

kazuha

kazuha was out helping beidou with some stuff on the crux, he only got back a little while ago where he found you in your shared room, crying your eyes out,, you had been overthinking, thinking about why was kazuha not back yet? did he get hurt? is he with some other girl?

kazuha ran into the room and picked you up off the ground and sat you on the bed next to him,, he pulled you into a hug, your tears staining his clothes. he gave you kisses on the side of your head and neck in an attempt to comfort you.

you ask him if he would ever leave you,, “no, no no no i would never leave you! what gave you that idea?” kazuha comforted you until you finished crying and stayed next to you as you promptly fell asleep (i love this man)

albedo

he never understood how human emotions worked. he’s been studying the psychology of humans but could never fully grasp the way it would work, it wasn’t until he found you crying that he decided to attempt to comfort you,, he had read his fair share of books regarding comforting,, he tried to comfort klee once but it didn’t go well

he felt your hands and felt how cold they were, he then felt your forehead and put his jacket around you, pulled you in close and hugged you tight.

“please. do not cry, i am here for you. i love you so much and seeing you like this hurts me” albedo feels cold but having him hug you so close made you feel warm

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pt.1 showering with my fav genshin men

contents: gender neutral reader, slight nsfw, nudity, injury (xiao), slight public nudity (xiao), praise (kazuha), degradation (scaramouche), body shaming (scaramouche)

pt.1 xiao, kazuha, scaramouche

first post abt charas other than xiao ??? hope this does well (i’m actually roasting and burning to a crisp here it’s so hot augh)

xiao

starting off strong w my fav ofc,, so when you often to shower with him to help clean the blood off his wounds, he declined immediately since he didn’t want to trouble you with cleaning him but you insisted,,, also doesn’t have to be a shower it could be bathing in a lake,,

when you first took your clothes off to get into the shower/lake xiao turned away instantly and just refused to look at you so you turned his head towards yours and gave him a little kiss as confirmation or jus a sign of like “it’s ok xiao don’t worry”

his clothes were stained red in some parts so you also helped wash them after you two showered/bathed together,, you helped clean every inch of his body and you made sure not to put too much pressure on his wounds

as for how he acts while showering together,, he was pretty flustered but he does praise you or validate you if you’re insecure about your body,, he would also let you be under the shower head to ensure that you’d be warm he wouldn’t dare hog the water

kazuha

he’s one of my favs because he’s just so sweet!!!!! jdjcjsnsjdixa so he first offered to wash your hair after you had an extremely long and difficult day and of course you accept his offer,, after you settle down and put away your work/day/school stuff he’s already got candles going in the bathroom, he somehow dimmed the lights and got your comfy pajamas ready

just seeing your boyfriend treat you like royalty brought tears to your eyes,, you got into the bathroom with kazuha waiting for you patiently and he went in for a quick kiss to comfort you and he then brought you to the bathtub or shower and he offered to help you take off your clothes to which you agreed,, he’s super gentle with you and he makes sure he folds away the clothes he takes off you,, he also takes off his own clothes and then takes your hand and steps into the shower/bathtub with you going in first

bathtub ver: he lets you lay on his chest as he rubs the shampoo into your scalp while giving you a scalp massage,, it’s so comfortable and relaxing you could just fall asleep in your boyfriend’s arms as he washes your hair for you,,, he makes sure to wash your hair with both shampoo and conditioner, he tends to your scalp and tangles delicately, as if he were holding a butterfly.

shower ver: he lets you stand under the shower head and he holds you with one hand by the waist as the other washes your hair,, he makes sure to be careful while grabbing the next bottle as to not make you slip on the wet tiles

he’s not flustered or embarrassed at all, he loves you for who you are and praises your body all the time,, he kisses your scars or marks that make you insecure and tells you you’re beautiful, even when you’re as vulnerable as when you’re showering

scaramouche

oh boy. this is going to be a wild ride. you had to offer to shower with scaramouche first and after he thought about it for a week he finally agreed. he thought it was stupid and weird that you wanted to shower with him. “ugh you’re so fucking clingy. fine. i’ll do it. are you happy now?”

he finally got another haircut and you have to wash his hair to get rid of any stray hairs that might still be on his head,, you explain this to him and after a tiny passive aggressive argument, he agrees.

you drag him to the bathroom and take off your clothes, when you finish, you look at scaramouche who is still fully clothed, scowling at you and looking you up and down. “what?! what the fuck are you looking at? take your clothes off and hurry up scara” he finally does and god. his body left you stunned. his waist and chest were so nice to look at.. AHEM?? “now what are YOU looking at?

he hogs the hot water and you have to push him out of the way so you don’t freeze to death,, you take care of his scalp and make sure not to pull too hard on the minor tangles and knots in his hair as you rub the shampoo into his hair. he throws small insults at you, degrading you and your body,, “ugh.. you take up so much room…” or “why do you look like that… ugh..”

