some people just wanna see the world bleed.
former angel, now a selfmade nightmare.
kesabel (any pronouns). independent fandomless original character. fallen angel, former leader of the watchers, currently residing in hell. refused another leadership position, opts to be free & do his own bidding. chaotic evil. collector of shiny things, avid swordfighter and an enthusiast for carnal pleasure.
dead dove, do not eat. a fair warning: he's mean, he's a dick, he chases fun and excitement and when he's bored he stabs people. if you don't mind that possibly happening to your muse, welcome!! if you do mind but still wanna be around to see it happen to someone else, also welcome <3 that being said, if you need something specific tagged, please don't hesitate to ask. rules & mun info live below the cut :)
judged by kai, est. 2016, remade 2026. find me on my other rp blogs — @handgiven (angel oc) & @lifestilled (basil hallward) & @hellpending (witch oc)
kindergarten rules apply :)
1. treat others as you wish to be treated.
2. cultivate the space you wish to inhabit.
3. communicate your needs if they are not being met.
kai's personal preferences:
1. i prefer short para over one-liners. i love longer threads too but i'm not always in the brainspace to cultivate those.
2. i write in lowercase letters because that's comfortable for me.
3. i use icons/gifs but i usually go without if my partner is not using them.
4. english is my second language and while i have been speaking it for half my life, it's still going to pop up here and there in my writing.
5. i'm more than happy to accomodate your muses' canon to make kesabel make sense in whatever world i decide to drop him into. if you make accomodations for kesabel, too, i will be immensely grateful.
about the mun:
i go by kai, i'm 27 years old and i live in central europe. i have been writing on tumblr since i was a teen, and some of those characters stuck around to this day, evolving as i have. i tend towards nonhuman muses whose innerworkings i often inspire with my own autistic or otherwise neurodivergent takes on the world. i have a masters degree in arts and i now work a full-time job at an artisanal bakery. sometimes i'm too tired to do proper writing here but even then i can be approached via discord which i'm happy to provide to my mutuals :)
head in my hands it's not like tempting people is kesabel's job, i just think it's the teaching instinct in him wanting to push people to see what they are capable of, and that includes the ugly, the cruel as well as the fun
head in my hands it's not like tempting people is kesabel's job, i just think it's the teaching instinct in him wanting to push people to see what they are capable of, and that includes the ugly, the cruel as well as the fun
me: kes really should get into therapy. at the very least it would be great to explore him learning to openly talk abt and analyse his feelings not in order to get self-servingly upset and murderous but in order to truly get better or at least consider the act of getting better-- anyways where my hannibal lecteur rp blogs at
also......... i know i talk plenty abt kesabel's whoring it out but i really do think that if something were to happen to his penis he'd be Incapacitated
like yeah he's a fallen angel AND he enjoys pain AND he heals easy BUT you really shouldn't let that stop your muse from having fun torturing him. quite the contrary. let them get inventive. let him watch them so intrigued, so Pleased when he sees them fly off the hinges
Me: *seeing a doctor* Did the test come back positive?
Doctor: *has a doctorate in English Lit* I’m sorry, it’s a little more challenging than we thought. We analyzed your imagery, and it appears that you symbolize the fleeting nature of the American dream
fyi if it ever feels like im forcing a ship on you please know that i am not forcing anything it's just that a) kes is a whore b) I don't control him c) we don't even have to consider it a ship honestly if u don't wanna ship it's best if u just let kes hit it and then he'll lose interest, potentially (the lure of forbidden fruit and all)
another fyi: if you want to ship, you have to be explicit in that regard because i am autistic and forever terrified of appearing to be forcing a ship so--
that being said my fake webforum topic page needs a name and the in-universe way is that there's a poll in the community. so here's the poll. what would you name a thread of posts that concern kesabel? imagine a lil cryptid community just trying to assign the topic something to distinguish it from all the other weird bullshit that goes into it
fyi if it ever feels like im forcing a ship on you please know that i am not forcing anything it's just that a) kes is a whore b) I don't control him c) we don't even have to consider it a ship honestly if u don't wanna ship it's best if u just let kes hit it and then he'll lose interest, potentially (the lure of forbidden fruit and all)
that being said my fake webforum topic page needs a name and the in-universe way is that there's a poll in the community. so here's the poll. what would you name a thread of posts that concern kesabel? imagine a lil cryptid community just trying to assign the topic something to distinguish it from all the other weird bullshit that goes into it
re: kes letting people put tattoos on him after sex or even during bc he trusts his intimidation to work enough to keep them from putting something stupid on him BUT your muse puts some sort of rune symbol thing on him stripping him off his powers untill the skin sheds naturally rendering him not harmless but angry stabby AND vulnerable
i know i was messing around before with the idea of kes getting his tattoos he knows he's going to shed with his skin in a few months but lbr he doesn't know where to stop. he's had phase where he had abstract lines and splatters all over his body because he wanted to explore how they feel getting done. he started off getting someone to do them for him but then went into it himself wherever he could reach.
kes in a postcoital high encouraging his partner to have a lil fun with his ink, add to it (again, he's more intrigued by what that feels like). but also providing them with a fair warning that if they try to be funny / draw or write something specific on him, he will know and he will cut off both of their hands
