stella/mae🐈

it/they/he + neos ✦ lesbian creature ✦ i dont know what else people put in their bios ✦ i like to play and draw [profile picture id: the user's fursona looking to the side. they have cat ears, purple hair, very light purple fur and dark blue eyes with a lot of stars. end id] [header id: the map of russia. the text on top of it says "get me the FUCK out of here!!!". the rainbow pride flag is overlayed over the text, and the trans flag is overlayed over "FUCK" specifically. end id]

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hiii! i'm mae/stella and i use it/they/he + some neopronouns! for my names you can stick to just one if you want to but for my pronouns please alternate between different ones !

i make art :) altho i haven't been posting much lately since most of my recent art is oc-related and i'm a bit too anxious to post completely original stuff yet

you can use my art for anything non-commerical and anything that's not related to genai, just please credit me!

currently i'm not particularly hyperfixated on anything, but my past and current interests include in stars and time (which i still post a little bit (but it's mostly an au)), deltarune & undertale, rain world, outer wilds, celeste, nine sols, cult of the lamb, slay the princess, scarlet hollow, ultrakill, disco elysium and a lot more!

i have pretty bad social anxiety,, one of the things i'm anxious abt is being perceived (at all! even positively) so. yeah i technically have my askbox open but i'm not looking at it. or at the amt of traction my posts are getting. or at my follower count. i have my notifs off for tumblr as well so. yeag. i'm gonna work on it at some point but for now i'm staying in my lovely little cave

my tags + my neos:

tags:

#start - my art art

#stapping - my yapping. yeah all of my tags are just st + a word. i should really change it i don't wanna reblog serious stuff with #steblog. but alas. coming up with new tags requires effort

#stshitpost - this one is actually the exception to the rule bc i didn't want the tag to be stitpost

#stona - my sona... my little guy... my me :)

neos:

fae/faer/faer/faers/faerself

vi/vir/vis/virs/virself

vi/vim/vis/vims/vimself

xe/xem/xyr/xyrs/xemself (x is pronounced as z here, not ks)

ae/aer/aer/aers/aerself

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Heheh........ For a guy like me, the Pride Month?..... That's just....... a regular month. 😎

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webp images piss me the fuck off theyre everywhere and yet somehow 99% of services tell you Uhmm... W-wwe-we only ac-accept PNG and JPEG images.... Sowwy 🥺

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Nel

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extremely minor and petty thing but whenever i go block someone for having a shit take and i see that their blog theme is too low contrast/has eye hurting colors/just has a bad color combo i feel so vindicated

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Attention!!! This is a warning that women DO NOT have breasts. ALL women are naturally FLAT CHESTED. If you see a woman with sufficiently large breasts SHE IS LYING ABOUT THEM AND SHE'S A DASTARDLY FOREIGN SPY KEEPING BOMBS INSIDE HER SKIN!!!!!!!

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an sigfrins

closeups:

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having to do graduation preparations at the same time as studying for my SATs. got 2 lines in a collective poem and a song to learn the lyrics of by tomorrow. pork with mayo

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why is love and deepspace trending on here whats cishet slop doing on my sacred queer grounds

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i just saw such a baffling ableist take on tumblr i hit this face irl

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smth that really peeves me is when a piece of media has a cast full of pale skinned people (which is something that might already be questionable on its own depending on the setting and how realistic the media is supposed to be) and they are all the Exact Same shade of white

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bonus points if that shade of white is Really Really pale. even more bonus points if the cast is east asian

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smth that really peeves me is when a piece of media has a cast full of pale skinned people (which is something that might already be questionable on its own depending on the setting and how realistic the media is supposed to be) and they are all the Exact Same shade of white

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i amde a grave miatake. i drew my bstrojg butch oc and i was dying from gay ehile i was frawing and im still dying from fay looking at her after the fact. help help ely hlelynhelpy hely im ao fucking gay

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doodles based on how things are unfolding on my tomodachi island. the title of the book in the last image is "yaoi by john yaoi"

context and yapping below

3rd and 4th are based off a convo dawn and dusk had abt selfcest. they said they love it soo much and dawn said he reads a selfcest rulebook every night before bed and dusk proceeded to say they should try doing it together some day. in hindsight its really funny that they didnt end up being together (as you can see dawn got together with isa but also dusk ended up moving in with mira)

5th is based on the isafrin proposal.. i messed up twice while doing the minigame at the exact same spot and said spot was one of the bullets that had the Yaoi By John Yaoi book

the crush situation has been really funny. odile started crushing on director but fae rambled abt pine cones for so long odile fell asleep and fell out of love. then isa got a crush on dawn, director got a crush on isa and tried to confess to him and dusk (who wasnt even crushing on anyone???? what were you doing there bro) interrupted. they both got rejected

then rouxls kaard* got a crush on dawn and tried to interrupt isa's confession. funniest shit ever im ngl im so glad i added rouxls on the island

*yeah. yeah the deltarune rouxls kaard. i started the island with overkill characters but i ended up adding a bunch of random guys to it. i currently have rouxls, some friends, rivulet and artificer from rain world, a random cryptid based on an inside joke with my friends, nonbinary karl marx and a bunch of others im forgetting

also loop and odile are dating.... nonbinary yuri win 🎉

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wow. it turns out my anxiety which i know is a very irrational feeling is indeed wrong and irrational and people dont actually want to stone me to death the moment they perceive i exist

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got a switch emulator to play the new tomodachi game. worst decision of my life ive only played for 2 hours but i can feel the hyperfixation begin,,, please not Now i have finals in 1.5 months 😭😭