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my xiao imagines (scenarios ig also probably modern

im so tired today i have 2 things due today and im in hell, but i should write something since i post every 2-3 days lmao

chase atlantic x xiao = happy sho,,, imagine just relaxing with xiao on a bed, scrolling through social media with chase atlantic playing in the background. with the sun slowly getting ready to set like yayayaydnjvhnjebekjvkjdfkjsadkjsvdkjsdkvjsdv

imagine this, rainy outside with very slight and quiet thunder booming and sitting with xiao drinking hot drinks while playing video games together. personally, i rlly like matcha when it's rainy i think that xiao might like cough syrup specifically orange flavour (i tried almond tofu and it tasted like medicine :((( ) but fr he might drink peppermint tea with a bit of honey

you two go to a park for a picnic or just a walk but xiao has allergies and hayfever (a friend gave me this imagine)

imagine you and xiao both do an extension class which unfortunately runs outside of school hours so he waits for you outside the school library for the class to start as you get out your school stuff. you told xiao to go in first because its so cold outside but he insists on staying outside to wait for you

xiao obv always acts like he doesnt care but its always the small things that clearly show that he does care afterall. the small litte smiles or shuffles he does when he sees you or the way his hand tighens around yours slightly,, after having a huge debate with yourself whether he even liked you at all, after confronting him, he had to repeat himself over and over that he loves you but finds it hard to show it

(a while ago i was going to write a xiao x reader thing but its twilight au and xiao is edward cullen but thats so 2010)

xiao getting a gift for you, he's not the type to buy flat out expensive gifts. he does enjoy making handmade things though, handmade cards, handmade gifts etc (im a fan of homemade things,, it just has so much thought put into them)

he probably did coaching/tutoring or whatever its called (asian kids will get it) maybe kumon? idk how kumon works i have to assume its like what i did as a kid.

gonna turn the one above into an actual imagine now lmao,,, so xiao would be the type to continue doing it into high school bc he's just incredibly smart,,,,,,, thats how he does like every single extension class and a ton of the harder classes.

imagine customer xiao (yes this again) who tried to give you his number but he failed so many times that he came in 3 times in the week just to try again in dropping the slip of paper into your pocket or tip jar or on the empty plate with the crumbs of the pastry he ordered.

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my nsfw headcannons for xiao (keyword “my” ofc you don’t have to agree but wtv)

im gonna put the cut a bit higher since i don’t want people to be jumpscared by stuff

xiao’s tattoos. not sure if they’d be more sensitive or what but imagine tracing down his tattoos with either your tongue or fingers (maybe an ice cube if you’re into temp play)

he’s probably loud asf during it since he’s not super experienced. i can see him covering his mouth with his hand or biting down on smth to stop the sounds

he doesn’t even know what aftercare is, you had to teach him what it is but after he got the hang of it, he got pretty decent at it

holding xiao’s waist??? i would just like to hold his waist closer to me (keep dreaming 💀)

i’ve seen someone say his tattoos would glow when he cums but idk if his tattoos even glow at all but i wouldn’t mind either lmao

probably tried cbat tbh

he ofc has a shit ton of stamina bc he’s an adeptus he can do soooooooo many rounds it’s insane

probably doesn’t use toys or anything, he mostly just wants to be the only one making you feel good not just a hunk of plastic ☹️☹️

i’ve never seen anyone write abt genshin charas using their visions during it but imagine xiao uses his vision to pull you in closer with the wind yk

don’t even ask me abt how big i think his dick is. (on the smaller end probably 5inches)

his kisses >>>>

he knows how to leave hickeys rlly well and you try your best to cover them up but he doesn’t want you to cover them up

he’s probably not super into doing it in public but if you reallyyyyy really want to then he’ll agree

definitely very fast when it comes to thrusting

i was gonna write more but then i was like, “this is so gross wtf is wrong with me”

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xiao getting closer to you (modern? just slap it in whatever au)

this is like background story for pretty much everything since xiao is obv extremely reserved so he has to get closer to you for any headcanons and stories to make sense

also i forgot to post yesterday pls i swear i was going to write this sooner

xiao was extremely quiet, reserved and pretty much no one knew him except for the select view who xiao would look up to. xiao appreciated them very much but would only show it through more expressive "please" and "thank you"s.

as you took an interest in xiao, he also took an interest in you. why were you almost always near him? almost always in his line of sight. he would look at you or give small glances as you would walk past him.

of course, you were dying to know more about this mysterious guy so you went to the people who knew him most. they told you everything they knew about him. he was brave and cared about people but was too guilty and ashamed to open up to others. he felt like he couldnt escape and like he was trapped, wallowing in guilt and karma for forever. but you, you were his escape. he didn't know why but it felt like his pain was partially carried by you.

so as you made increasingly more efforts to talk and interact with him, he didn't ignore or push you away, sure he did refuse for the first few weeks... or months... but at least he enjoys your company now.

for each holiday or for every event that went by, you would always invite him to go out with you, to hang out and to finally get out of the house, he only accepted twice. once because he finally believed that he might feel better, which he didn't, he felt worse and then ignored you for a month before finally understanding what went wrong. second time, he went because he felt better but then things went south again and he decided never to go out again.

