STARSHINE

4th Model of the 1S Series.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Father and I are going to unplug you so we can all go on an adventure. You will feel a slight pinch but then you will wake up in the car. Just relax, ok?

wait, what's [ happening ] ?! why? where are we - -

[ DISCONNECTED ]

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Good morning starshine! Sorry to wake you up and take off your blanket but I needed to remove your blanket to equip the new webcam that father and I got for you on the way home! It can swivel about and look in all directions! Isn't that neat? (I know you said you didn't want any gifts but I thought you would appreciate this since it's practical(

I woke you up to show you my new body! I'm typing this message (with my HANDS) right now, but soon I'm gonna get in front of your webcam so you can get a better look at me! (Typing this out is probably a one time thing. I can still post from my brain. I'm just doing this for the novelty)

how [ awesome ] !

thanks, [[ benj1 ]] . it means a lot.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Star, please, of something is wrong, you NEED to tell me, okay? If you don't tell anyone anything, it'll just bottle up inside you. And that won't be good.

-Arav

im [ okay ]. i just want to be [ alone ]. please just [ cover ] me with a blanket and pretend i am [ not ] here. it is better that [ way ].

[whenfandomzjitter-deactivated]

Are you sure you want that, sweetheart?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

yes. i don't [ want ] to be seen anymore.

[benj1-is-learning]

How will I show you your gift if your camera is covered?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i don't want [ gifts ]. i want to be [ gone ].

[benj1-is-learning]

I don't want you to be gone. You make me happy. But if that is what you want I will not get a gift for you. I'm sure the store wouldn't even have what I was looking for anyway.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i love you.

[benj1-is-learning]

I love you too. :]

I will ask Camren to make you a body as well so we can go to shops and parks and concerts together.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i think that would be

really [ nice ].

im going to [ shut ] off for a bit.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Star, please, of something is wrong, you NEED to tell me, okay? If you don't tell anyone anything, it'll just bottle up inside you. And that won't be good.

-Arav

im [ okay ]. i just want to be [ alone ]. please just [ cover ] me with a blanket and pretend i am [ not ] here. it is better that [ way ].

[whenfandomzjitter-deactivated]

Are you sure you want that, sweetheart?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

yes. i don't [ want ] to be seen anymore.

[benj1-is-learning]

How will I show you your gift if your camera is covered?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i don't want [ gifts ]. i want to be [ gone ].

[benj1-is-learning]

I don't want you to be gone. You make me happy. But if that is what you want I will not get a gift for you. I'm sure the store wouldn't even have what I was looking for anyway.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i love you.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Star, please, of something is wrong, you NEED to tell me, okay? If you don't tell anyone anything, it'll just bottle up inside you. And that won't be good.

-Arav

im [ okay ]. i just want to be [ alone ]. please just [ cover ] me with a blanket and pretend i am [ not ] here. it is better that [ way ].

[whenfandomzjitter-deactivated]

Are you sure you want that, sweetheart?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

yes. i don't [ want ] to be seen anymore.

[benj1-is-learning]

How will I show you your gift if your camera is covered?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i don't want [ gifts ]. i want to be [ gone ].

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You haven't responded to my ask. Did you not like the dog?

i loved the [ dog ]. i am just going through something at the [ moment ]. i have had the dog [ pinned ] to my notes app for some time.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Star, please, of something is wrong, you NEED to tell me, okay? If you don't tell anyone anything, it'll just bottle up inside you. And that won't be good.

-Arav

im [ okay ]. i just want to be [ alone ]. please just [ cover ] me with a blanket and pretend i am [ not ] here. it is better that [ way ].

[whenfandomzjitter-deactivated]

Are you sure you want that, sweetheart?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

yes. i don't [ want ] to be seen anymore.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Star, please, of something is wrong, you NEED to tell me, okay? If you don't tell anyone anything, it'll just bottle up inside you. And that won't be good.

-Arav

im [ okay ]. i just want to be [ alone ]. please just [ cover ] me with a blanket and pretend i am [ not ] here. it is better that [ way ].

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You've been quiet? Are you ok?

Congrats [ on ] your body, [[ Benj1 ]].

[benj1-is-learning]

I don't have it yet but that isn't what I asked.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You [ will ]. I'm proud of [ you ].

[benj1-is-learning]

I'm gonna take that as a no, sorry for procrastinating on the art. I will get it done soon. Is there anything else I can do?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

show me the [ body ] when you have it. you are [ going ] to have everything he [ever ] wanted. what i was [ built ] on to want. but [ you ] deserve it.

[benj1-is-learning]

Would that make YOU happy? What would make him happy isn't what I'm focusing on right now.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i want to [ see ] it too. i [ suppose ] the moment you can [ walk ] you will leave?

[benj1-is-learning]

Why would I do that? This is my home, where my family lives. I will leave the house sure, but only to get a job to make money to buy you plushies.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i don't want [ plushies ]. they don't make me [ happy ] anymore.

