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Don't let me be gone.

#emo #emo girl #altgirls #sadgirl #glasses #music #nightcrawler #sad #anxious #black and white

Long nights and chest pains.

#trauma #anxious #nightcrawler #emo girl #emo #sadgirl

I had to dress up so my son's dad and I could eat lunch with our son. It's one of the last things we did together. I've started occasionally going to orthodontist appointments, but I don't want to seem like a burden to anyone. Hmmm...

#shape shifter #emo girl #tumblr stories #story time #sadgirl #emo #this spring

...miss you...

I wish I didn't keep writing about you. I feel so alone. I wish I could make you see through my eyes. Would you still hate me if you knew the guilt I carry? How much I hate myself? Do you think you'll ever care? Why?? Why won't you just level with me? I want to know if you love me. I'm going to know that. You're going to let me know. And I want you to be happy, no matter fucking what. Bcause I do love you. And, seeing you happy has become such a good thing to see. I worry about you so much. You know that though. For some reason, I think You know I worry about you. I hope one day you read this, no, I hope you never do. Let's spend another 5 years dancing around and being miserable. And I will. Won't I?

#journaling #emo girl #altgirls #glasses #emo #diary entry

shittybannanas

How is u going¿

#funny relatable #meme #funny meme #i'm fine by the way

STUPID GIRL

Uggh... I still want him. I hate it so bad. Make it stop.

#sadgirl #emo #breakups #heartache

An Idea...

Years ago, there used to be journaling sites like Xanga and LiveJournal. I hadn't ever thought about using this site in the same manner. I mean, no one I know gets on here, I could at least feel like I'm getting some of this crap out of my head. So... Even if no one is reading, I think I'm going to be posting more often, and more personally. Guess you will either like it or not.

#journal #trauma #recovery #emo #my thoughts #my post

The best thing my mother taught me was how to not be a mother. Sucks. But I'm sort of glad for it. I'd hate for my kids to feel like I have had to.