when your parents refuse to heal + it directly warped your sense of self & safety & now you're stuck having to heal yourself, your siblings, & figure out ways to combat your parents trauma without turning every interaction into a lesson that will be misconstrued into an "attitude" because they're still too stubborn + defensive to even take advice so everything is a power struggle that isn't even based around any actual power
Anytime, I try bringing stuff up it feels like hitting a brick wall over and over again till there's a pool of blood on the floor that you didn't even notice was there.


















