this is just like stage fright, coming back home

dm me for my email ♡

[hitmyvape-deactivated20251006]

Sorry im being annoying i just remembered that music is life the other day

[starjasmines]

naturally as i left was peak rain and im soaked again

[starjasmines]

genuinely finally barely dry after this afternoon and i have to go into the rain again dont get me wrong i love biking in the rain but being damp on campus for 10 hours straight is not my ideal tuesday

[starjasmines]

using the words prudent and discretization in the same sentence as i used the term ASAP . academic writing champion of all time...?

[starjasmines]

trying to do some thesis writing on a paper pad bc maybe it will help me think & more importantly my laptop is about to die

[starjasmines]

sitting in my office alone idk i might just start crying.

[starjasmines]

it does hit the spot

[starjasmines]

sitting in my office alone idk i might just start crying.

[starjasmines]

what do men think? what do men want? a lot of questions we will never know the answers to.

[galois-groupie]

Linear learning is a lie, it's all about bootstrapping intuition.

[galois-groupie]

There's this great big blueprint for a machine you need to build but the more you zoom out the blurrier it gets.

[galois-groupie]

Well really it's like ten different machines at the same time which all depend on each other and none of it makes sense unless you first build the previous designs and figure out why they failed.

[starjasmines]

met 3rd and final contender for therapists today and i liked him and i liked the other two a lot as well and now i have to decide -_- bro

[starjasmines]

with this guy, i actually talked about something that i didnt manage to mention to the other 2 and i think it was a lot more insightful of a conversation to have as a first session but i literally dont know if i talked about this same thing with the other two if it would be better/worse. why did i make myself have to choose when im the worst ever at making decisions.

[starjasmines]

it's soooooooo beautiful and eprfect out today like not cold not warm cloudy and occassional bursts of sunlight i should be walking in the forest what is thisssss. <- guy who has spent the last hour cycling around farmland and only got to the office 30 minutes ago.

[starjasmines]

i had my slop at like 11am and then i got so hungry just now i ate half my dinner and a fig newton. and at dinner i think i will get some fries. ^_^

[starjasmines]

got completely soaking wet in the rain today but idgaf it's so beautiful outside june is the best month ever <3

[blessyouhawkeye]

forever thinking about that girl at my uni orientation who, after being told to pour out her water bottle before entering an event, looked at me and said "they tell us to stay hydrated and then make us pour out our water, this is like totally kafkaesque" and then poured out what was very obviously an entire water bottle full of whiskey. hope she's doing well.

[starjasmines]

met 3rd and final contender for therapists today and i liked him and i liked the other two a lot as well and now i have to decide -_- bro

[starjasmines]

dont understand how ive been eating the way i have been lately and not gaining any weight but gift horses and mouths and etc. will just enjoy it.

[starjasmines]

going to make and pack dinner and wash dishes and then work for like.. 50 minutes before my meeting.. and then. from 14.30 - 19.20 i have nothing to do but thesis.. i will be at the office and i will find my mug that my nothingship left in the kitchen somewhere (hopefully has not been taken by someone else, otherwise i suppose i can always take someone else's random mug, creating a vicious cycle (i didnt realize they had left my mug in the shared kitchen until we had left the building and i didnt want to go back in and up)) and i will drink endless cups of "men's tea" and i will Write and Code.