Little Miss Dying

No where else to turn to but my own void. Gaby she/they

[only-cat-memes]

[tinasnowz]

theestallion: ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️ sailor hottie

[random-brushstrokes]

William P. Welsh - Burlesque Queen (1941)

[starberrycurls]

I’m trying hard not to turn bitter and angry and just sour. I want to be in love with things like I used to me. But im still just empty. A void in my heart that keeps me from myself. The me that I know I can be. But I can’t seem to catch up to them. They’re running and I can’t seem to get them. I’m loved I know that and I will be loved romantically again. Still in my darkest movement I scream a yearn so loud for comfort for safety for love. Left with the sand this used to be a pebble beach far in Long Island and now a desert stands. No water except for the ocasional drop of rain.

[usermavka]

🎬 Amélie 2001, dir. Jean-Pierre Jeunet

[hanayoyo-art]

Any mtg fans on here? Made a lil design for June to practice my digital art.

[starberrycurls]

G is for Goliath

Did anyone ask Goliath how he felt

After he was defeated

Did anyone ask Goliath if he was ok

After the slay

A giant cut down to size and all

because of a man

Named

David.

[starberrycurls]

D y I n g? No m a d

It’s hard to not believe that I’m dying

Or going mad

I swear I can hear you when I’m trying to not hear anything at all but my own wailing

I must be going mad

I must be fading out

I am a shell

Of who I used to be

Bright and starry eyed

And I wish I could be angry but all I am is miserable

I know now I am cursed

And I wish nothing but to break free from it

But dying is not a choice I have

I am trying failing failing

To stay sweet to stay kind to stay meek

But everyday that goes by the bitterness takes more and more from me

I have no one now

To confide in about my wishes for death

No one to take it like you would.

I am so alone in this dark world now no sun no heat no energy no love

I want a warm grave

I want cliff by a rough sea

I want a best friend.

[starberrycurls]

I’ve been thinking of dying

But I don’t know how

Or where

But I do know why

I’m lonely

I have no where to run to

Hide

Feel safe in

Loved

I’m trying to not

Die

But it’s getting harder

And harder

As each day passes by

I feel more insignificant

More

Alone

A burden and nothing more

I’ve been thinking of dying

Please don’t hate me

Please don’t.

[starberrycurls]

Hello tumblr. I guess I’m glad I didn’t delete my account in the end. Feeling suicidal to say the least I lost my slice of safety. The only place I’ve ever felt safe to be myself and now I’m back where I started. I sure wish I could die but I can’t leave my baby behind. I made a promise to try to stay alive and I promised Luna to take care of her until she dies. And that’s what I’m going to do. But it’s getting harder and harder everyday to stay alive. Anyway. I sure miss my best friend. But hoping is for losers. And love is for the meek. I’m Turing into something bitter and never sweet.

[mildlyconcerning]

Teenagers by My Chemical Romance | the Hargreeves Siblings from The Umbrella Academy, season 1

[finitetwilight]

[gayvampiretown]

We’re all horny for the blue tint in Twilight but why is no one horny for the gold tint/aesthetics of New Moon

[bellasredchevy]

esme when she heard that edward’s new human gf named bella was coming over:

[hostagine]

The one thing I hate most about the manga is how poorly exacuted Haruhi's character development was at the end. And the fact that it wasn't developed. It was created. An entirely new Haruhi was created. And what was her purpose?

To be Tamaki's girlfriend/wife.

The fact that Haruhi was such a predominant character in the series, but not important enough to have more of a future besides "marrying Tamaki and having children" irks me. Because she deserves better.

And I don't mean "better than Tamaki".

I mean "better with Tamaki".

She was dissected to fit more for his character. To get along with him better and for them to "make more sense as a couple".

And Haruhi never got a glimpse into her future because what they thought was most important to her ultimately ended at "getting married young and being the first to have children".

But they didn't have to do that. Tamaki didn't need Haruhi to better fit his narrative. He liked her just the way she was. She didn't need to become more like him. She didn't need to change to get along better with him.

Let them be the polar opposites that they were.

Let them still be in love.

Let Haruhi have a life outside of him.

Haruhi needed to study abroad by herself. Haruhi needed that development for her. Not for her relationship.

Yeah, it was romantic. But it wasn't Haruhi.

Haruhi deserved to become who she felt destined to be. And we wanted to see that. A badass lawyer. Cause damn she worked her ass off for it.

I wasn't mad that she became a young wife and mother. Haruhi would and probably is the strongest working mother there is. She probably kills that role. She's the best. Perfectly balancing family and work.

I'm mad that that's the only and most important thing they thought to mention. Marriage and babies. When I know she was so much more.

[humbuns]

them!! 😔💖

[honeysenpaihostclub]

Literally😂🤷🏽‍♀️