Jun 9
My deepest darkest fantasy is that I collapse on the street and I am rushed to the hospital. They perform a bunch of tests and find out I am severely deficient in some kind of vitamin. Then I start taking the vitamin and I become the happiest cleverest person alive because all my problems were caused by this one deficiency
Moreover, everyone gathers around to be tremulously compassionate and discreetly admiring: all this time, you lacked the Vitamin? And yet you persevered?
FFUUUCCCKCKCKCKCKC me
#me this is me#i’m going to get a lab test tomorrow actually#to check out my thyroid#i hope the results come and they confirm i actually do have hypothyroidism#along with a bunch of other problems and deficiencies#and then i get them treated#and then i heal and become happy#and then everyone that i’ve been ghosting for the past year will find out#and won’t be mad at me and will actually say they forgive me and still love me and are glad i’m doing better#and i will automatically pass all my classes because my brain finally works so now i can do my work#or they’ll just let me pass and exempt me from catching up on old classes because my malady stopped me from performing well#this is my biggest fantasy#how do i blog
