✶cosmic consciousness✶

Jacklyn 22.Canada.vegan. feminist.lifter. yogi.runner.nature lover scorpio sun, gemini moon

[earthyandie]

[starguided]

i was honestly in a good mood today.

now i feel like absolute shit.

i don’t want to eat. don’t want to do fucking anything.

[earthlyemily]

This galaxy breakfast bowl looks so good 😍 repost from @goddessprovisions @alphafoodie on instagram

[melinagrace-blog]

this food is prettier than my face

[jennagoesvegan]

Is this real omg

[starguided]

i haven’t gone on here in a while. but i feel like talking into the void right now..

i’m not 100% sure what is going on. i should be happy but i’ve lost interest in so many things. like literally one second i’m gung-ho to ride my bike, but the next second i don’t. the effort and motivation to do things i normally love just isn’t there and it’s so frustrating. i feel like crying most of the time. i’m not sure who to talk to about this so i’ll put it here just as a way of letting it out somehow. even this is an effort. i want to feel normal again. i’m tired of being sad for no reason. i want to do things and live my life

[starguided]

I highly recommend solo nighttime endeavors - also, listen to Daughter while you’re at it. There was something about the way the glistening of melting snow reflected off the pavement as the glow of streetlights bathed the ground. The way things were slightly cold but so quiet - not lonely, but alive with the night. Silence has it’s own presence it seems, on nights like this. It embraces the domestic earth that surrounds you… I don’t feel fearful in this quiet darkness, quite contrary my legs had long, strong strides and I floated over the streets as music filled my ears. Ah, peaceful. Nights like these, when your insignificance is so significant.

[starguided]

I really wish I brought my camera today. My phone is aight but…

[starguided]

more from today: “grain is king”, “press on” bridge, “you matter”, bridge over assiniboine, bless whoever painted the avocado, the bridge again, underpass skateboard art, spot the face in the rock!, and cool lines i went everywhere

[starguided]

today was all kinds of perfect. i roamed all over downtown by myself hah. osborne village is my happy place; my fave store where i ended up with a whole bunch of things for $5, vintage stores. and the forks and exchange district this place, if nothing else, has a lot of art and culture

[starguided]

i went on many lonesome adventures last year

[starguided]

so i had a really good day celebrating being done my exams and stuff  bussed to osborne, ended up seeing my friend from work at second cup and hung out for a bit and i finally met her bf then i sat and drew by the river at the legislative grounds, bussed to the mall and took some obligatory selfies in some cool dressing room lighting haha i get so many compliments for that scarf tho 

[starguided]

omg. i used to dress so cool last year what happened

[thefitally-deactivated20170430]

6 months into lifting ➡️ 3 years into lifting

Wish I could say this came easily. Wish I could say that I was small, worked hard, gained muscle, and felt good the whole time. But it doesn’t happen that way. I felt good some days, hell I’ve felt fuckin fantastic some days. But I’ve also felt absolutely terrible some days. I’ve gained a ton of weight in between. I’ve stopped training for weeks because I was discouraged. I’ve stopped taking care of myself at times. I’ve been teased for changing my life. I’ve been an outcast for being this way. This wasn’t a smooth 3 year transformation.

But the key thing is that I’ve stayed dedicated. I won’t say that I was perfect and positive and passionate this whole time, because I wasn’t and that would be a false advertisement of overcoming your battles. Because, I still fight mine. I’m learning how to fight mine when they come back out of nowhere.

That’s the thing about change. That’s the thing about recovery. The past will always be there and the battle will always be a part of you. Recovery isn’t putting your hardships behind you and pretending they don’t exist. It’s acknowledging them, facing them, and learning how to let them not take you down like they have before. #beavisionary #transformation

[pnut-butter-deactivated20160929]

I love u sm and next time you’re in jersey you better let me know

[starguided]

I needed this so much right now. Right now I'm struggling so much with discouraging gains and it's depressing the hell out of me. Thank you for sharing this and giving me hope

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[dappledwithshadow]

[starguided]

I'm actually the biggest piece of shit

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So at my work I get paid to try on clothes. These are stolen from our facebook page lol and are from recent-older

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so many people obtain a love that ends up growing weak with time.

i can’t see that happening. honestly. i feel like i will continue to see things in you that i love and love more. you are so full of beautiful pieces i have yet to uncover and i’m excited. and as we both grow there will be even more.

ah.

[ryloism]

[simply-quotes-deactivated202002]

All endings are also beginnings. We just don’t know it at the time.

Mitch Albom, The Five People You Meet in Heaven (via simply-quotes)