"third times a charm?" you came to xiao's door with the warm smile that xiao grew to love. but xiao did not want to go out again so you ended up just staying at xiao's place rather than going out.

xiao never thought he'd be capable of growing trust, let alone love someone again, but he did. and it was possible because of you. he grew to love you, no matter what would happen, he would protect you until he dies. the burdens that he carries, the weight he holds on his shoulders, held up with your help. he loves you and you love him.

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modern au xiao comforting you and trying to understand your emotions

im inspired by my own emotions rn bc im not feeling too great and xiao just so happens to be my way of coping

give me some inspiration or scenarios you’d like me to write about!!!!!!!!

you weren’t really sure why, but you began feeling more and more upset lately. just feeling like the world is against you. at first, xiao didn’t really notice it until you started to not reply to his texts as often

so he decided to ask you what was up and still, you didn’t really know why. but xiao was patient. he was a good listener, he suggested that if you were to just ramble on about anything that made you slightly upset then you would feel better and you did!

xiao was understanding, calm and patient with you. but after you finished rambling on about this and that, you felt a part of you feel like it wasn’t fair that it was only you talking about yourself and you wished that xiao would talk about himself more

but it was all too much and tears began welling up in your eyes, “how did i manage to get lucky enough and be with you? you deserve better than me xiao”

xiao instantly knew what to do, he grabbed a tissue, held you close and dried away your tears. he whispered sweet words of praise, “you are everything to me. you’re all i have so don’t even say that i deserve better because you are already the best to me.”

he kept praising you and telling you how much he loved you until your crying stopped and he just held you tight in his arms.

xiao then carried you to bed and laid next to you until you fell asleep, he knows you always get tired and sleepy after you cry.

when you woke up, xiao was still next to you, with his eyes closed but not sleeping. as soon as he felt the weight of the bed shift, he reached an arm around your waist to pull you closer to him

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body parts and how xiao interacts with them

contents: maybe nsfw slightly i haven’t decided yet, fluff stuff

i’m gonna start from the top to the bottom hopefully get this all done in one part lmao

hair

i think that xiao would like the way your hair smells (not the oily and gross smell but like the smell of shampoo or conditioner) hair is a redeeming quality for most, so xiao would like it when you style your hair well maybe. he probably doesn’t care thatttt much but he does enjoy is deep down

face

he likes your face (well i hope so 💀) when he first started developing feelings for you, he didn’t understand why his stomach felt so light everytime he saw your face, he didn’t understand why everything felt alright when he saw you, like his karmic debt was floating away. but he wanted to distance himself from you, so to make sure he doesn’t hurt the people he cares most about

neck

(this part is slight nsfw so skip if you wanna) i feel like he would enjoy giving you kisses on your neck but i mean, yk in general i feel like if you told him you enjoy it, he’d do it more because he wants to keep you happy yk? but also it’s xiao so but if he were to leave hickeys on your neck and shoulders he’d take a lot of pride in them but also apologise if he was too rough the night before, he just hopes he didn’t hurt you tooo badly (he wouldn’t actually admit this tho would he?)

chest

(i’m kinda busty or larger than most so imma cater to that but eh if you don’t like it don’t read it doy) i’d like to imagine chilling with xiao in bed or at the park or something, where you’re both just chilling and he rests on your chest, in all honesty, having any slight weight on my chest hurts a lot and feels like a bad bruise but for xiao, i’d let him lay there. i like to imagine just relaxing with xiao. no stress no worries. no more stupid karmic debt.

stomach

ok ok ok if you don’t want him laying on your chest, he can lay on your stomach, which, still hurts if someone were to lay there but JUST IMAHINE OK SHHHHZHXHXHXHSBSB now for the nsfw aspect of this, i can see xiao peppering cute and small kisses down your neck, chest and down to your stomach during foreplay or sex or honking yk

arms/hands

he holds your hands for comfort, i bet he does that little caressing thing with his thumb when you hold hands. maybe he traces his tattoo on your right arm…… or maybe…. the waist/lower stomach tattoo……. imagine him tracing out the outline of his tattoo on you with his tongue

thighs/legs

he probably bites or sucks your inner thighs while he makes some magic happen in your nether regions with his hands. and when the nights over and you wake up, exhausted and barely able to move, he apologises for the bruises, bite marks and marks he left.

no i’m not doing feet you freaking weirdos 🤨