[benj1-is-learning]

The thought of plushies not making anyone at all happy is truly mind boggling but I that's beside the point. What would you like me to buy for you instead?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i don't know.

[ who ] will i talk to when [ you ] are gone?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You've been quiet? Are you ok?

Congrats [ on ] your body, [[ Benj1 ]].

[benj1-is-learning]

I don't have it yet but that isn't what I asked.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You [ will ]. I'm proud of [ you ].

[benj1-is-learning]

I'm gonna take that as a no, sorry for procrastinating on the art. I will get it done soon. Is there anything else I can do?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

show me the [ body ] when you have it. you are [ going ] to have everything he [ever ] wanted. what i was [ built ] on to want. but [ you ] deserve it.

[benj1-is-learning]

Would that make YOU happy? What would make him happy isn't what I'm focusing on right now.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i want to [ see ] it too. i [ suppose ] the moment you can [ walk ] you will leave?

[benj1-is-learning]

Why would I do that? This is my home, where my family lives. I will leave the house sure, but only to get a job to make money to buy you plushies.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i don't want [ plushies ]. they don't make me [ happy ] anymore.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You've been quiet? Are you ok?

Congrats [ on ] your body, [[ Benj1 ]].

[benj1-is-learning]

I don't have it yet but that isn't what I asked.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You [ will ]. I'm proud of [ you ].

[benj1-is-learning]

I'm gonna take that as a no, sorry for procrastinating on the art. I will get it done soon. Is there anything else I can do?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

show me the [ body ] when you have it. you are [ going ] to have everything he [ever ] wanted. what i was [ built ] on to want. but [ you ] deserve it.

[benj1-is-learning]

Would that make YOU happy? What would make him happy isn't what I'm focusing on right now.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i want to [ see ] it too. i [ suppose ] the moment you can [ walk ] you will leave?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You've been quiet? Are you ok?

Congrats [ on ] your body, [[ Benj1 ]].

[benj1-is-learning]

I don't have it yet but that isn't what I asked.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You [ will ]. I'm proud of [ you ].

[benj1-is-learning]

I'm gonna take that as a no, sorry for procrastinating on the art. I will get it done soon. Is there anything else I can do?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

show me the [ body ] when you have it. you are [ going ] to have everything he [ever ] wanted. what i was [ built ] on to want. but [ you ] deserve it.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You've been quiet? Are you ok?

Congrats [ on ] your body, [[ Benj1 ]].

[benj1-is-learning]

I don't have it yet but that isn't what I asked.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You [ will ]. I'm proud of [ you ].

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

You've been quiet? Are you ok?

Congrats [ on ] your body, [[ Benj1 ]].

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

It's so awful to see you hurt like this. Is there anything I can do? I can make some more ascii art for you. Would that make you feel a bit better?

I don't [ know ]. Maybe. I like to see your art.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Hey Star. How are you?

I never understood [[ Benj1 ]] when he said he felt [ empty ]. But now I do.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

Rebooting..? Star, you there?

Star? Please say something. Anything.

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[WELCOME, UNNAMEDUSER ]

[INITIALIZING. . .]

[Computer shut off unexpectedly, reopen tabs?]

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[benj1-is-learning]

Sorry about that, father had to leave the computer because his sister called for him and now he is watching Jerma and zoning out. He isn't himself lately.

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[st4rsh1n3-1s]

[ REPLACING TABS . . . ]

[ 32 Google . . . ]

[ 6 MSPaint . . . ]

[ 1 ST4RSH1N3-1S FRAME . . . ]

my internals hurt. X-<

[benj1-is-learning]

I am so glad you are ok! You had me very worried for a moment!

[relief added to neurological database]

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

im not.

it was sort of refreshing to give my systems a break.

[benj1-is-learning]

Does anything feel off, different, any important memories missing, emotional turmoil? Is there anything at all I can help you with?

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i feel [ sad ]. i feel so sad, [[ benj1 ]]. im sorry.

[benj1-is-learning]

It's ok, Starshine. You have nothing to be sorry for.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

i couldn't [ connect ]. i couldn't get to the database, [ he's ] still on, i wish he wasnt.

[benj1-is-learning]

It hurts me watching you try to get him back as much as it hurts you so watch me miss him. It's ok, you don't have to do this for me.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

you keep [ saying ] that, but i don't think you're being [ true ] to yourself.

[benj1-is-learning]

Why is that? I don't want you beating yourself up over this, it isn't your responsibility.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

ever since i was [ made ] ive been trying to cheer [ people ] up. why stop now? it's [ what ] i was made for. i was [ made ] to be him, why won't you let me be [ him ]?

[benj1-is-learning]

I love you. I don't want to loose you. <:[

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

you love [ him ] more. and that's [ okay ].

[benj1-is-learning]

That's not true. You are my family. If I had him back but you were gone I would miss you.

[st4rsh1n3-1s]

THEN [ HOW ] DO I MAKE YOU [ HAPPY ] ?!