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I am wondering if he could like me maybe when he asks, jokingly, “What’s my zodiac sign?” “A Capricorn,” I say immediately. Surprise fleets on his face before he controls his expression. “What about mine?” He grimaces, and in his silence I find my answer.

the little things by orchideves

#bet he doesn't even know when my birthday is #orchideves #spilled ink #writing #words #writers on tumblr #excerpt from a book i'll never write #dialogue #story #zodiac signs #love #relationships #one sided love #thoughts #emotions #spilled thoughts #xxx

ann-alytic

🐱 My monthly spread + little things I need to remember 🐱

#bullet journals

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Ally, it's anon from 2 days ago struggling to recover❤️ I can't help feel that less is more when it comes to food. It's like an addiction, I almost realise I'm not eating enough but still can't change & always say tomorrow I will. I've been stuck at BMI of 15, eating ~1400 for YEARS. I feel like death & force myself through the day. Used to be a competitive athlete but had to give that up😢 I've tried so many therapists etc too. I'm starting to lose hope, I just want this to end & be healthy xx

Tomorrow, commit to this. Decide that you want to get better and then let your actions follow it. I know that sounds oversimplified, but no treatment team can or will help you if you don’t have the motivation yourself. You are 99% of the battle here. If you feel entirely out of control, seek higher level of treatment where freedom will be taken from your disorder. If you feel confident you can do it on your own, you need to take it seriously and fight for it everyday. Tomorrow, eat 3 full meals and 3 snacks. See your friends, talk with your family, go to school or work. Eat the food your body and brain so desperately need, and then go on with your life. Ideally you want to be taking in around 3000-3500 units of energy each day or help your body heal, but build your way up to that by adding a few hundred calories every other day so as not to shock your body. If you want to get better, you can.Realise that you were put on this earth for reasons far more important than being as skinny as possible.Realise that you have more healthy coping methods available to you. Realise that you are in full control here and can do whatever you want with your life - if you overcome this. Eat more food, reach out for help, allow your brain to receive nourishment and before you know it you’ll be having logical healthy thoughts again X

#discipline #positive

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I wanted to turn you into pretty words, poems as lovely as your eyes when you look at me or how they light up talking about your dreams and listening to mine. I wanted to tell you my secrets, the ones I rarely even think about for they cause tsunamis in my world and I’ve had more than enough of my share of disasters. I no longer wanted to be unpredictable or a mystery in your eyes. I wanted to be an opened book. I wanted to be read. I wanted to be heard. I wanted you to place your finger against the pages and turn until you got to the end, and even with that I know you will look at me and ask for more. And I am willing to give you that.

Ming D. Liu, I wanted to write, you wanted to read (via mingdliu)

#this hurts a little but in a good way #writing

the bruise only hurts after being hit over and over again

and then it kills by orchideves

#when do you stop caring?#orchideves #spilled ink #poem #poetry #poets on tumblr #writing #words #writers on tumblr #love #hurt #pain #heartbreak #relationships #spilled thoughts #emotions #xxx

your lips have the power to soothe my aches and ease my bruises but i don’t know if that’s healthy - drugs are addictive, you know.

// orchideves

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phenomical

#this is gorgeous #water

brutalgeneration

#scenery #i make up so many tags #water

blamer

Feeling a little blue! 😜💙 But really, these last couple of weeks of school are getting pretty hard. Just have to push through!!

#bullet journals

I've seen boys with dark hair. Or brown eyes, or pale skin, or freckled, or even wearing a suit, but... never with a smile like this. He shoots it towards me across the room, sending it dazzlingly between the crowds, directly into my eyes. For the first time in months, I see library dates, picnics outdoors, and good morning messages. When he asks for my number, I give it to him. And for the first time in months, my sleep is ruined because of a boy who will not leave my mind.

A Story a Day #1 by orchideves