“You hurt her so damn much” “i know… And i hate myself because of that….. ..I was hurt too. It’s not the words escaped from her mouth that hurts. It’s when how i witnessed how she tried to stop the tears from falling and i saw pain were written in her eyes and at that moment i want to punch my face for hurting such a wonderful and loving person like her. I wish i can hug her and take away all the pain i’ve caused but i can’t. The more i’ll hold her, the more i’ll break her, that’s why i need to distance myself and watch her from afar, hoping that one day, she’ll forget about the pain and be happy without me”
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