this is just like stage fright, coming back home

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[hitmyvape-deactivated20251006]

Sorry im being annoying i just remembered that music is life the other day

[starjasmines]

abstractions are just so so so nice and economical can we abstract everything i dont see any point in the real world when we have all these categories we can sort things into instead

[starjasmines]

i might be the first person who is objectively right about everything

[camerahoax]

[hypnagogue-i]

None of this will even Appear in my next life

[starjasmines]

on the note of divesting possessions: my friend took my giant mortar & pestle off my hands as well as two glass jars i never use. fantastic.

[starjasmines]

maybe his words will put an end to the madness for once and for all

[starjasmines]

what does it say about my priorities that my biggest concern around skipping this week's lab meeting was that i would miss an opportunity to advertise the choir concert.. to be fair it's just a mock defense for someone who i do not really know and also im skipping to spend more time on my thesis and not just skiving for the hell of it. but. (luckily we have a meeting next week at which i will be advertising so im all clear).

[starjasmines]

about to go to brunch with friend and im feeling strangely nervous. this is a friend i see usually every week regularly & also had brunch/icecream/shopping with just two weeks ago so there is no reason for this. wait.. im shy.

[kuruk]

Today we smile

[starjasmines]

im so glad im a pretty & outwardly normal young woman bc if i was an old man i would for sure be seen as a creep and pervert and menace to society. but as a young woman you can get away with being a creep and a pervert and some people are even into it. though actually. i guess people are into those qualities for old men as well. just not me personally..

[starjasmines]

i hate that skeletal lamping is such a good album sonically cuz by god the lyrics are so embarrassing to listen to at times.

[starjasmines]

oM & editing my intro <3

[angelbabymikaa]

i love when my mutuals are mutuals with each other #myecosystem #myenclosure

[starjasmines]

alba coming saturday through wednesday surely we can make this work what with.. thesis looming.. and my date on thursday.. and many weekend plans... im so so excited for june though i know it's a bit late to be saying this but this is my month.

[starjasmines]

trying to reschedule my meeting from tomorrow to friday bc . my supervisor wanted to push it later in the day and i honestly would rather just have thursday then entirely anxiety-free to get more work done and have the meeting friday morning. does this make sense?

[starjasmines]

ohhh the ritalin is hitting which is why im trying to develop smell based language system instead of just sitting here in agony as usual. sometimes i forget im actually really passionate about language i feel like studying it has sort of sucked the joy out of a lot of it. or i shouldnt phrase it like that. it's easy for me to get bogged down in the details of what i work on and forget the real magic of my chosen favorite topic, language, which allows me to communicate the thoughts in my head into your head using a bunch of air i manipulated with my throat. it's sort of mind control. i never get over it. and in this post youre reading that process is being given to you remotely via symbols. but in english (and like, most languages) when you read this youre converting it back mentally into those sounds..